Does God Really Analyze Our Mind and Hearts?

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       This is an essay that consists of one question.  Does God really analyze our hearts and minds?  I am asking this question simply because I have a mental illness, and I hear voices that other people do not hear.  I hear voices that are not the Holy Spirit.  My medication that I am currently taking does not work on these voices anymore.

 I have been praying and asking God to analyze my body; and get rid of the voices.  The medications that I am taking for the voices are Zyprexa, Prozac, and Invega.  I have been taking medication ever since Tuesday July 15, 1997.  Back then, I was taking Depakote, Risperdal, and Prozac.

Next, I have been asking God to remove these demonic spirits and voices that have eroded my Holy Spirit.  I am wondering what I am doing wrong?  I hope and pray that I can have some relief from this problem.

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 Examine me O Lord, please help me to get better because I am eager to accept you as my Personal Savior.  I am still dealing with something from my past, and it has a lot to do with scammers and computer hackers.

Further, I ask you Lord to please enable me to have a clear mind.  I also would like to have a better peace of mind.  Lord Jesus, I am lamenting right now because I really need Your help.  Lord Jesus, please allow all of your Saints to help me and console me each day of my life.  Does God analyze the minds of everyone?  The answer is yes.  The Lord Jesus is my personal Savior because He has saved me from myself. 

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I remember on February 13, 2010: I tried to kill myself because I was responding to negative stimuli.  The negative stimuli were the auditory hallucinations that I have been dealing with for 13 years now.  Moreover, I want to say that I am doing fine at the moment.  I still hear voices at night while I am sleeping.  This is the reason why things have been difficult.  I have been reading the Bible every single day of the week.  It is that the internal stimuli are trying to obliterate me.  I am in for a fight with demonic spirits, and anything that is not the Holy Spirit.

In Addition, I want to ask everyone this question because I am dealing with principalities and powers.  I think that God and His Son Jesus Christ do this on a daily basis.  I will also admit that my writing skills are excellent.  It is that I have other health issues that are bothering me right now. 

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Finally, I want everyone to know that I need Prayer.  I have to admit that I have been going through some ups and downs for the past 13 years.  My behavior is stable at the moment.  I am keeping my mind on the right things.  The negative stimuli also lead to impulsivity.  The Lord God is my personal Savior.  My life is with God for the long haul.

Does God Really Analyze Our Mind and Hearts?

​       

       This is an essay that consists of one question.  Does God really analyze our hearts and minds?  I am asking this question simply because I have a mental illness, and I hear voices that other people do not hear.  I hear voices that are not the Holy Spirit.  My medication that I am currently taking does not work on these voices anymore.

 I have been praying and asking God to analyze my body; and get rid of the voices.  The medications that I am taking for the voices are Zyprexa, Prozac, and Invega.  I have been taking medication ever since Tuesday July 15, 1997.  Back then, I was taking Depakote, Risperdal, and Prozac.

Next, I have been asking God to remove these demonic spirits and voices that have eroded my Holy Spirit.  I am wondering what I am doing wrong?  I hope and pray that I can have some relief from this problem.

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 Examine me O Lord, please help me to get better because I am eager to accept you as my Personal Savior.  I am still dealing with something from my past, and it has a lot to do with scammers and computer hackers.

Further, I ask you Lord to please enable me to have a clear mind.  I also would like to have a better peace of mind.  Lord Jesus, I am lamenting right now because I really need Your help.  Lord Jesus, please allow all of your Saints to help me and console me each day of my life.  Does God analyze the minds of everyone?  The answer is yes.  The Lord Jesus is my personal Savior because He has saved me from myself. 

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I remember on February 13, 2010: I tried to kill myself because I was responding to negative stimuli.  The negative stimuli were the auditory hallucinations that I have been dealing with for 13 years now.  Moreover, I want to say that I am doing fine at the moment.  I still hear voices at night while I am sleeping.  This is the reason why things have been difficult.  I have been reading the Bible every single day of the week.  It is that the internal stimuli are trying to obliterate me.  I am in for a fight with demonic spirits, and anything that is not the Holy Spirit.

