WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ME?

Do you think I am very intelligent and academically gifted?  Please let me know.   I am a grateful recovering alcoholic.   I am very intelligent and smart because I have a lot of resources and common sense.   I graduated from the University of Toledo in Toledo Ohio with my Associates Degree in Applied Sciences in Social Services Technology and my Bachelors Degree in Interdisciplinary Studies on Saturday June 17, 1995.  I was told as a child that I was wise beyond my years.  I know that I tend to struggle with complacency and procrastinating especially when it comes to performance and understanding towards other people.  I want everyone to know that I have been evicted out of my apartment at Wentworth Hi Rise Apartments in Dayton Ohio on Tuesday January 21, 2025 for fighting with one of my neighbors.  My brother stated that I have been writing since 1993.  My brother and sister told me that they have been responsible for using my college notes to study with them.  I have been writing for over 35 years now.   I am very happy to realize that God still loves me.   God Loves me and He is always with me.   In spite of my sins.   Please pray for me and my entire family members and friends because I have been suffering from Schizoid Affective Disorder for 28 years now.  My mother told me before she died that I was the Leader in the Entire Family.   My half siblings doesn’t agree with her.   My half siblings always disrespect me as a person for 55 years now.  My elders in my family members told me that I am the Leader in the Entire Family.   Frankly,  I am very intelligent and academically gifted myself.   My allegiance is with God & Jesus Christ and then with other people right now.   What do you really think about me as a person?  My nieces and nephews do not respect me anymore.   My family members and friends had been bullied by other people who have hurt issues.  My mother had changed my name when I was a child just to hurt me.   My name used to be Anthony Joseph Russell for 13 years.  My mother had given me her husband’s last name.  My brother does not want to live with me anymore.   He blames me for losing his job at Fuyao Glass Company America because I wanted to walk him to the bus stop.  I know that I tend to struggle with self doubt and I have been clean and sober for 35 years now.   My siblings resent me as a person. I have forgiven everyone who used to beat me up all of the time because I was smaller than them. My mother and two grandmothers raised me for 13 years.  My grandparents house was always my sanctuary and I loved going over there.   Everything I talk about my personal past, it makes me cry all of the time. I know that I do not have anything to show for myself.  My nieces and nephews are doing better than I am.  I got turned down for a job working at Speedway Convenient Store because I have a criminal record right now.  The Store Manager stated that they selected someone else for the job.  I know that I have a criminal record right now.  The only three places that I literally loved visiting was Church ⛪️,  The Public Library in Dayton, Ohio and my  Grandparents house 🏠.  My Grandparents raised me and they saved my life.  Life itself is what you really make of it.  My half siblings and I do not speak to each other anymore because I am not used to success like they are.  I graduated from high school 🏫 and college twice. I will admit that I had been a school truancy person for 6 years.  I am very happy to have completed 235 college credit hours from the University of Toledo in Toledo Ohio and Central State University in Wilberforce, Ohio which is 26 miles from Dayton, Ohio.   This is a Black College in the State of Ohio. I want to say that my life matters to me.   My life matters to God and Jesus Christ. 

My Grade Point Average at the University of Toledo in Toledo Ohio was a 2.41

Honestly I have only a 115 IQ but I have a lot of common sense. I graduated from the University of Toledo class of 1993 & 1995 respectively. I will admit that my IQ score has decreased considerably since 1995. I was having seizures for a total of 45 years now. In Essence, I literally was suffering from Childhood Febrile Seizures. My Grade Point Average in College was a 2.41. In high school, my Grade Point Average was a 1.1! I will admit that I was a Juvenile Delinquent. My Grade Point Average overall was a 2.63 in my required classes at the University of Toledo in Toledo Ohio. Whereas when I was growing up; I still maintained a C average. My IQ right now is above average right now. I am very happy that God is with me throughout my entire life. My grades are posted online as well as my high school grades. Please feel free to look at my grades because I am not afraid to accept constructive criticism from anyone. Please pray for me because I am suffering from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Diabetes right now. May The Lord God Continue to Bless You Ma’am and Sir!

What Does it Mean to Have a Low IQ Compared to Someone Who Has A Higher IQ?

