I want to inform everyone that I have problems other than alcohol right now.   For example I really have been suffering from Schizoaffective Disorder as well as medication withdrawal symptoms for over a month right now.   This is simply because I had been forcibly taking off of my therapeutic dosages of Invega Prozac and Neurontin medications this month.

In Addition I have been suffering from mood swings as well as experiencing lapses in memory from not doing certain things around the house.  An example of this is not turning the lights off inside of the restroom or washing my clothes only every week and a half each month.

Also I have been forgetting to take a shower Each day as well as brushing my teeth each day.  Therefore I have been having periods of forgetfulness in my current life right now.  I have been living inside of a very negative environment for 16 years now.   I know that I am suffering from Diabetes Type #2 and Schizoaffective Disorder and Glaucoma and Cataracts in both eyes ๐Ÿ‘€ right now.   I know that Alzheimers and Dementia runs in our family members right now.   

Next I have been taking psychotropic medications ๐Ÿ’Š for the past 29 consecutive years now.   It is not very easy taking Invega and Prozac and Neurontin on a daily basis because these medications causes brain fog and other neurological problems that affects the brain’s ability to completely restore itself back to normal after consecutive years of psychotropic medication use.  This is something that both psychiatrist and therapist refused to mention to their patients after long term use of taking psychotropic medications ๐Ÿ’Š.

Finally I want to inform everyone that my mental health diagnosis has changed more than 25 times throughout the years now ๐Ÿ™ โค๏ธ ๐Ÿ™Œ โ™ฅ๏ธ ๐Ÿ’™.  I want to say that my IQ scores have fluctuate throughout the years as well.  I want to inform everyone that my IQ scores are 129. I really want to mention that medication cannot cure my Schizoaffective Disorder related problems.  I did not start hearing voices until November 5 2009 at 11:30pm.  Although I do not have any problem with alcohol or any mind altering drugs but my behavioral problems has escalated during the past 29 years now. 

In summary, I want to inform everyone that I have problems other than alcohol because of taking psychotropic medications ๐Ÿ’Š for 29 years now.ย  ย I will admit that only God and Jesus Christ are the only two people who can heal me, judge me, and change me for the better.ย  Man can only make an opinion, but it is God and Jesus Christ themselves who makes the final decision for me.ย  I can not allow professional opinions that are made by man to determine where I am supposed to go in the future that is decided by God and Jesus Christ ๐Ÿ™Œ ๐Ÿ™ โค๏ธ ๐Ÿ‘ โ™ฅ๏ธ.ย  ย These are the problems that I have other than alcohol right now.ย  ย Most of my problems are with myself and my behavior.ย 

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