In Addition, I want to ask everyone this question because I am dealing with principalities and powers.  I think that God and His Son Jesus Christ do this on a daily basis.  I will also admit that my writing skills are excellent.  It is that I have other health issues that are bothering me right now. 

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Finally, I want everyone to know that I need Prayer.  I have to admit that I have been going through some ups and downs for the past 13 years.  My behavior is stable at the moment.  I am keeping my mind on the right things.  The negative stimuli also lead to impulsivity.  The Lord God is my personal Savior.  My life is with God for the long haul.

1st Timothy 5:8 And What It Means to All People?   By Anthony Joseph Hopkins

Good Day Everyone!! I want to inform all of you that I am blessed and highly favored by the Lord. How are all of you doing today? Fine, I hope. I want to say that I am writing this essay because I really need prayer in this area. First, I would like to say that for the past 4 years, I have neglected my household.

I will admit that I have been paying bills for things that I do not need. I want to say that I have been paying an excessive amount of money on a Cricket Wireless Phone Bill. I have been paying $115.00 per month for three phone lines. I also have to pay my student loans of $50.00 per month for three months from the University of North Carolina at Charlotte. I have lawyers that I am paying each month for legal services. My rent right now is $273.00 per month for Public Housing in Dayton, Ohio. I also pay other bills and offerings to my Church.

Second, I want to say that as soon as I read this Bible verse, I started crying because I have been neglecting myself physically and financially. I want to say that I need another Smartphone and I have to pay at least another $125.00 for a phone. I have been hurting mentally because I have been hearing voices as well. When it comes to this Bible verse, it has woken me up spiritually because I have been evaluating my life over the past month right now. I will also admit that I have been feeling like an unbeliever because I have neglected myself and my entire household.

Third, I have been getting sifted like wheat by Satan and his demons. This has completely altered my way of thinking. I am very sorry for telling everyone this information, but it is the truth. I have been relying on Meals on Wheels food each week instead of purchasing actual food for my own refrigerator. I know that I am very wrong for mentioning all of this because I can barely take care of myself. I receive monthly benefits from the Government because I suffer from Grand Mal Seizures and I also suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder. I also have other health problems that I have right now. I am taking 23 prescription medications each day. Therefore, I need all of your prayers because I suffer from Glaucoma and Cataracts.

Fourth, I will admit that I have been hindered by Satan because I have been oppressed and depressed. I know that I have to get a job right now. However, I have been going to the hospital each month for therapy and for psychiatric consultations. My household bills are $880.00 each month. I also have to pay $186.00 dollars per month for life insurance as well. I want to also say that I need Pastoral Counseling right now. I also have to pay for storage of all of my possessions that are located in Charlotte, NC. I have cried and felt depressed for the past few months. I need all of your prayers and understanding because I have been beating myself up emotionally over this Bible verse. Reality is sinking in right now. I repent of all of my sins. Please forgive me of my sins. I am very sorry for neglecting my household and for robbing God in all Tithes and Offerings. I realize that the money that I earn does not belong to me. It belongs to God. Everything belongs to God!!

Is it true that we cannot understand our errors?

By Anthony Joseph Hopkins

         Is it really true that we cannot understand our errors?  This is a very good question because it means that the only person who literally understand us is God.  This does not give me free will to do whatever I want.  It really does not mean that we have a right to commit a crime and think it is not our fault.  Proverbs 20:11 says that every child is known by their deeds; whether it is good, pure and right.  This means that we were taught morality from our parents.  This means that as children, we are taught the things we can do, compared to the things that we cannot do.  According to 1^st Corinthians 13:11 says that we once were a child, so we acted like a child, I thought as a child, so when I became a man, I learn to put away childish things.