If you have an IQ of 170, this means that you are gifted as well as a genius when it comes to IQ. My IQ is 115 and I am considered as above average. My IQ has decreased considerably since the year 1995. This is the year that I had graduated from the University of Toledo and I was 30 years old. 30 year later my IQ score has decreased because of age and Diabetes right now. However, I do practice taking Quizzes just to stay sharp mentally and psychologically. At this time, I really would like for everyone to please pray for me because Alzheimers and Dementia runs in our family. I am not going to claim it. The only thing I am saying is that I really need your prayers because I am suffering from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Diabetes. I am also suffering from Epilepsy right now. I do remember 30 years ago on this date June 17, 1995; I have graduated from the University of Toledo with my Bachelors Degree in Interdisciplinary Studies. I have earned a total of 235 college credit hours from taking my classes in Social Work and Interdisciplinary Studies. I have done much better in college than in high school because I was a Juvenile Delinquency and I didn’t really attend school because I had been bullied by kids that were larger than me. Frankly, my sister used to beat me up. She is decreased right now. I really miss my mother and sister because they have died 45 days apart from each other. I also used to do all of my nieces and nephews homework for them. I told my nephews to rewrite their homework because my handwriting was different. One of my nephews turned in his homework as it is, and he got suspended from school for 10 days for plagiarism. I want to admit that I was paid to do my friends homework because they didn’t grasp it during class. I had a tape recorder while I was in school. My nieces and nephews were not as fortunate like me. Although I graduated from Paul Laurence Dunbar High School three years late with a 1.1 Grade Point Average. I graduated last in my class because I was a 20 year old student but I had completed my goal. I practiced every single day of the week and I went to the Dayton Montgomery County Public Library in Dayton Ohio every single day for 4 years straight. From January 3, 1982 until December 31, 1988, I went to the Library throughout the years. I am going to be honest with everyone by saying that I am not academically gifted. I am a C average writer and student. My favorite classes in school were in History, Political Science, Social Studies, Marriage and Family, and finally English Composition and Grammar. I also did very well in my Social Work classes as well. Like they say: Practice Makes Perfect! God Loves You and God is Always with You Ma’am and Sir! God Bless You 🙌 🙏 ❤️

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You’re highly intelligent, inquisitive, and perceptive. You take time for solitude and listen to your inner voice, and you always pay attention to your dreams. Simply put, you’re a genius! So always remember these wise words: “I think therefore I am” (“Cogito, ergo sum”) – René Descartes

Forgiveness 490 Times for Each Person

Is It True That We Have To Forgive Each Person 490 Times?

By: Anthony Joseph Hopkins

        Praise The Lord Everyone!! Praise The Lord!! How are all of you doing today?  Fine, I hope.  I have a very important question to ask all of you.  Is it true that we have to forgive each person 490 times?  The answer to this question is yes.  We have to forgive everyone for what each person have done to you.

 I used to have a problem with forgiveness a long time ago.  This is because I used to get abused and neglected as a child as well as an adult.  I want to let everyone know that it is not very easy apologizing and accepting apologies from other people.  I feel good right now because I have learned how to forgive others while attending church as a child.  At first, I used to get upset when others have hurt me.  I used to run away from God.  It is very serious when it comes to forgiveness.  This means that I have to forgive each person living on this earth 490 times.  I literally understand right now what it takes to accept other people.  I meditated on this topic before I decided to type it.

        Next, I am very happy that I am the person that I am right now because I have learned a brand new behavior.  It is called forgiving other people.  The first thing that I had to do is ask God for forgiveness in all of my sins.  I have to ask God to accept me as I am as a human being.  God really loves me.  He literally loves all of us. 

        Further, I had to confess with my mouth to the Lord Jesus and believe it inside of my heart.  I really believe that God had raised Jesus Christ from the dead: You will be saved.  I am just happy that I have learned a new behavior, and it makes the Lord very happy that I am forgiving others, and accepting each other in love. 

I have to realize that I really have to be very careful when it comes to dealing with my own emotions.  I have come to the realization that I am a brand new creation in Christ Jesus.  He will never leave you, nor forsake you.  I am very happy that I have Jesus Christ as my Personal Savior.  The very thing that I am doing is imitating the behavior of Jesus Christ.  I know that it is not going to be an easy journey: However, God is with me!  I also have to give other people credit for molding and shaping my overall behavior.  God works through people.  There have been people that were involved in my life; just to see me do something positive in my life.

