There is a very serious division inside of my family.  I really do not understand why there is a complete separation inside of my family.  I was told long ago by the elders of the family that there is a very serious division and a complete separation of things when it comes to my family.  I am not dwelling on the past, but my neice and nephews are going to bring the family together.  I really do not know, but all of my neices and nephews are going to bring the family together again.  All I know is that all of the things from the past are going to come back to existence.

My family members are distant from each other.  Mom told me before she died that my family members are going to argue with each other and it will take all of the second and third generation to resolve everything.  There is going to be a major argument among the elders of the family.  I know that something bad is going to happen, and when it does happen, no one will not have an answer for everything.  Mom told me that my own biological family members are going to challenge me personally.  

Next, I really don’t know, but all of my siblings are going to be shocked.  There is a lot of issues that are going to be brought forth to each member of my family, and no one will not have an answer for it.  The only thing that I know is that my family members are going to unite and there are those who choose to stay separated from each other.  Many people are going to have an opinion about each other.  There is going to be a major argument with the siblings and I know that there is going to be a leader among the family.

Further, I am glad that I have life insurance for myself because there are family members who do not have any life insurance for themselves.  This is the reason why I have to be a leader among theives.  I say this because my family members are baffled right now.  There are issues that will be brought forth and no one will not have an answer for any of it.

Moreover, I am going to go through some medical procedures to determine if I have Alzheimer’s and dementia.  The only thing that I know is that it runs in our family.  I am going to keep this to myself because it will only bring out a lot of animosity with my family.  I have been sick physically, mentally, and emotionally for the past few years now.  My own family members do not check on me like they should.  There is a time and a season for everything.  It is time to have a peaceful resolution to things.

In Addition, I have to tell everyone the truth that my niece and nephews have separate father’s.  I told my family members a very long time ago that all of this will come out in the wash.  I want everyone to read my essays because it has answers to everyone’s questions.  I am very glad that I have told everyone that there is a Generational Curses in our family.  Anytime that you have a curse, only God is the answer to all of our problems.

Finally, I told everyone in the family to resolve all of their own personal issues to God alone.  I am telling everyone to get their life in order.  I know that my own family do not understand why I write so much.  My AA Sponsor told me to resolve all of my issues before I die.  I have to be the only one that my family members can talk to right now.  I am not a homosexual.  I have been celibate for 12 years now.  I am in need of a Savior Jesus Christ that can help me to solve all of my personal problems.

There is a time and a season for everything.  It is time to unite rather than stay separated.  We have a plague and a pestilence that we are dealing with right now.  Please pray for me and my family members because we have not have a peaceful resolution to all of our problems.  God Bless All of You!!