It is not very easy for certain children and adults when it comes to maturity.  However, God makes a way for all of us to advance in our personal lives.   As far as our secret faults are concerned, everyone has them.  There are people who think that they have things under control, but they do not.  It is time to focus on boundaries for a moment.  When it comes to boundaries, this means that there are a set of rules and goals that were defined in advance.  The Lord knows exactly what we need, long before we ask Him.  Psalms 18:18 says that they confronted me in the day of my calamity, but the Lord is my support.  Only God knows how to deal with our circumstances.

Further, I want to say that it is very hard to admit to our errors to other people.  God knows us very well.  Jeremiah 1:5 says before I formed you in the womb, I knew you, I ordained you as a prophet to the nations.  This means that God knows us in advance.  He even knows exactly how long we are going to live.  God also have plans for all of us.  Some of these plans are prevalent in some as it is for others.  When it comes to Spiritual Gifts and talents, God has a divine plan for mankind.  As a child, I wanted to join the military or become a fireman.  There are things that I have always wanted to do, but I did not do them.

 Moreover, I will admit that I have followed others and imitate the behaviors of others.  In the long run, it was not something that I really wanted to do in the first place.  It might have been good at first because of peer pressure and I ended up doing failing at my attempt to be like everyone else.  Currently, I ask God in advance for the things that I want to do.  I ask God because I do not want to make the mistakes of the past.  My mother and my caretakers always encouraged me to do whatever I really want.  I have learned a whole lot from all of my past relationships with women and other people.

Finally, I want to say that I have learned a lot of things from simple trial and error.  Proverbs 15:3 says: The eyes of the LORD are everywhere, keeping watch on the wicked and the good.  God knows what is good for all of us.  I have to simply keep asking Him for it.  I only wish that I can only see Him for myself.  I need God to help me out for the rest of my life.  I cannot just keep doing things for myself without God’s help.  I will admit that I am guilty of wanting something when I want it.  I cannot do that anymore.  I have to allow God to show me the way to the promise land.  God Bless All of You!!  May the Lord God continue to bless all of you!  Thank You for reading my blog.

…UNDER THE SUN…?

Ecclesiastes 9:4
For to him that is joined to all the living there is hope:
for a living dog is better than a dead lion.

In Proverbs, Solomon spoke of ‘living’ in
The house of wisdom, or in the house of
A foolish woman.

Solomon explored the ‘different’ houses
of (foolishness) that one could live in.
How many wives did Solomon have..?
How many of them were pagan idolaters…?
And he built for all of them, pagan altars,
In order to appease them, so ‘they’ could serve
Their fake, false ‘gods’??
Hence; “the house of foolishness” !

When referencing 2 Corinthians 12:1-6;
which speaks of – and defines the 3 heavens,
when Solomon spake of:
living “Under the sun” —
He was referring to [choosing] to live
In a ‘two-heaven’ world…
One in which ( GOD ) was not acknowledged.

People, set grand goals for themselves,
[only] to be disappointed [if] they achieve them.

When we look for the meaning;
“Under the sun” (without GOD) –
(Instead of) under the sun, with GOD,
We will ONLY find VANITY.
Emptiness.

If we do not we recognize and acknowledge
CHRIST JESUS, we will find ‘life’ to be a
Meaningless [cycle] of life and death.

like every descendant of Adam,
We are spiritually stillborn.
We are born spiritually dead.
You and I and every other person,
are born dead — dead in sin,
(see Ephesians. 2:1).

We were born dead because
of the sin of our representative head, Adam.
The apostle Paul teaches us that
“sin came into the world through one man,
and death through sin, and so death spread
to all men because all sinned” (Rom. 5:12).

And spiritual death is not the end of it.
Even if we are born physically healthy,
our spiritual death will be followed
at some point by our physical death:
“For you are dust, and to dust you shall return”
(Genesis. 3:19).

It is for this reason that JESUS told Nicodemus,
“You must be born again” (John 3:7).
The spiritually dead cannot enter GOD’S holy presence.