        Moreover, I want to inform all of you that I know that I have to give an account of myself to God.  The reason why I said 490 times is simply because 70X7=490.  I have been doing the math.  It is that God is watching all of us from heaven.  I will admit that I had to take Anger Management classes for a total of 8 years.  I had to learn how to get my emotions in check.  I understand that God is doing for us more than we are doing for ourselves.  This is a fact of life that God is doing for all of us. 

        In Addition, I really love all of you very much.  Do you know that God gives us instructions even while we are sleeping inside of our bed at night?  God speaks to us in many, many ways.  I am so excited to share this information because I want others to change for the better.  I am not a self-righteous person.  I am a person who accepts everyone as Children of God.  Is it true that we have to forgive other people 490 times?  The answer is a definite yes.

 I want to inform everyone that we all have the Holy Spirit inside of us.  I want to say that 1st Corinthians 3:16 says: Do you not know that you are the Temple of The Living God, and the Holy Spirit dwells inside of us?  This is the truth.  I am so thrilled to help others like I was helped before by other people.  I am so happy that I am blessed each day when I get up, and each day when I lay down on top of my bed. 

Also, I want to say that God is with me every single day of the week.  I just want everyone to please keep me in your prayers because I want to live according to the Word of God.  What is the definition of the word forgive?  The answer to this question is stop feeling angry or resentful toward (someone) for an offense, flaw, or mistake. “I don’t think I’ll ever forgive David for the way he treated her” stop feeling angry or resentful toward someone for (an offense, flaw, or mistake).”He was not a man who found it easy to forgive and forget” cancel (a debt).”He proposed that their debts should be forgiven“. What is the biblical meaning of forgiveness?

The Bible has plenty to say about forgiveness. … The Greek word translated as “forgive” in the New Testament, aphiēmi, carried a wide range of meanings, including to remit (a debt), to leave (something or someone) alone, to allow (an action), to leave, to send away, to desert or abandon, and even to divorce.  I had to let go of self and live for Jesus Christ.

            Finally, I had to learn to allow God to help me to let go of the things from my past.  I am just happy and ready to serve Jesus Christ.  Forgiveness when it comes to the 490 times thing is endless.  All that I am really saying that we have to forgive others on a regular basis.  This is a life- long process.  It takes a lot of progress and effort on our part when it comes to making a difference in the lives of others.  I am a very nice person, who have come a very long way in my personal life.  I had to forgive people for taking advantage of me.  In some cases, I put myself in that situation for others to oppress me.  I have to examine my role in all of my doings. 

        In Conclusion, please remember to always think before your act.  I have to consider all of my ways by thinking before I decide to do anything.  It only takes a thought that would cause all of us to react in a positive or negative manner.  Is it true that we have to forgive each person 490 times?  Absolutely!!  This is a life-long process that lasts forever.  We are being watched by God and His Son Jesus Christ on a daily basis.  Thank you for reading my essay.

