What Does Matthew 12:36-37 Really Meant in Real Life at This Present Time?  By Anthony Joseph Hopkins August 27, 2022

     Matthew 12:36-37 says: But I say to you that for every idle word man may speak, they will give account on it in the day of judgment.  For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.  Let’s examine this for a moment or two, I did not know that God is recording our steps as well as our actions.

     For Instance, the way we speak to each other on a daily basis is being recorded.  It goes inside of our Book of Life.  The Book of Life is our history from birth to death.  It is a collection of behaviors, actions, reactions, and our tears will be collected to form the Book of Life.

     Next, I want to inform all of you that everything that we do in our lives is being written down and recorded.  I did not know until I started reading the Holy Bible that God is going to judge us according what we have done for Him.  Our deeds and personal works are going to be judged.  God wants all of us to help each other.

     Further, I want to inform all of you that things are going to change very quickly.  This is the reason why everyone is saying stay awake!!  If you are caught sleeping at a very dangerous time as this, you have to stay sober, vigilant, observant, curious, and understand your own environment.  According to Matthew 12:36-37, it is saying that the spoken word is going to be questioned.  This means that what we are saying out of our mouth is going to either justify or condemn a person.

     Moreover, everything is changing very fast.  I have noticed that each year since the millennium year 2000.  Each year is traveling very fast.  This is because God is going to return for His People!!  The things that we eat every single day is being written down by God.

 God would like to know whether or not we are healthy to serve inside of His Kingdom.  Do you know that the music that we listen to is being recorded by God?  He wants to know whether or not we are double minded.  God wants to know and understand us because He is determining whether we are of the world, or we are serving Him.  God will even test our works to see if it will survive.

Finally, I want to inform all of you that we all have to get prepared to meet God.  At least for me, I would like to get myself in shape to meet him.  To be honest, God sees right through people.  I would like to help other people to get themselves together just to meet God.  I will admit that I need to get prepared mentally, physically, emotionally, and intellectually prepared to meet God.

 I also have to spiritually prepared as well.   I really have to pray every single day of the week.  I have to pray frequently and without being afraid.  Praying and reading the Bible are two ways that God can listen to me.  I know that I have been having a lot of ups and downs when it comes to my behavior.  I have been listening to auditory hallucinations and female voices from the women who scammed me out of money.

In Conclusion, I am doing my very best to change my behavior.  I have even changed the music that I listen to.  I even changed the environment that I am going to each day by shopping at BP Gas Station for certain things.  God has been listening to me and He has been upset because I have been listening to Mary J. Blige, and other talented musicians who are good.  When you look at my life and see what I see on a daily basis, you would see a person who is very depressed and sad at the same time.  There are times when I have been thinking about solving things quickly, but I cannot do that because I will not go to heaven if I commit suicide.

In Summary, I want to say that I am content with myself right now.  I would like to admit that I need a job, so that I can pay my student loans very quickly.  My words that I am typing right now can justify me or condemn me because I have not been paying the right amount of money for tithes each month.  I would like to talk to my pastor at church to find out what is really best for me.

 Right now, I am walking around inside of a circle for the past 56 years.  I am trying to really find myself.  I know that my life has not been the same.  I want to say that God is going to censor me for the way that I have been conducting myself during the past 30 years.  I have been clean and sober for 32 years.  I understand that it has not been easy for me academically in College as well as High School.

 I want to thank all of my readers, who read my information.  I want to thank all of the people who pray for me on a daily basis.  I want to admit the truth to everyone.  I want to inform all of you that I had a learning disability, while I was a student at the University of Toledo for five years.  I tend to fail test because I do not study well in advance.  This is all my fault.

I want to inform all of you that I have written three books.  I do not have any business acting like a juvenile in my behavior.  I have been running to mental health institutions for help for the past 25 years.  I want to let everyone know that I am losing my memory.  I have lost my short-term memory all together.  Yes, I have a learning disability right now.   I graduated from high school at the age of 20.  I attended Job Corps in Grand Rapids, Michigan on Wednesday June 22, 1983.  I stayed in Job Corps for 4 months.  I came back home to Dayton, Ohio and graduated from high school.

I graduated from the University of Toledo in Toledo, Ohio with a 2.41 GPA.  I only earned all Cs throughout school.  I had to challenge myself in College by studying much harder than my peers.  My peers were younger and smarter than me.  I am an average student.  I want to say that my family members are a whole smarter than me.  My niece and nephews are smarter than me.

 My niece earned her Masters Degree in Social Work two years ago.  She is getting paid $85,000 dollars per year right now.  I am proud of all of my niece and nephews.  I consider them as my children because I was not able to become a father in real life.  I sustained an injury to my groin on October 21, 1979 by playing football.  I got speared tackled to the ground while I caught the football.  This is the reason why I cannot become a father.