“Unless one is born again-
he cannot see the kingdom of GOD” John 3:3.
In order to see GOD’S kingdom,
then, the spiritually ‘stillborn’
must be brought to life.
There must be spiritual resurrection.
There must be new life, eternal life.
“You must be born again.”
It is the sovereign work of the HOLY SPIRIT.

1 John Chapter 2
23 Whosoever denieth the Son, the same hath not the Father: [(but) he that acknowledgeth the Son hath the Father also].
24 Let that therefore abide in you, which ye have heard from the beginning. If that which ye have heard from the beginning shall remain in you, ye also shall continue in the Son, and in the Father.
25 And this is the promise that he hath promised us, [even] eternal life.
Let’s look at Ecclesiastes 9:4-5;
4 For to him that is joined to all the living there is hope:
for a living dog is better than a dead lion.
5 5 For the living know that they shall die:
but the dead know not any thing,
neither have they any more a reward;
for the memory of them is forgotten.

…What does this mean??
The most despicable of living man’s state,
is preferable to that of
the most noble who have died impenitent, unregretful.
Impenitent:
not feeling shame or regret about one’s actions or attitudes.

For a living dog is better than a dead lion —
Much happier as to the comforts of this world.
“The meanest and most contemptible person here,
in this world, hath the advantage of the greatest king,
when he is gone out of it.”

For the living know that they shall die —
Whereby they are taught to improve life,
while they have it.
But the dead know not any thing —
Of the actions and events of this world,
as this is limited in the next verse.
Neither have they any more a reward —
In this world.
The reward or fruit of their labours is
utterly lost to them, and enjoyed by others.
(if even then..)

Living a ‘life’ without GOD, ( under the sun)
is living amongst the dead.
D-e-a-d, dead.

On the other-hand —
Living under the ‘SON’ ( JESUS CHRIST )
(IS) the “LIVING”, living amongst the dead.

John 1:4
“In him was life; and the life was the light of men.”

“Life” has here no limitation,
and is to be understood in its widest sense.

The plainest reason why the SON of GOD –
is called (the Word), seems to be, that as our words explain
our minds to others, so was the SON of GOD sent
in order to reveal HIS Father’s mind to the world.

What the evangelist says of CHRIST proves that HE [ is ] GOD.
He asserts, HIS existence in the beginning;
HIS coexistence with the Father.

The Word was with GOD.

All things were made by HIM, and not as an instrument.
Without HIM was not anything made that was made,
from the highest angel to the meanest, lowest worm.
This shows how well qualified HE was for the work of
our redemption and salvation.

The (light of reason), as well as the (life of sense),
is derived from HIM, and depends upon HIM.
This eternal WORD, this TRUE LIGHT shines,
but the darkness comprehend’s it, ( not. )

Let us pray without ceasing,
that our eyes may be opened to behold this LIGHT,
that we may walk in it;
and thus be made wise unto salvation,
by faith in JESUS CHRIST !

…UNDER THE SUN…?

Ecclesiastes 9:4
For to him that is joined to all the living there is hope:
for a living dog is better than a dead lion.

In Proverbs, Solomon spoke of ‘living’ in
The house of wisdom, or in the house of
A foolish woman.

Solomon explored the ‘different’ houses
of (foolishness) that one could live in.
How many wives did Solomon have..?
How many of them were pagan idolaters…?
And he built for all of them, pagan altars,
In order to appease them, so ‘they’ could serve
Their fake, false ‘gods’??
Hence; “the house of foolishness” !

When referencing 2 Corinthians 12:1-6;
which speaks of – and defines the 3 heavens,
when Solomon spake of:
living “Under the sun” —
He was referring to [choosing] to live
In a ‘two-heaven’ world…
One in which ( GOD ) was not acknowledged.

People, set grand goals for themselves,
[only] to be disappointed [if] they achieve them.

When we look for the meaning;
“Under the sun” (without GOD) –
(Instead of) under the sun, with GOD,
We will ONLY find VANITY.
Emptiness.

