What are fears?

What are fears? A definition of a fear is something that makes a person feels very apprehensive, scared, and intimidated. Fears are things that make people feel real nervous. My personal fears that I fear most are death, women, and God. The reason why I have a strong fear about death is simply because it is just something that makes me feel very, very, scared. If a doctor was to inform me that I was getting ready to die, I would not know how to take it. I know that I will have to get my life right with God and His Son Jesus Christ long before I am able to hear any bad news. Another fear of mine is women. I really do not know why I am scared of women, but I used to get beaten up by girls when I was growing up. To be frank, my own sister used to beat me up all of the time.

I will admit that I am not afraid to make a commitment with a female; when it comes to establishing a relationship. It is that women today are very aggressive!! I really do not know why, but women are too aggressive. It makes you feel afraid to talk to them. There is a fear that you might get cussed out. This is the reason why I have been all by myself for the past 5 and half years. When it comes to making a compromise with a woman, I am all for it. I am a type of individual who will not argue with a woman or anyone else period. I know that whenever someone read this blog, they might think that I am a punk or something, but I am not. I would prefer that women would go ahead and get their way with me, instead of arguing. Do you know that whenever people argue, it depletes your electrolytes?

This is very serious because it can completely drain a person out of their energy. Another fear that I have is needles at the hospital. I have had a profound fear of needles at any hospital. If a nurse or doctor is going to give me a shot or draw some blood from me, I get very scared. I have been scared of needles since I was 12 years old. I know that this is something that is routine at a doctor’s office or hospital, but I do not have any veins on both of my arms. I have scar tissue on both of my arms and it really hurt whenever I get my arms stuck with needles. I will have to have the nurse to use butterfly needles on my hands. Therefore, I do not have any veins and my veins tend to roll a lot. This is because it makes me feel very nervous. I am a God fearing man.

I know that I am not a perfect man; I have a lot of faults just like the next person. It is that each time I do something wrong, I know that God is watching me. Proverbs 5:21 says for the ways of man are before the eyes of the Lord and He ponder his entire goings. This means that God is watching all of us no matter what we are doing. A lot of people think that God is not watching us, but He is watching all of us all of the time. This is very serious. Proverbs 15:3 says the eyes of the Lord are in every place, beholding the evil and the good.

This means that God is watching us all of the time, no matter whether we are doing good or evil. This is very serious because we are being judged according to our works and deeds. I will admit that I might get away with things in the eyes of man, but with God, it is a different story. This let’s me know that I cannot continue to do filthy things in the eyes of God. Do you know that we are the temple of the Living God? 1st Corinthians 3:16. Is a very meaningful Bible verse to all people? This is serious to me because this means that I definitely will have to clean my life completely up and do it very fast.

I will admit that I am definitely scared to die!! I am even afraid of doing things that I have done in my past all over again. I do not like to repeat the things that I have done in my past. This is because I know if I do that, I cannot go to heaven. I know that a lot of people have committed suicide within the past 8 years, and to be honest, suicide is a copout!! You cannot go to heaven. Any person who does this is making a foolish mistake. I have made a mistake like that 8 years ago, and God did not want me to die. I realize that the pressures of life can get the best of all of us. This is the reason why it is very important to talk to someone before engaging in act like that.

I will admit that I have attempted suicide myself 3 years ago and it was very serious. I ended up taking a lot of medication and God saved me from myself. He also saved me from Satan. I know that I have come a very long way in my Christian life. I feel much better right now. I have to stay inside of God’s word and allow His spirit to still dwell inside of me. As far as my fears are concerned, I would like to have everyone to please pray for me, because things have changed a whole lot since 2010. Women are much more aggressive than ever before. Women are not as receptive like they used to be a long time ago. I will also admit that I still have a problem dealing with pornography and the internet. This is a major problem Worldwide.