What time do you go to bed and wake up currently?  First, I want to inform all of you that I cannot do anything without the assistance from Jesus Christ.  Therefore, I am saying that everything belongs to God and Jesus Christ His Son.   I usually go directly to sleep at 12:30am.  I wake up at 5:00am in the morning just to take my medication each day.   I want to Thank everyone for praying for me during the day and at night before I go to sleep and wake up early in the morning.  I am very grateful to receive God’s Breath of Life each day.   I still have to pray for all of those people that I have hurt all of these years now.   This is because all of them have helped me along the way in my journey of life.   If it wasn’t for the people in my past and present, I would not have anything for myself as well as to be able to succeed in life. bfo  I am very grateful for even my enemies from the past who have used me and had taken advantage of me in the past 40 years now.   Some of them have moved forward with their life right now.  I might be struggling financially suffering physically and mentally right now.   I thank God for all of my family members who were there to help me and encourage me whenever I needed them.  Lord Jesus, please,  bless all of the people whom have spitefully used me.   I know that I am not perfect, but, I have made mistakes in my entire personal life by hurting people who have helped me.  Lord Jesus, I am very sorry for biting off the hands that were feeding me.   I prefer to literally caste all of my sins and burdens to Jesus Christ.   I cannot caste all of my sins and burdens to Mankind because they do not know exactly how to bear it.  I am going to do what my family members told me to do yesterday as well as the people who I used to live with in the past who were good to me personally.   My family members and friends are willing to still help me.   I truly have a lot to be grateful for today.   Thank you Lord Jesus for saving me from myself and us all of my sins and actions.   I am very grateful for the past, present, and future with JESUS CHRIST.   I am still remorseful because God is watching me and giving me a second chance at life. I am very remorseful to those people who are in my entire family members and friends that I have harmed and hurt in any way.   I am very sorry for hurting anyone that was only trying to help me.   I tend to reflect on my life because I have sinned.   I am striving for Spiritual Progress rather than Spiritual Perfection.   God is still working out all of the details in my life right now 🙏 🙌.   Thank you for reading my essay 🙏.