If we do not we recognize and acknowledge
CHRIST JESUS, we will find ‘life’ to be a
Meaningless [cycle] of life and death.

like every descendant of Adam,
We are spiritually stillborn.
We are born spiritually dead.
You and I and every other person,
are born dead — dead in sin,
(see Ephesians. 2:1).

We were born dead because
of the sin of our representative head, Adam.
The apostle Paul teaches us that
“sin came into the world through one man,
and death through sin, and so death spread
to all men because all sinned” (Rom. 5:12).

And spiritual death is not the end of it.
Even if we are born physically healthy,
our spiritual death will be followed
at some point by our physical death:
“For you are dust, and to dust you shall return”
(Genesis. 3:19).

It is for this reason that JESUS told Nicodemus,
“You must be born again” (John 3:7).
The spiritually dead cannot enter GOD’S holy presence.

“Unless one is born again-
he cannot see the kingdom of GOD” John 3:3.
In order to see GOD’S kingdom,
then, the spiritually ‘stillborn’
must be brought to life.
There must be spiritual resurrection.
There must be new life, eternal life.
“You must be born again.”
It is the sovereign work of the HOLY SPIRIT.

1 John Chapter 2
23 Whosoever denieth the Son, the same hath not the Father: [(but) he that acknowledgeth the Son hath the Father also].
24 Let that therefore abide in you, which ye have heard from the beginning. If that which ye have heard from the beginning shall remain in you, ye also shall continue in the Son, and in the Father.
25 And this is the promise that he hath promised us, [even] eternal life.
Let’s look at Ecclesiastes 9:4-5;
4 For to him that is joined to all the living there is hope:
for a living dog is better than a dead lion.
5 5 For the living know that they shall die:
but the dead know not any thing,
neither have they any more a reward;
for the memory of them is forgotten.

…What does this mean??
The most despicable of living man’s state,
is preferable to that of
the most noble who have died impenitent, unregretful.
Impenitent:
not feeling shame or regret about one’s actions or attitudes.

For a living dog is better than a dead lion —
Much happier as to the comforts of this world.
“The meanest and most contemptible person here,
in this world, hath the advantage of the greatest king,
when he is gone out of it.”

For the living know that they shall die —
Whereby they are taught to improve life,
while they have it.
But the dead know not any thing —
Of the actions and events of this world,
as this is limited in the next verse.
Neither have they any more a reward —
In this world.
The reward or fruit of their labours is
utterly lost to them, and enjoyed by others.
(if even then..)

Living a ‘life’ without GOD, ( under the sun)
is living amongst the dead.
D-e-a-d, dead.

On the other-hand —
Living under the ‘SON’ ( JESUS CHRIST )
(IS) the “LIVING”, living amongst the dead.

John 1:4
“In him was life; and the life was the light of men.”

“Life” has here no limitation,
and is to be understood in its widest sense.

The plainest reason why the SON of GOD –
is called (the Word), seems to be, that as our words explain
our minds to others, so was the SON of GOD sent
in order to reveal HIS Father’s mind to the world.

What the evangelist says of CHRIST proves that HE [ is ] GOD.
He asserts, HIS existence in the beginning;
HIS coexistence with the Father.

The Word was with GOD.

All things were made by HIM, and not as an instrument.
Without HIM was not anything made that was made,
from the highest angel to the meanest, lowest worm.
This shows how well qualified HE was for the work of
our redemption and salvation.

The (light of reason), as well as the (life of sense),
is derived from HIM, and depends upon HIM.
This eternal WORD, this TRUE LIGHT shines,
but the darkness comprehend’s it, ( not. )

Let us pray without ceasing,
that our eyes may be opened to behold this LIGHT,
that we may walk in it;
and thus be made wise unto salvation,
by faith in JESUS CHRIST !

