James

What does it mean to confess your faults?

        Good Day Everyone!! I have a very important question to ask all of you.  What does it mean to confess your faults?  I need to ask this question.  What is the definition of the word faults? The definition means 1.an unattractive or unsatisfactory feature, especially in a piece of work or in a person’s character.  Responsibility for an accident of misfortune. When it comes to my own individual faults, I will admit that I am guilty of many things.  First, I want to say that as I recall, God has forgiven me for all of my faults in the past.  However, when it comes to my current sins, God will punish me for my sins that I commit in the present.  I am saying all of this because I really need everyone to please keep me in your prayers.  For Instance, I suffer from Glaucoma and Cataracts due to taking the medication Tegretol for the past 15 years.  The doctor had me taking Tegretol for seizures and it is used as a mood stabilizer.  Therefore, I am confessing everything because I do not have any business having an eye disease.

 

Next, I want to tell everyone that I have been suffering from a mental illness for the past 21 years now.  I am telling everyone all of this because my own family members are not talking to me anymore.  I have told everyone the truth about suffering from a mental illness, and my siblings refused to converse with me anymore.  I guess what I am asking everyone is how do you ask people to forgive you about your past; when they reject you.  Yes, they did the same things to Jesus Christ, but I am literally hurt because every time I ask for forgiveness about the past, as well as suffering from a mental illness, I get rejected.

 

 

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In Addition, I want to say that if I have done anything wrong to anyone else, I am asking for forgiveness because it is the right thing to do.  I am very sorry for spilling all of my laundry online because my own brothers and sisters are not talking to me anymore.  I have admitted that I was wrong to them in the past and present.  God, please grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change.  Courage to change the things that I can, and give me the wisdom to know the difference. Just for Today!! 

 

Moreover, I want to say the Lord loves me as well as many other people.  My mother is proud of me for finishing college and getting a decent job.  I know that I have made a lot of mistakes along the way.  I recall graduating from High School at the age of 20.  I came all the way back from adversity just to graduate from High School.  As soon as I completed college, the Lord has opened many doors for me along the way.  An example of this is when I earned my License as a Counselor Assistant in the State of Ohio.  I was also happy when I have obtained a job working as a Youth Counselor for 3 years.

 

Finally, I want to inform all of you that I have acquired a job working for the Dayton, Ohio Public Schools as an Intervention Specialist.  I will be working in the School System that I have graduated from in 1986.  Lord, I want to say Thank You for allowing me to earn an additional income and acquiring a job as an Auditor for the Church of Scientology.  I thank you Lord Jesus for giving me life, and the air to breathe each day of the week.  I thank you Lord for helping me with all things.

 In Jesus name I pray!! Amen!!  I feel redeemed by God, and I have to live for Him.  Thank you for helping me to be the intelligent person that you want me to be.  I thank you Lord for all that you have done for me in my 53 years of existence.  I thank everyone who have supported me and helped me throughout the years.  All I want to do is love everyone and serve Jesus Christ, who is my personal savior.  I love all of you.

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