Jeremiah 17:14 says Heal Me O Lord & I shall be healed; Save me & I shall be saved, for you are my praise.  This Bible verse meaning to me that only a Power that is Greater than Myself can save me.  Jeremiah was a very brave person.  He went to Judah and talked with the Kings of Judah and Jerusalem.  I remember when I had to confront the people, who were bullying me during the 1970s.  Even though I lost the fight, but I confronted all of my fears.  God was even with me during those battles. The Lord saved me, numerous of times.  The Lord God is still with me even in my old age. If anyone asks God to be with you, He will be there with you.  Do you know that God communicates with all of us?  I am still praising God for allowing me to get some rest this morning.  I will admit that I have made a mistake by drinking some coffee earlier this morning.  It kept me up all night until 8:00Am this morning.  I will drink water for now on.  Perhaps, this is what my body really need is some water.w

       Further, I want to inform everyone that my family members are upset with me for sharing God’s Word with them.  I praise God more than man.  I understand that God put people in your life to make a difference.  I will admit that I have been posting what God is telling me to.  I know that I am still a Work in Progress.  I really need all of your prayers and thoughts because I have been very sick physically, mentally, and emotionally.  My family members are very concerned about me right now.  I will admit that I am losing my short term memory right now.  This is the reason why I write everything down on paper and online.  I also keep a journal of all of my events.  I am praying for all people.  I am not perfect.  I am a very honest person.  I am a very open person.  Therefore, I do not have anything to hide.  I cannot hide from God.  I am getting sleepy again.  I am a person, who tells the truth about myself.  The real meaning of this Bible verse is telling me that God knows my heart.  He knows what I need.

       Moreover, I have to stop drinking coffee.  If I want to get a good night’s sleep, I have to stop drinking coffee and energy drinks.  I will admit that I have diabetes because I have made some bad decisions.  Whenever I read Psalms 139, it gives me an indication that God knows all things.  I am alone right now.  I have been sluggish and tired because I am not eating the right foods.  I will admit that I have been buying junk food and energy drinks.  I have to go back to church and receive some Spiritual Food.  I have to resolve all of my issues with God’s Help.  I am praying a lot.  I really want God to show me a better way of living.  As of today, I will not be drinking coffee and energy drinks after hours.  God please show me a better way to live.  Please allow me to read Your Word every single day of the week.  Lord, I am hearing voices other than the Holy Spirit. 

       Finally, I want to say that I really need to make a lot of changes in my personal life.  I am still praying even though I hear other voices.  Yes, I will admit that I suffer from glaucoma macular degeneration, Schizoid Affective Disorder and diabetes.  Please watch over me Lord Jesus.  Please keep me in your flock.  I have to rely on You alone.  I am a person, who is not afraid to tell the truth about myself.  If I can be honest with God, I sure can be honest with everyone else.  I know that my life right now has changed.  Save me & I will be saved.  This means that I have to completely give my life to God.  Please help me Lord God to put things into a better perspective.  I love you Lord God.  I love you very much.  Thank you for keeping me alive.