       Reflections on my most compassionate sister

        Today is June 2, 2022 and it is the anniversary of my sister Patricia’s death.  My sister transitioned from this life into heaven five years ago at 1:15PM at Miami Valley Hospital in Dayton, Ohio.  I have been very sad and depressed all day yesterday.  It is that my sister Patricia and I were very close siblings.  I am happy that I was with her during her last 2 years of her life.  I know that we have had our moments when she used to beat me up with her fist.  This is simply because she was a woman, and she knew how to fight!!

        Further, I want to inform all of you that I really miss my sister a whole lot.  My family members will be celebrating her life on Facebook.  I know that my family members and I really do not get along with each other.  My sister Patricia and I got along despite of the rest of the family problems.  I really miss her cooking and her smile.  My sister was an avid reader and she kept up with the stars.  My sister had her favorite magazines called the National Enquirer and Star.  She read it on a weekly basis.

Moreover, my sister literally saved my life on February 13, 2010.  On this day, I was responsible for taking over 2000MG of Phenobarbital, and all of the rest of my medications because I got catfished out of $16,977 dollars in money and Western Union Funds by some female scammers and computer hackers in Accra, Ghana.  This took place from March 15, 2008 – February 28, 2010.  My sister saved my life.  This is the truth because I fell for all of the schemes and strategies from these computer hackers and scammers.  My sister Patricia saved my life!! God is going to bless her for saving my life.

        In addition, I want to inform everyone that my family really don’t know this, but my sister saved me from myself.  I miss my sister Patricia so much that I have actually saved her voice mail messages on my old phone.  My sister sent me to the store to buy her favorite foods and magazines.  My sister enjoyed my company.  My sister is in heaven watching over me right now.  She is very happy that I am blogging about my personal life and what God has done for me.

        Finally, even though my mother and sister are in heaven watching everything that I have been doing.  I want to inform everyone that my sister and I have enjoyed our moments together.  My mother and I always enjoyed what I was doing.  She is smiling in heaven right now because I am writing about what God has done for me.  It is my pleasure to share the Gospel to other people.  My mother and sister were happy that I have been clean and sober for 32 years. God is a good God. 

My name is Anthony Joseph Hopkins and I am a blogger.  I have been writing for the past 15 years.  I am nice, kind, gifted, intelligent, compassionate, and very understanding.  I am a person who writes each day because it enables me to express myself and to share God’s Word.

Is it true that we cannot understand our errors?

By Anthony Joseph Hopkins

         Is it really true that we cannot understand our errors?  This is a very good question because it means that the only person who literally understand us is God.  This does not give me free will to do whatever I want.  It really does not mean that we have a right to commit a crime and think it is not our fault.  Proverbs 20:11 says that every child is known by their deeds; whether it is good, pure and right.  This means that we were taught morality from our parents.  This means that as children, we are taught the things we can do, compared to the things that we cannot do.  According to 1^st Corinthians 13:11 says that we once were a child, so we acted like a child, I thought as a child, so when I became a man, I learn to put away childish things.

It is not very easy for certain children and adults when it comes to maturity.  However, God makes a way for all of us to advance in our personal lives.   As far as our secret faults are concerned, everyone has them.  There are people who think that they have things under control, but they do not.  It is time to focus on boundaries for a moment.  When it comes to boundaries, this means that there are a set of rules and goals that were defined in advance.  The Lord knows exactly what we need, long before we ask Him.  Psalms 18:18 says that they confronted me in the day of my calamity, but the Lord is my support.  Only God knows how to deal with our circumstances.

Further, I want to say that it is very hard to admit to our errors to other people.  God knows us very well.  Jeremiah 1:5 says before I formed you in the womb, I knew you, I ordained you as a prophet to the nations.  This means that God knows us in advance.  He even knows exactly how long we are going to live.  God also have plans for all of us.  Some of these plans are prevalent in some as it is for others.  When it comes to Spiritual Gifts and talents, God has a divine plan for mankind.  As a child, I wanted to join the military or become a fireman.  There are things that I have always wanted to do, but I did not do them.

