How Do I Really Feel Today?

How Do I really feel today?  I want to inform all of you that I am feeling extremely fatigued today.  I want to inform you that it is 94 degrees outside in Dayton, Ohio.  I know that I have been going through a lot of trials and tribulations inside of my environment.  I know that I was recently hospitalized for an injury to my kidneys.  I will admit that it is my fault for drinking coffee too much as well as consuming water that was toxic.  I know that I am very happy to be here at the Library at the moment.  At least, I have regained my train of thought right now.  

Next, I want to inform all of you that I might be a little weary, but I am feeling better.  At least my blood sugar is not wavering at this time.  I know that I have to drink strictly water only!! 

 I know that I have to stay focused and regain my train of thought.  I am giving God, Jesus Christ, and all of you credit for keeping me alive right now.  I know that I have Type 2 Diabetes right now.  I am on a strict diet that is low on carbohydrates and high grains as well as drinking water. 

I realized that I cannot do this without all of you.  I had to cancel my trip to Toledo, OH just to recuperate from my physical problem.

Further, I want to allow God, Jesus Christ, and The Holy Spirit completely heal me.  I know that I have to remember that Jesus is the reason for the season.  It really feels good inside of the library right now.  I know that it is not easy dealing with other people’s issues as well as my own. 

 I tend to become more active during the Fall and Winter months.  The Spring and Summers I cannot bear.  At least, I am telling all of you the truth.  I know that I was born during the first week of Summer. 

 As an average year progress, things will get better for me.  I also would like to give credit to the Grandview Hospital Staff for saving my life.  I know that my Toledo Rockets play tonight.  I hope and pray that they will come out victorious against Duquesne Dukes out of Pittsburg, PA.

Moreover, I know that there are websites that I am using that are private.  I know that my life during the past 14 years have been chaos.  However, I am doing much better than I was in the past.  My life at the moment seems okay, but I have to reconcile with people from my past and present. 

 I know that life itself is really what you make of it.  I am having problems with vertebrae right now.  There are three areas that are in my Cervical Region that are bothering me very bad.  Whereas, my Lumbar Region of my back is literally bothering me.  I have to be very careful because you never know what Satan and his cohorts are really thinking about.  

Finally, I want to tell all of you to please keep me and my entire family members in your prayers right now.  My lower back is hurting each day.  I have to honor what my doctors are saying to me.