Psalm 145:8, And What It Means to All People!!

      Good Day Everyone!!  How are all of you doing today?  Fine, I hope.  I am writing about Psalms 145:8, which says; God is all mercy and grace-not quick to anger, is rich in love.  This is the truth about God because He has given me a lot of chances to change my behavior.  I have changed my behavior for the better.

      God has been good to me for the past 57 years now.  I am blessed because He wakes me up in the morning each day of the week.  To be honest with all of you, I am a blessed person because I understand Him personally.  I know that I cannot boast about my relationship with God.  God means Good Orderly Direction.

 I want to say this; is that I love the Lord God because He has never stopped loving me as a person.  God is a Good God.  God is a compassionate God.  He does not display His anger forever.  God has been blessing me with the things that I need all of the time.  God is good to all of us.

God has compassion for He has made.  I have been through a great deal of adversity within the past 43 years of my life.  I remember being both verbally and physically abused as a child.  I have been behaving good as of late.  I remember on August 3, 2022, I suffered from a Breakthrough Seizure.

 It happened at 9:30AM on a Wednesday morning.  I was unconscious for a total of 7 minutes.  I called the police and ambulance because I was in a state of confusion.  I was sweating a lot.  I had to stay inside of the hospital for a week and a half.  My potassium levels were very low.  I also had problems with my kidneys as well.

Further, I had a problem with the staff at the hospital.  The hospital staff did not treat me right.  My EEG results were abnormal.  Let me expand on this for a moment.  It is God, who is doing for me; more than I am doing for myself.  This is the truth because I have been through a lot within the past 12 years.  I want to share with all of you that I suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder.  I have a mental illness.

      Moreover, I know that I have a mental illness that only God can treat for me.  God has been available for me when another person is not available to talk to me at the time that I have a seizure disorder or a mental illness problem.  There are things that I have to deal with in my life that I find it very difficult.

Finally, I want to inform all of you that I am a man, who has a lot on my mind right now.  I remember being inside of the hospital, I was confused about my problems.  I have to pay a lot of money on my student loans.  I want to inform all of you that I owe a total of $28,000 dollars of student loan debts.  I was enrolled in college in the State of North Carolina.

 I am getting the impression that God is going to bless me someday.  God is my Personal Savior.  I know that I might take my time doing things.  I have a lot of compassion myself towards other people.  I want you to know that God has shown His compassion to me, and I am grateful.  I am very happy to be the oldest of my mother’s children.  My mother had given birth to nine children.  I am well pleased and honest with everyone who is involved in my life.  God Bless All of You!!