 Moreover, I will admit that I have followed others and imitate the behaviors of others.  In the long run, it was not something that I really wanted to do in the first place.  It might have been good at first because of peer pressure and I ended up doing failing at my attempt to be like everyone else.  Currently, I ask God in advance for the things that I want to do.  I ask God because I do not want to make the mistakes of the past.  My mother and my caretakers always encouraged me to do whatever I really want.  I have learned a whole lot from all of my past relationships with women and other people.

Finally, I want to say that I have learned a lot of things from simple trial and error.  Proverbs 15:3 says: The eyes of the LORD are everywhere, keeping watch on the wicked and the good.  God knows what is good for all of us.  I have to simply keep asking Him for it.  I only wish that I can only see Him for myself.  I need God to help me out for the rest of my life.  I cannot just keep doing things for myself without God’s help.  I will admit that I am guilty of wanting something when I want it.  I cannot do that anymore.  I have to allow God to show me the way to the promise land.  God Bless All of You!!  May the Lord God continue to bless all of you!  Thank You for reading my blog.

Is it true that God is a God of Detail?
This is a question that need to be answered by everyone. This is because God will tell you to do something one time. He will not ask you again. You must believe that God wants to speak to me. This means that if a person is having a great communication with God each and every single day, He will hear you. God will reveal everything to you at all times. In my case, I have never heard God’s voice in my entire life. God is communicating with me through other people. 
God also communicates with us even while we are sleeping. For example, in the Book of Job 33:14-17 it says God communicates with you in one way or another, but man does not perceive it. Man will have to go into a deep sleep and God will put His instructions inside of our ears and seal it. 

We must learn how to be led by God’s Spirit. We need to have a genuine relationship with God. God’s Will is pleasing and perfect. Yes, God is a God of detail. What are we doing to become whole in our spirit? This is another good question.

The answer is through prayer and meditation with Him. We have to rely on God in every aspect of our lives. There are times that we ignore God. We tend to rely on God in a state of emergency. Therefore, we are forced to depend on God because He is the answer to our prayers as well as our personal life. 

God is not selfish. My presence with men is only for a very short time. Do not reject what he has already blessed you. The Holy Ghost is our guide. I want to be led by the Spirit. I cannot follow a culture that is doing wrong. This is why we need to know God. God will not argue with us. He will tell you something and he will mean it. God speaks audibly with men; you must prepare to meet God daily. You cannot let culture and friends get you off track with God. You have to be tender without surrender. Jesus is the peace offering and compensation for all sin. 

I cannot let friends who are not led by God to dictate you. God will take you through the process of getting you to know Him and recognize that He is real. The devil does not want you to get blessed

anyway. Romans 12:2 says do not be conformed to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. God’s Will is always perfect for us. Our peers and friends cannot take us to heaven. We have to earn our way to heaven. May the Lord God bless all of you richly? Thank You for reading my blog.


My name is Anthony Hopkins and I am from Dayton, Ohio. I am a Blogger. I have been blogging from all sorts of topics. I love people and animals. I have been blogging for a total of 15 years now. I graduated from the University of Toledo with my Associates and a Bachelor’s Degrees respectively.

What does it mean to repent of your sins?  When it comes to repenting, it is a complete turn by asking God to forgive you of everything that you have done wrong in your personal life.  Proverbs 28:13 says he that covers his sins shall not prosper: but whosoever confesses and forsakes them shall have mercy.  I had to confess of every single thing that I have done wrong in my life.  I told God that I am sorry for being a very disrespectful little boy growing up.  I have hurt my family members and friends with all of the wrong things that I have done as a child as well as an adult.  I had to learn how to also forgive others whenever they do something wrong to me.  I had to learn how to stop taking revenge on others when they do wrong to me.  I am very sorry for all thing both past and the present.

I want to inform everyone who is reading this blog that I have completely asked God to forgive me of all of my sins that I have committed even when I was a child.  I told God and Jesus Christ that I was very sorry for doing all of the wrong things to other people and to myself.  For instance, I have to forgive my family members and others whenever they use curse words towards me personally.  I have to learn how to learn from my past sins.

