If you had a million dollars to give away, who would you give it to?  If I had that amount of money, I would pay my Tithes and Offerings to my Church, I also have to pay off some of my debts off, and I will do the right thing for God and Jesus Christ 🙏.

What is something you would attempt if you were guaranteed not to fail.   Frankly, according to Matthew 19:26, says; With man it is impossible, but with God all things are possible.   What I am saying that I can get another job working inside of a Library again.   I have been trying to get another job working at the Dayton Metro Library.  Therefore, I will not give up this time around.   I will not allow the mess from my past defeat me!  Another thing is that I would like to walk on the Appalachian Trail.

What was the hardest personal goal you have set for yourself?  First, I want to inform all of you that the hardest personal goal was staying clean and sober since 1990.  The hardest personal goal was stop smoking cigarettes for me because I was smoking marijuana and cigarettes just to deal with stress in my personal life from 1974 to 1990.  I actually started smoking marijuana and cigarettes because of peer pressure.  Second, I want to say that my second hardest personal goal was graduating from the University of Toledo in Toledo OH.   From Monday April 1, 1991 through June 14, 1996: I will admit that I struggled in College because I was using vulgarity during my classes & making things hard for my own self.  At that time, I struggled with writing because I really was not prepared for College.  Third, another one of the hardest personal goal was learning how to accept constructive criticism from other people.   For a total of 22 years, I had to learn how to forgive myself & other people because I have decided to join the AA Fellowship in 1990.  The AA Program taught me how to take responsibility for all of my sins, transgressions, & Iniquities.  I also learned a whole lot more about Jesus Christ.  I really got tired of the wrong people using me and abusing me as well.   I also went to AA Treat because I wanted to stop drinking alcohol and smoking marijuana right along with cigarettes.   I went to AA Meetings as well as treatment in order for me to learn a new way of life.  I had to move out of town for a total of 5 years.  I had to learn how to take accountability and become responsible for all of my actions.  Fourth, I went to AA Meetings & NA as well.   However, I had picked up a new addiction and it was sex.  I spent a whole lot of money on women.   I was only fulfilling my addiction to women.  I spent an undetermined amount of money on just women.  My AA Sponsor helped me to get my life back on track.   I want to say that I had been used by some of them.   My family members resented me for spending a lot of money on pornography and women.   Fifth, I acquired this addiction to women because I was only making up for time that I was involved in failed relationships with women.  I was actually scared of women.   The hardest personal goal was stopping spending too much money on the women who were already in their own personal relationships with men.  I stopped spending money on women because I got scammed out of over $18,550 dollars in Western Union Funds by engaging in online relationships with scammers and computer hackers because I was only reaching out for love.   Sixth & Finally, what happened to me is that I became homeless in Charlotte NC twice and then homeless in my own hometown of Dayton Ohio.   The sixth hardest personal goal was to start paying my bills & rent for my apartment that I have had for almost 14 years now.   I had to become gainfully employed for 13 years.  I have to still pay on my student loans from the University of North Carolina at Charlotte.   This is a place that I worked for 8 straight years.   Therefore, I have hurt myself & a whole lot of people in my own family members and friends.   I have disappointed my family members by bringing a disease inside of my family members places.  I actually tried to kill myself because I was ashamed of myself for getting scammed out of money.   I used to be a deceiver and a person who only wanted to be loved by a very decent woman.   I am the one who learned a lesson in my life by accepting Jesus Christ as my personal Savior.   I learned how to become honest with God Himself and Jesus Christ as well as other people in my life.  I am very happy to write three books in a 23 year period.  Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏.

Who are your favorite artists?  First, when it comes to artists, I really like Vincent Van Gough and Leonardo DA VINCHI.  When it comes to Musical Artists are concerned, I really love Steely Dann and Miles Davis.   I only wish that I could have taken classes in Art.  However, I would like to start visiting the Dayton Art Institute located in Dayton Ohio.   I also like Michaelangelo the Artist from the Renaissance Period.

What is your favorite hobby or pastime?  First, I want to say that I appreciate God & Jesus Christ for allowing me to wake up this morning in my right frame of mind.   Lord God & Jesus Christ, I want to thank you for allowing me to breathe His Precious Breath of Life and to utilize my Five Senses, and to be able to move my arms and legs.   Second, I want to inform all of you that my hobby & pastime is traveling around the City of Dayton Ohio and throughout the United States.  Third, I really love attending Church and Bible Study during the week.   This gives me an opportunity to be around people, who believe in God and Jesus Christ.   I really love to read the Holy Bible every single day.  

Fourth, I really love to go to the library and use the computer every single day.   I want to inform all of you that I love spending time with my family members and friends.   Although, I know that I am learning a whole lot about being around other people.   I am learning more about Jesus Christ and other people.  Fifth, I really like to stay at home because of the amount of violence that had taken place in my neighborhood and throughout the City of Dayton, Ohio.  It also gives me an opportunity to learn more about myself and Jesus Christ.   Lord Jesus, I would like for you to please forgive me of all of my sins, transgressions, and Iniquities from past and present.   Sixth, I would like to learn how to relate well with other people as well as myself.   Lord Jesus, I Love You Very Much 🙏!  I am learning a whole lot more about myself and with other Believers of Jesus Christ.   I am learning how to accept constructive criticism from other people.   Lord Jesus, please teach me how to communicate effectively with other people.  Seventh, I would like to attend AA Meetings on a regular basis.   I want to spend more time with my AA Sponsor.   I would like to learn how to accept God’s Voice each day.   I would like to network with other Believers of Jesus Christ.   Although I had been suffering from Covid-19 for a total of three weeks now.   I had to stay at home because I didn’t want to cause other people to get sick.  Eighth, I want to thank everyone for praying for me and spending time with me; whenever necessary.   I really want to learn how to accept myself as a Child of God.   I know that I still have a long way to go because; I want to inform all of you that I am a Work in Progress.  I know that I am not perfect. 

I am learning more about Jesus Christ as well as myself.   This is the reason why I need all of your prayers because I have been understanding how to accept other people at face value.   I know that I have been through the fire with Satan lately.   This is simply because I felt sad and depressed because I have been crying a lot lately.  Nineth, I want to say that I have to learn how to become honest with God, Jesus Christ, and with other people.   I understand myself a lot more right now.   I am learning how to unlock other people from all diverse backgrounds.   I really love nature.   I also live being around animals and insects as well.   Another hobby of mine is to get better physically, mentally, and emotionally.   Tenth and Finally, I  need to start doing my homework every single day.   I need to start paying more of my Tithes and Offerings to Fort McKinley United Methodist Church located in Dayton, Ohio each week.   Another thing is that, I need to pay attention to God’s Voice.   I really need to learn how to listen to other people better.  I really need to accept myself a whole lot better.   Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏!  Please continue to pray for me and my entire family members and friends.   I have been challenged by other people, and the unknown  because I have been spit on, and urinated on by people who I do not know.   However, I am practicing non violent tactics each day. I do have to make direct amends with God & Jesus Christ & other people right now.   I will admit that I do have enemies that I do not know.   There are people who are reluctant to make amends with me personally.   I have been in pain lately since April of 2023.  I have to learn how to confront all of my fears as well.   Thank you for using me as a person.

What would you do if you lost all your possessions?  I would report it to my insurance company State Farm, so that I would get compensation for all of my positions.   The Renter’s Insurance cost me $10.92 per month for a $25,000 policy.  I will like to receive another Renter’s Insurance Policy through Geico or All State Insurance.