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Matthew 5:23-24!! What does this means to all people? Good Day Everyone!! This is an essay that pertains to the Beatitudes inside of Matthew 5th-7th Chapters. I have selected two of the Bible verses just to place emphasis. First, I want to say that this is not very easy for some people to apologize to another person, especially after you have done something wrong to that person. For me personally, I want to inform all of you that my baby brother called me a homosexual because I am responsible for paying my other brother and a friend’s phone bill each month. I understand that my brother called me out of my name without just cause. Next, I want to inform everyone that my brother was out of line for calling me out of my name. I have confronted him about the problem, but he refuses to reconcile. Therefore, I am praying for him each and every single day of the week. I have family problems that only Jesus Christ and prayer can resolve. I am the type of person that easily forgive everyone for doing something wrong to me. When it comes to others forgiving me for hurting them, they refuse to talk to me anymore. Moreover, I want to inform everyone that this is my favorite Bible verse. Romans 12:18 states that if it be possible as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men. I really like this Bible verse because I try my very best to comply with every promise and rule that is inside of the Bible. I relate well with others as well. I want to inform everyone that it is not easy trying to confer with others in the very last days. This means that people will become lovers of themselves; rather than loving others. In Addition, I want to say that it is not very easy trying to converse with someone who is angry all of the time. I will admit that I have broken promises, as well as hurt people in the past. Currently, I want to inform everyone that I enjoy making peace with everyone. It does not matter who you are personally. I would rather make peace than war. My mother told me before she died that if I do not have anything nice to say to say to the next person, keep your mouth shut. I have been very quiet as of late. Also, I want to inform everyone that I have made peace with all of my enemies. My family members and I really do not get along with each other. This is simply because I have a different father than my siblings. I have been telling my brothers and sisters that I have a different father than they do. I have been telling them this for years. Recently, I have tried to make peace with my brother who is 6 years younger than me. He refused to talk to me. My sister does not talk to me anymore because I cut her hair when she was a little girl. Further, I want to inform everyone that my baby brother does not talk to me anymore because he called me out of my name. For the record, I am not a homosexual man. I love women too much for my brother to say that to me. To be perfectly frank, I want to inform all of you that my siblings resent me as a person. My baby brother claimed that I did not do anything for him. I raised him for the first 6 years of his life. I do not understand why people resent others over petty things. Finally, I want to say that I am bringing this topic of discussion up because I am the type of person why does not have any resentments anymore. I know that one of my girlfriends from the past, I will admit that I had a resentment towards her because she gave me a STD twice. This is the truth because the first time took place on October 21, 1989 at 10:00PM. I have contracted gonorrhea from her; due to having unprotected sex with her. I also contracted gonorrhea inside of the mouth from performing oral sex on her.

At that time, I did not know that she was suffering from pelvis inflammatory disease. I reported her to the Health Department in my hometown. Do any of you have any of these problems working out your problems with others? Please forgive your enemies and love them. I say that because holding resentments can lead to a problem with alcohol and recreation drugs. I love all of you very much. I pray that I can forgive everyone peaceably rather than forming resentments. Please continue to pray for me because I have multiple health problems.

Check out this post… “Matthew 5:23-24”.

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Matthew 5:23-24!! What does this means to all people?

        Good Day Everyone!! This is an essay that pertains to the Beatitudes inside of Matthew 5th-7th Chapters.  I have selected two of the Bible verses just to place emphasis.  First, I want to say that this is not very easy for some people to apologize to another person, especially after you have done something wrong to that person.  For me personally, I want to inform all of you that my baby brother called me a homosexual because I am responsible for paying my other brother and a friend’s phone bill each month.  I understand that my brother called me out of my name without just cause.

        Next, I want to inform everyone that my brother was out of line for calling me out of my name.  I have confronted him about the problem, but he refuses to reconcile.  Therefore, I am praying for him each and every single day of the week.  I have family problems that only Jesus Christ and prayer can resolve.  I am the type of person that easily forgive everyone for doing something wrong to me.  When it comes to others forgiving me for hurting them, they refuse to talk to me anymore.

        Moreover, I want to inform everyone that this is my favorite Bible verse.  Romans 12:18 states that if it be possible as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.  I really like this Bible verse because I try my very best to comply with every promise and rule that is inside of the Bible.  I relate well with others as well.  I want to inform everyone that it is not easy trying to confer with others in the very last days.  This means that people will become lovers of themselves; rather than loving others.

        In Addition, I want to say that it is not very easy trying to converse with someone who is angry all of the time.  I will admit that I have broken promises, as well as hurt people in the past.  Currently, I want to inform everyone that I enjoy making peace with everyone.  It does not matter who you are personally.  I would rather make peace than war.  My mother told me before she died that if I do not have anything nice to say to say to the next person, keep your mouth shut.  I have been very quiet as of late. 

        Also, I want to inform everyone that I have made peace with all of my enemies.  My family members and I really do not get along with each other.  This is simply because I have a different father than my siblings.  I have been telling my brothers and sisters that I have a different father than they do.  I have been telling them this for years.  Recently, I have tried to make peace with my brother who is 6 years younger than me.  He refused to talk to me.  My sister does not talk to me anymore because I cut her hair when she was a little girl. 

        Further, I want to inform everyone that my baby brother does not talk to me anymore because he called me out of my name.  For the record, I am not a homosexual man.  I love women too much for my brother to say that to me.  To be perfectly frank, I want to inform all of you that my siblings resent me as a person.  My baby brother claimed that I did not do anything for him.  I raised him for the first 6 years of his life.  I do not understand why people resent others over petty things.