 I do not have any business getting sarcastic at my family members and friends. When it comes to petty things, I have to let them go.  My mother’s prayer to me as well as my siblings was “Lord, please build a fence so high that trouble cannot get over it, and so low trouble cannot get under it; in Jesus name I asked these things Amen”.

 I will not forget what my mother and grandmothers told me when I was a child.  They always told me to go home and pray for those people who have wronged you.  They also told me to pray for those people who have hurt me and disrespect me by all means. 

 I have learned a whole lot from everyone that I have been in contact with during the past 51 years.  Please continue to pray for me because it is the Lord who have saved me and the Lord who will take care of me.  I thank all of you who have supported me during the past few years while I was blogging.  Right now, I want to say that I love all of you to everyone who have shown me nothing but love from the very beginning.   I am very sorry to all of those that I have hurt in the past as well as the present.  Thanks for reading my blog.

Sincerely,

Anthony Hopkins

I have been blogging and writing essays for 15 years.  I am a very nice person, who has common sense.  I am very intelligent, kind, smart, brave, bold, and very understanding.  I have a blog on WordPress, Penzu, and Facebook.  I have a blog on Blogger.com as well.  I am a 56 year old man who graduated from the University of Toledo with a degree in Interdisciplinary Studies and Social Work.

By: Anthony Joseph Hopkins May 7, 2022

        What is the definition of the word forgiveness?  Forgiveness means the action or process of forgiving or being forgiven.  The Biblical Definition of the word forgiveness means: Psychologists generally define forgiveness as a conscious, deliberate decision to release feelings of resentment or vengeance toward a person or group who has harmed you, regardless of whether they actually deserve your forgiveness. … Forgiveness does not mean forgetting, nor does it mean condoning or excusing offenses.  Forgiveness doesn’t mean forgetting. Rather, forgiveness means letting go of the pain the incident is causing us. We forgive to give ourselves peace of mind, and in hopes that one day someone will return the favor if we ever offend them.

        Next, Jesus says that “Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” “For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.” “Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone.  I am the type of person who will forgive everyone immediately. 

This is because it does not make sense to hold grudges towards another person.  I know that forgiveness is a two-way street.  If I forgive another person, I would like for another person to forgive me of all of my trespasses and sins.

Further, I want to say that I have come a very long way behaviorally.  I used to forgive other people immediately.  Afterwards, the same person turns around and commit another offense toward me.  4 Steps to Forgiveness

• Talk to someone you trust and open up about how hurt, sad or angry you may feel. Let your emotions out, and don’t apologize for them.

Don’t withdraw or isolate yourself. Stay connected and feel the pain, even though it hurts. With someone there to listen, the pain is more bearable. 

The three types of forgiveness are:

• Exoneration.
• Forbearance.
• Release.

Paul told the Roman Christians God would forgive our sins and cover them up (Romans 4:7). When God forgives our sin, he puts it out of his mind; he erases it from the pages of time; he forgets it. … Through Christ, God forgives our sin. Because of Christ, God forgets our sin.

Here are eight ways to work on that.

1. Get mad, feel hurt and grieve. …
2. Ask yourself whether your anger is constructive or destructive. …
3. Don’t worry—you aren’t saying the offense was OK. …
4. Practice stress-reduction techniques. …
5. Remind yourself why you want this person in your life. …
6. Set boundaries.

All sins shall be forgiven, except the sin against the Holy Ghost; for Jesus will save all except the sons of perdition.

        If God forgive all of our sins, why can’t we forgive others in the same exact way?  It is not hard to forgive another person.  I really love people!!  I only want others to love me in the same exact way I love them.  However, I cannot force someone to love me.  I cannot force someone to forgive me in the same exact way.  I will admit that I suffer from depression.  I also suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder.  I have to tell everyone the truth about myself.  If a person does not love me in the same way I love them, then I will have to pray for them.