Why Do everything I Say Fall under Deaf Ears?

Why do everything I say fall under deaf ears?  This is a very serious question.   This is because I made a request for service inside of the apartment two days ago.  This is because someone ran inside of the building after getting sprayed by a skunk.  I wanted maintenance to clean up the floors.  No one did not do anything.  This is what I am saying that everything that I say has fallen under deaf ears.  What this really mean is people do not take me serious.  Perhaps, I should leave the building for good.  I think this is a good time to be all by myself.

The reason why other people do not listen to me because I have a mental illness.  You know something, I have been very honest with everyone for a very long time.  You know that the administration and other people do not speak to me.  I have to leave this State because I have been here long enough..  I know that my family members and friends do not talk to each other.  My family members told me a very long time ago; they told me that a Man’s enemies will be those of his own household.  There are things that I tend to ponder on more than others.

Further, I want to say that people will not believe you until you are home.  I have been underestimated over half of my life.  I do not feel lonely because I have Jesus Christ as my best friend.  I have had a great deal of success in my life.  I wish I had a job because I will be able to pay my tithes and offerings to the Church.  I will regain my sense of Independence.  I am really expressing my true feelings.  One thing I can say is that I really do not have full access to my accounts.  I have been scammed for three years and computer hacked for 14 years now. 

Moreover, I know that God is watching me all of us.  I know that God has saved me 8 years ago.  I know that God is doing for me more than I am doing for myself.  I know that God will never leave you nor forsake me.  Life itself is really what you make of it.  I have been reading my Bible and praying every day.  Throughout my 8 year journey with Jesus Christ, my life has been filled with ups and downs.

In Addition, I know that God loves me and accept me for the person that I am.  I love all of God’s Creation.  I would prefer to use a computer rather than typing on my phone.  I really wish I have a computer.  Lord Jesus, I need you more than ever. I understand that the world has changed since 1980.

Finally, I have unemployed for 6 years.  What does it mean to have all things that I say fallen under deaf ears. I guess when a person dies, both good and bad things will be expressed by other people.  God will have the last word with all of us.  I know that God loves me and I know this for myself.  Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts.  Please pray for each and every person worldwide.