        Finally, I want to say that I am bringing this topic of discussion up because I am the type of person why does not have any resentments anymore.  I know that one of my girlfriends from the past, I will admit that I had a resentment towards her because she gave me a STD twice.  This is the truth because the first time took place on October 21, 1989 at 10:00PM.  I have contracted gonorrhea from her; due to having unprotected sex with her.  I also contracted gonorrhea inside of the mouth from performing oral sex on her. 

At that time, I did not know that she was suffering from pelvis inflammatory disease.  I reported her to the Health Department in my hometown.  Do any of you have any of these problems working out your problems with others?  Please forgive your enemies and love them.  I say that because holding resentments can lead to a problem with alcohol and recreation drugs.  I love all of you very much.  I pray that I can forgive everyone peaceably rather than forming resentments.  Please continue to pray for me because I have multiple health problems.

Matthew 5:23-24

Matthew 5:23-24!! What does this means to all people?

        Good Day Everyone!! This is an essay that pertains to the Beatitudes inside of Matthew 5th-7th Chapters.  I have selected two of the Bible verses just to place emphasis.  First, I want to say that this is not very easy for some people to apologize to another person, especially after you have done something wrong to that person.  For me personally, I want to inform all of you that my baby brother called me a homosexual because I am responsible for paying my other brother and a friend’s phone bill each month.  I understand that my brother called me out of my name without just cause.

        Next, I want to inform everyone that my brother was out of line for calling me out of my name.  I have confronted him about the problem, but he refuses to reconcile.  Therefore, I am praying for him each and every single day of the week.  I have family problems that only Jesus Christ and prayer can resolve.  I am the type of person that easily forgive everyone for doing something wrong to me.  When it comes to others forgiving me for hurting them, they refuse to talk to me anymore.

        Moreover, I want to inform everyone that this is my favorite Bible verse.  Romans 12:18 states that if it be possible as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.  I really like this Bible verse because I try my very best to comply with every promise and rule that is inside of the Bible.  I relate well with others as well.  I want to inform everyone that it is not easy trying to confer with others in the very last days.  This means that people will become lovers of themselves; rather than loving others.

        In Addition, I want to say that it is not very easy trying to converse with someone who is angry all of the time.  I will admit that I have broken promises, as well as hurt people in the past.  Currently, I want to inform everyone that I enjoy making peace with everyone.  It does not matter who you are personally.  I would rather make peace than war.  My mother told me before she died that if I do not have anything nice to say to say to the next person, keep your mouth shut.  I have been very quiet as of late. 

        Also, I want to inform everyone that I have made peace with all of my enemies.  My family members and I really do not get along with each other.  This is simply because I have a different father than my siblings.  I have been telling my brothers and sisters that I have a different father than they do.  I have been telling them this for years.  Recently, I have tried to make peace with my brother who is 6 years younger than me.  He refused to talk to me.  My sister does not talk to me anymore because I cut her hair when she was a little girl. 

        Further, I want to inform everyone that my baby brother does not talk to me anymore because he called me out of my name.  For the record, I am not a homosexual man.  I love women too much for my brother to say that to me.  To be perfectly frank, I want to inform all of you that my siblings resent me as a person.  My baby brother claimed that I did not do anything for him.  I raised him for the first 6 years of his life.  I do not understand why people resent others over petty things.

        Finally, I want to say that I am bringing this topic of discussion up because I am the type of person why does not have any resentments anymore.  I know that one of my girlfriends from the past, I will admit that I had a resentment towards her because she gave me a STD twice.  This is the truth because the first time took place on October 21, 1989 at 10:00PM.  I have contracted gonorrhea from her; due to having unprotected sex with her.  I also contracted gonorrhea inside of the mouth from performing oral sex on her. 

At that time, I did not know that she was suffering from pelvis inflammatory disease.  I reported her to the Health Department in my hometown.  Do any of you have any of these problems working out your problems with others?  Please forgive your enemies and love them.  I say that because holding resentments can lead to a problem with alcohol and recreation drugs.  I love all of you very much.  I pray that I can forgive everyone peaceably rather than forming resentments.  Please continue to pray for me because I have multiple health problems.

What do you think about me?


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