Good Morning and God Bless You?  How come I am going through some much adversity?  Ladies and Gentlemen, I want to inform everyone that for the past 28 years, I have went through so much stress physically, mentally, emotionally, and psychologically 

An example of the stress that I am going through right now is the way that my own family members don’t listen to my advice.  I have been telling my family members that we are being computer hacked right now.   My own family members actually think that I am going to make a transition in my personal life.  My own family members think that I am losing my mind.  My own family members do not have any faith in my own ability to survive as a human being in society.

Next, I will admit that I have been feeling lethargic and suffering from Brain Fog.  This means that my way of thinking is not as sharp as it was; when I was much younger.   I will admit that I have been prescribed too much medication.   My psychiatrist stated to me that I really need to stay on my psychotropic medications for the long haul.

Moreover, I want to inform everyone that I am not as active as I was at the age of 30.  When I was 30 years old, I had graduated from the University of Toledo.  I will admit that my mind and thinking have sharply declined since 1995.  I will also admit that I have been taking my current medications for a total of 28 years now. 

In Addition to the way I have worked for half of my life.   I will admit that I have been working excessive jobs in order to survive on Planet Earth.   I know that my life has been stressful because I had been misunderstood by everyone in my entire family members and friends.   I know that I have been clean and sober for 35 years now.   I know that I am suffering from Diabetes Type #2 and Schizoid Affective Disorder as a  mental illness. 

Also, I am living in a neighborhood that doesn’t embrace full diversity.   I noticed that my own neighbors had been stealing from me and my own family members.   I have been stressing out about the way I am being treated by people who are not my family members.  What I am saying is that I have been hearing racial slurs while I am walking in my current neighborhood.  Frankly, I  want to inform everyone that my own family members use racial slurs as well.  For instance; my own family members have been calling me retarded and a homosexual. 

Further, I want to inform everyone that my niece and nephews do not respect me as a person.  My family members have been using vulgarity as young children.  I will also admit that I had been using vulgarity because my caretaker were using vulgarity in front of me as a child.  My half siblings and I do not relate well with each other.  I want to inform everyone that I used to have a very low self esteem.  This is simply because I was around people who didn’t know how to use constructive criticism .  I have friends who know how to use constructive criticism as Children rather than belittling me.

The adversity that I am going through is caused by other people and myself.   I have had water sprayed on me by my neighbors who live near me.  There are people who are homeless and living inside of vacant apartments. I will admit that my health problems has declined tremendously since 1995.  I am taking so much medication that I tend to become more active in the early afternoon because my medications caused me to sleep excessively. 

Finally, I will admit that I have neglected myself by not taking a bath on a daily basis.   Please continue to pray for me because I have been more sluggish and tired from taking too much medication each day.  My own family members say that my room doesn’t smell good.  I have to tell everyone the truth that I am suffering from athletes foot fungus and my mental illness has caused me to become very slothful and lazy for the past 28 years now.   I will admit that I hear voices that are not the Holy Spirit.   My conduct has improved because I am getting up and taking walks during the day.  I want everyone to please keep me in your prayers and thoughts because I am losing my memory and vision simultaneously. 

In Summary, I can read and write extremely well for a person in my age bracket. Most of the adversity that I am going through is simply because I am misunderstood by my own family members and people.  I can under why my neighbors are doing the things that; they are doing simply because I am taking a bath on a weekly basis.  I will admit that I have not cut my hair and shave my face in over a month.  I am very sorry for neglecting myself.  Right Now, I am very 😩 physically and mentally as well as emotionally and psychologically drained from taking 35 pills per day.  Please pray for me and my family members and friends worldwide 🌐 🙏  I  am being very transparent and truthful with God and each person on Planet Earth 🌏.  Thank you for understanding me as a person.  Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏.  Although I am a very educated person who has graduated from college twice.   Right Now, I am like a snail crawling on the ground.  God Bless All of You!