My life at this week has changed because I was letting God down with my disposition.  Therefore, God did not hear my prayers because I was living in sin.  I guest, if you have a negative attitude all of the time, it will break God’s heart as well.  For Example, I made a phone call earlier today regarding my rent for this month.  The Greater Dayton Premier Management stated that my rent was not received.  I am very disappointed because I paid my rent last week.  The person that I had spoken with indicated that my rent has not been received.  I have paid my other bills last week, and they were rejected.

Next, I want to inform all of you that I have been paying my bills on time for the past 13 years.  To be honest with all of you, I might as well move out of state because I have had a lot of problems living inside of my hometown.  Dayton, Ohio is a very nice city to live.  It is that I cannot live here anymore.  I feel very sad and depressed because my bills are not getting paid on time.  As of this week, I read something inside of the Bible which states that if I have sin and iniquity inside of my heart, God will not hear me.  This is Psalms 66:18.  I really have to pay my rent at the office at Wentworth Hi Rise Apartments.  This is not my fault.  I mailed my rent on June 30, 2023 at 9:30AM.  I really do not know what to do.  I try not to possess a negative attitude each day of the week.  My mother told me that I am going to have problems with my family and other people before she died six years ago.

 Further, I want to inform all of you that my life itself has been complex for the past 14 years.  Some of it is not my fault.  Just like when I mailed my bills at the Post Office on Friday June 30th at the West Town Shopping Center in Dayton, Ohio.  I thought they would stamp it and them send it for processing.  I  really feel unhappy since my rent did not get paid.  My Life Insurance did not get paid because they do not accept money order payments at Lumico Life Insurance Company.  I really do not know anymore. I am having a lot of problems.  I do not know what to expect from one day to the next.

 Moreover, I do not possess a negative and sinful heart.  It is that whenever I am trying to complete my daily tasks, there are things other things that get in the way.  I   It is not my fault.  If I allow other people to do things for me, they fail at completing my tasks.  I  want to say that God will have to complete my daily tasks for me.  I do not like being behind on any of my bills.  God, please be with me because I am not trying to get evicted out of my apartment.  Especially, when it is not my fault.

Finally, I want to inform all of you that I am still growing up in my mind.  I have been taking my medication as prescribed by the doctor.  I really need all of your prayers because I pay my bills on time.  I do not like being behind in making my payments. I am a person who is at peace with myself.  Please Lord God Help Me because this is not my fault.  I am doing my best to resolve this matter immediately.  God Bless All of You!!