Do you think we are shaped more by our experiences or by who we are?  Honestly as long as I have God and Jesus Christ in my life I know that I can overcome all things that are very difficult for me.   To answer this question I want to inform everyone that my experiences differ from who I am as a person because I am solely responsible for taking risks throughout my life.  My personal experiences consisted of accomplishments early on because I graduated from the University of Toledo twice as well as working in the community as a productive member of society.  I had jobs during the 1990s working with street gang members for three consecutive years as a youth counselor in the Toledo Ohio Lucas County Area.  I am responsible for working inside of college and university libraries for 12 years.  I really prefer working inside of a library because it is one of the most peaceful jobs that I have ever worked at in my entire life.   Also I am responsible for working inside of a public school 🏫 in the Charlotte Mecklenburg Area in North Carolina as well as in the Dayton Ohio Montgomery County Area for a short period of time.   Even though I had a whole lot of personal failures in my personal life by losing a total of $16,977 dollars in Western Union Funds by sending money to people that I didn’t know.  Therefore I will admit that it was technology I am married moments.  I was having an online relationship with women that I really didn’t know personally.  I am also responsible for sending an additional $1,550 to other women that I didn’t know as well.  I guess I was a complete sucker for love for the wrong women in my personal life for 24 consecutive years.  I will admit that I am honestly weak for women.  I have drawn myself closer to God and Jesus Christ simply because I tried to take my own life by overdosing on prescription medication on February 13 2010. I know that God and Jesus Christ are doing for me more than I am doing for myself.  I know that I am a type of person who has a lot of common sense.  At least I am a person who has who have learned a valuable lesson throughout life because I was making a whole lot of bad choices during my 24 years of dwelling inside of the streets in the United States because I was only seeking a human relationship with someone from the opposite sex.  Since I stopped dealing with negative women in my life because a man doesn’t have any business purchasing sex with women for a nominal fee.  Afterwards I cried out to God and Jesus Christ 🙏 🙌 😭 for help because I got tired of dwelling in darkness and making bad choices.  I have been clean and sober for 36 consecutive years now.  I have a lot of personal flaws in my life 🙏 and I have a profound weakness for women.  I have a question to ask all of you right now.  Who is smarter men or women?  I want to say that my life has been shaped by my personal experiences as well as who I am as a person because I understand the importance of maintaining a positive relationship with God and Jesus Christ 🙏 🙌 ❤️ because I cannot allow my personal issues to devour me. I want to inform everyone that I might a record in hospitals in three states right now.  Only God and Jesus Christ can officially judge me as a member of the human race.  I am a highly educated and intelligent man who loves God and Jesus Christ as well as His divine creation.  I really love reading writing using computers spending time with my family members and friends worldwide 🌐 💜 ❤️.   I do have to learn how to appreciate myself a whole lot more than usual.  I do need to attend my AA Meetings and spend time with my church brethren and my AA Sponsor on a daily basis.  I also need to make direct amends to the people who I have hurt in my entire family members and friends 🧡.  I am asking all of you right now to please keep me in your prayers because I have family members who have excommunicated themselves from me personally because I have hunted them that bad.  If it is God and Jesus Christ will for me I will make direct amends to everyone especially my own friends worldwide.  Thank you God and Jesus Christ for allowing me to answer this question to the best of my ability 🙏 🙌 ❤️.