Jeremiah 17:10 is very serious.  This is simply because God is doing what Man, woman, and children cannot do.  The Lord God is searching the human heart.  God is thoroughly examing our ways, thinking, and all of what we have done; while in this body.  Did we save others from their own distress?

Next, did we tell someone about HIM?  Did we invite anyone else to church?  What did we do for the Kingdom of God?  I have invited numerous of people to church.  They were not interested in what I was saying and doing for Jesus Christ.  I am not counting myself out of the equation.  I need help from Jesus Christ Himself.

Further I am still learning myself.  This is the reason why I need to be around people who are in the church.  I tend to stumble and fall asleep when it comes to my duties as a man.  I really need to read the Bible for myself.  My life has been filled with ups and downs lately.  I really need a job in order for me to pay my proper tithes and offerings to God Himself.  I have neglected myself by only tipping God.  Each time I ask for a job, people turn me away because of my age and disability.

Moreover, I have been writing down all of my personal feelings inside of my journal.  The Lord God is examined my life and my duties for Him.  I know that I still have a very long way to go in my personal life with God and Jesus Christ.  I continue to help the wrong people.  Whenever I am helping others, I can not mentioned it online and with other people.  I have been taken advantage of by other people who I have trusted.  These people let me down all of the time. What I have to do is get honest with God and Jesus Christ first and foremost.  I also have to get honest with myself and others who are in my life right now.

Finally, I have to read the Bible every day of the week.  I  have to write my essays and blogs on a daily basis.  I have to spend time with God and Jesus Christ right now.  I need to learn how to set boundaries when it comes to my own behavior.  When I was in college, I had to overcome having a learning disability.  I struggle to earn good grades in school because I have a very short attention span.  I am a gifted individual who has a very high IQ.  My IQ is above average right now.  I have been having problems with my memory right now.  I have to stop enabling other people who know how to use a computer just like me.  I have been using computers for a total of 38 years now.  My IQ is average right now because I have to study all of the time.

In Conclusion, I have been through a lot in my life right now.  I suffer from Type 2 Diabetes Full Blown Prayers NEEDED.  I have a mental illness called Schizoid Affective Disorder and Schizophrenia right now.  I will admit to hearing voices that other people do not hear.  I am taking a total of 38 pills per day.  I take 23 pills in the morning and 15 at night.  I have a bone deficiency right now. I really need a lot of help if I am going back to school because older adults are not as patient as they once were.  I am a 58 years old man who has a lot of common Sense.  I have to pay my Student loans and other bills each month.