My 2023 started in the State of North Carolina at the casino.  It was not too bad!  I won a total of$86 dollars from playing the slots.  I spent a total of 15 days in Charlotte NC.  I was spending time with my family members and friends in the Charlotte, NC Area.  I left Charlotte NC on Thursday January 13, 2023 headed back to Dayton, Ohio.  The month of January in the State of Ohio was cold outside for a total of 38 days.  I had a few doctors appointments during the month of January of 2023.

2023 overall was not too bad.  I didn’t catch COVID19.  I will promise everyone that I will not bring any excess baggage from Last year to this year.  My motto is For the Battle is not yours but God’s.  I will not argue with my family members and friends anymore in life.  I am getting too old to be fighting Chaps and their parents. I will admit that I did go to the hospital each month for the past 9 months.  I want to inform all of you that my friend called me indecisive.  Is this true about me?  Please let me know because I am going to Weed and Seed in 2024.  I still have a lot of things to throw away from my apartment.

Next, I want to inform all of you that I am going to stay away from negative attitude and people.  I don’t have time to dwell on the past all of the time.  I have to put things into perspective.  I want to inform all of you that I will not argue with anyone else or use any Vulgarity and filthy language out of my mouth.  I am going to spend a lot of time writing about my personal indecisive behavior.  I know that my oldest niece want to fistfight me.  I do not put my hands on females.  If you have a beef with me, I am going to settle it inside of the Courtroom at the Dayton Montgomery County Common Pleas Court.  Man or Woman, if you put your hands on me, I am going to have you locked up.  I do not have time for rhetoric from anyone in 2024.  That is why I have two AA Sponsors.  I do not have time to argue with anyone over petty mess.

Further, this is going to be a very good year for me because I will not put up with nonsense from anyone.  I am getting older right now.  I am suffering from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Schizophrenia right now.  I also suffer from Type 2 Diabetes Full Blown.  I am too old to go to jail over another person’s nonsense.  I am going to spend more time reading the Bible and attending church on a regular basis.  I am going to spend a lot of time at the library each day and go to the House of Bread to eat.  My Uncle Johnnie Lee Hopkins died last week and I have to act like the oldest Child in the family.  I will refuse any foods that have onions pineapple coconut grapefruit mushrooms and tomatoes.  I cannot eat shrimp and crab meat anymore.  I will not eat cake that have nuts on it.  I will not eat anything that has onions period.  I am going through a period of mourning over my uncle.

Finally, I am going to say my prayers and read the Bible every day of the week.  I am going to do some research and service work for the AA Fellowship.  My year in review is messed up.  The reason why is because I have to learn how to write all over again.  I am going to teach myself how to write a blog post and read the Bible without any interruptions.  Whatever is going on with me and my adversaries, God will have to work things out.  I am a 58 years old man who has a lot of common Sense.  My IQ is really higher than average.  I know that I am not perfect.  I am going to start visiting Toledo Ohio again.  I need to learn how to listen to Jesus Christ and God.  I need to learn how to listen to other God Fearing People.  I love my hometown of Dayton, Ohio.  I know that people have changed a lot since 2010.  My nieces and nephews think that they can defeat me with their own fist.  I will send you to jail if you bother me again.  This so called Mind Control Device better be for real.  I am too old to be acting like a child.  I can love you and help you simultaneously.  It is your choice.  I will no longer jump to conclusions about anything anymore.  I will not commit suicide anymore.  If my adversaries see me with their own eyes, it is best that we stay away from each other. As far as a relationship with a woman is concerned, I am going to allow God to bless me with a decent female friend.  I am an analytical person.  Even though I abhore mathematics.  I know how to count my money when I receive it.

In Conclusion, I know that I do not want to fistfight anyone else on Planet Earth.  I am too old to play mind games with anyone.  If you want to play mind games, I suggest that you find a group of children to play with each day of the week.  Whenever you reach your 50s in age, it is time to stop the madness and keep it real with me and other people.  You need to keep it real with yourself.  I will play Checkers Chess and Spades.  I also will play five card stud poker with anyone.  I take quizzes just to stay sharp academically.  I tend to focus on psychology and social psychology on a daily basis.  I do love political science.  I have a  Chess board and checkers as well as playing cards.  I also know how to shoot dice.  Casino Royale is my thing.  Some people will call me a Caucasian male inside of an African American Body.  Members of the Elite are jealous of me and my progression in my life right now.  Members of the Elite strongly dislike me as a person.  This is because I have earned 235 College Education Credits from the University of Toledo.  I also graduated twice from College; in 1993 & 1995 respectively.  I came close to earning a Master’s degree in Social Work. I am going to enroll in classes at Hillsdale College in the Fall of this year.  If the Lord’s Will! It is not my will anymore.  It’s God’s Will!!  Good Day Everyone and Happy New Year 2024.  It is a shame that people dislike you over your own success in your life.  People dislike another person of color, especially if they are educated.  If you are successful in the community at large, I am very proud of you.  It is time to edify one another and stop this genocide that occurs inside of diversed communities. 

In Review, I would rather help people rather than kill them with the use of drugs of any type.  I understand that we make decisions based on our desires.  Your body is a Temple of the Living God. Therefore you are not you own.  God Bless You and May God keep you in 2024.  Thank you for reading my essay.