If I have iniquity and sin in my heart God will not hear me.  This is the truth because God does not like for Man to wrath.  In James 1:20 says For the unrighteousness of Man does not produce the righteousness of God.  I will admit that God is not happy whenever we are depressed.  I want to say that I suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder and schizophrenia.  I have been diagnosed with a mental illness since Tuesday July 15, 1997.  I was admitted to the hospital for one week.  I started taking medicine for my behavior problems.  I also will admit that it has taken me 12 years to forgive my ex wife for cheating on me.  I had resentments very bad.  I know that I am not supposed to dwell on the past.  It is that she has made me so angry that I had to seek refuge in another State in the United States of America just to preserve my sanity.  This is the reason why I don’t argue with anyone else anymore in life.  Lord God Almighty God I am very sorry for my sins.  I am repenting right now for all of the wrongs that I have done in the past and present time.

Lord God, Almighty God I am very sorry for harboring a lot of anger for Almost 50 years.  I know that I am not perfect, but I tell the truth about myself and my behavior.  I would like to release all of my anger in a constructive manner.  Please Lord God, help me to speak with everyone with common sense.  I will admit that I have a lot of health problems right now.  I am taking 15 pills for my mental illness problem.  Lord God, I am calling you to let you know that I am very sorry for using someone else’s work as my own.  I’m asking for your forgiveness Lord God.  I am going to release the Information for therapy next week.  I have helped other people who are suffering from substance abuse and mental illness problems.  Lord God, it is time for me to do your work inside of a Church in my hometown of Dayton Ohio.  I will let the Pastor know that I will be volunteering my service at Fort McKinley United Methodist Church in Dayton Ohio.  I also need to get admitted into a Treatment Center for Prescription Drug Abuse.  I need to get admitted into an inpatient treatment facility for six months.  My dental work looks like a Jackolantern.  I have to go to travel to Charlotte NC and resolve some Financial Issues.  Lord God, please teach me how to help others.