WOW!! My Life is Getting Better!!

            First, I would like to say Happy New Year again to those who are tuning in for the very first time.  I want to inform everyone that I am getting better. I want to inform everyone that I do not hear anymore voices.  I realize that I have to continue to take my medication for the rest of my life.  This is a lifelong process.  I want to inform everyone that I am doing a whole lot better right now, than last year.  I know that I am not supposed to dwell on the past.  I want to inform everyone that I am feeling a whole lot better right now, than in the past 8 years.  I finally found a series of medications that are working for me.  I want to tell everyone that my way of thinking has changed a whole lot. 

            Second, I want to tell everyone that I am thrilled to have my family members talking to me right now.  I want to let everyone know that I am thrilled to have my freedom back.  I am very excited to be online using the computer and staying out of the way of trouble.  I want to tell everyone that it is God that is doing for me more than I am doing for myself.  I am listening to music every single day of the week, in order to keep the voices at bay right now.  I want to let all of you know that God has something in store for me.  I have to let everyone know that God is not punishing me at the moment.  I thought for a very long time that God was punishing me for everything that I did wrong.

            Third, I would like for everyone to know that I am taking all of my medications as required.  I have to take my medication in order to stay alive.  I am taking my medications for depression and a seizure disorder.  I want to let everyone know that I feel great about myself.  I know that I have gained 15 pounds in one month from taking Lithium and Zyprexa right now.  I have to get off of those medications because of the drastic side effects that they have.  Honestly, I have not felt this good in a very long time.

 I am happier and eager to succeed.  I am more than likely to go back to work very soon.  I have to read my Bible each and every single day.  I have to pray every day as well.  I also have to attend Bible Study and Church Services each time I get a chance.  I know that there are a lot of people in my hometown that resent me.  This is a shame.  I have changed a whole lot for the better.  I do not like to use any vulgarity anymore.  I do not have a desire to use any bad language anymore.  I promise to take my medications as prescribed by each doctor that I am consulting with each day of the week. 

Fourth, I want to be honest and say that I have not felt this happy in a very long time.  This is not the medication that is controlling me.  I am controlling the medication.  I feel elated about myself.  I have considered my AA Group Members as my family because my own family members do not attend any of my meetings with me, or my counseling sessions.  I guess I do have one question.  Where am I supposed to get any family support?  I do not have anyone in my own family who support me except my nieces, nephews, and cousins.  My little brothers support me a whole lot.  They have assisted me when I did not have a dime inside of my pocket.  My cousins have always been very supportive.  My nieces and nephews have a lot of love for me.  They love me for the person that I am. 

Fifth, I want to inform all of you that my family members are not very fond of counseling sessions and attending AA Meetings each day of the week.  I want to inform all of you that I really need a lot of prayer.  I need a lot of assistance from everyone.  My friends are very proud of me.  I am doing a lot better than I have been in my whole life.  The voices really love the Isley Brothers and Funkadelics.  I guess these voices are still active in my life.  I know that music from the 1970s stimulate the voices.  Frankly, it also stimulate me a whole lot.  I guess music from the 1970s causes a lot of people including the voices to dance.  WOW!! I am so ecstatic right now that I really feel like writing for the rest of my entire life.

Sixth, I want to inform everyone that I am feeling a lot better.  I am so happy to pay all of my bills, and send all of my packages to Louisville, Kentucky today.  My hands are cramping up right now.  This is because I have spent over an hour outside this morning.  I had to walk a total of 3 miles outside in the cold.  I had to walk all the way to the Public Storage Facility and pay my storage bill today.   I am currently at the Library at the moment.  I am not able to use my cell phone because my battery is dead.  I have to charge my phone very soon.  I want to inform all of you that I love all of you very much.  I sent all of my paperwork out of state today.  I am being a very responsible person right now.  Thank You Very Much for reading my blog about my happiness.

Sincerely,

Anthony Hopkins