How Come Life is Not as Meaningful as it used to be?

How Come Life Itself is not so meaningful?

Sometimes when the downs outweigh the ups then everyone knows that life is slowing down.  I really think that God is showing me my options right now.  There are times when things tend to slow down physically, mentally, emotionally, and financially. 

Next, when it comes to a meaningful life, it consists of all of the positives plus the experiences that comes along the way.  I want to mention that my 58 years of existence were pleasant.  There were times when it was not as pleasant. 

Life itself is really what you really make of it.  What I am trying to say is that everyone is supposed to consult with God to find out what is the meaning of your life.  As soon as God shows you your true meaning of life; it will make you feel better right now.  I know that my life consists of helping people right along the way.  I know that my life has a lot of emotional drive.  My life is filled with accomplishments.

Further, my life as we speak has been filled with more downs than ups.  I supposed that I am really supposed to define my life with God’s help.  Lord Jesus, at this time, I would like for you to please direct me in a way that is feasible.  I will admit that I am supposed to have children. Moreover, my meaning of life is defined by God Himself.  My life has been filled with more of the spiritual way of living.  I know that I have a connection with God.  It is that I have to still resolve all of my personal issues with God, Jesus Christ, other people, and myself.  It reminds me of a Step 5 in AA.  We have to admit to God, ourselves, and others the exact nature of our wrongs.  I know that God is my All!!

Finally, I want to inform all of you that the meaning of life is specifically created by God.  I know that only God can define my moments that I have with Him.  God knows exactly what is going on with me all by himself.  I want to inform all of you that we have to consult with God just to see where we stand with Him.  Flowers are very nice. 

I know that my life is filled with sadness and pain.  I want to say that my life had a lot of problems in the past, but my present life is pleasant.  My whole body is filled with pains and strains.  My physical problems have gotten the best of me personally.  I am still having pain inside of my body.  My vertebrae are hurting right now.  I am suffering from bone disease, diabetes, and seizure disorders.

In Conclusion, I want to say that my life is in a lot of pain.  My pain radiates throughout my body.  I know that my problems are getting the best of me right now.  My family members and friends know that I have been sleeping too much.  If I were to go and see a Chiropractor, I would be dead by now.  This is because my bones are hurting in three places. 

My neck pain as well as my lower back pain hurts me a whole lot.  I am suffering from Degenerative Bone Disease and Diabetes very bad.  God please apply your Hands on my entire back and heal me from my physical problems.  I really need to touch the garments of His clothes, and I will be healed.  Lord Jesus, please heal me from all of my pain right now.  I need a physical and mental healing throughout my entire body right now.

In Summary, Lord Jesus, I would like for you to please heal me because every time, I walk my body is in pain.  I have been feeling sick for over 25 years now.  Lord God, please lead me and guide me for the rest of my life.  In Jesus Name I Pray Amen!! 

The Meaning of life itself varies from person to person.  It depends on what are my Spiritual Gifts that I have right now.  I know that my life has been filled with both negative and positive charges that tends to circulate throughout my body.  Thank You for reading my essay!!