Proverbs 29:11 says: A fool vents all of his feelings, but a wiseman holds them back.  This means that I should not vent all of my personal feelings in public.  I should go inside of my secret closet and allow God to help me.  I also will admit that I have played the role of a fool by venting all of my feelings and emotions online and in my personal life.  This is one of the reasons why I hold onto God’s Hand.  I have to yield this information because I only wanted to be heard by someone even God.  This also puts me in another role of an angry man.  I am still a wise man, but I have a tendency to go off on a tangent rather than staying on topic.

Next, I want to inform all of you that I really need your prayers and help.  I am under too much pressure from the Government telling me to pay my student loans.  I am under pressure again from Organized Criminals Worldwide because they are responsible for stealing my information from me and everyone else.  I do not use vulgarity and profanity of any type.  I have been staying calm as of late because I had a death in my family.  I am very sorry for making Statements that has hurt other people.

Further, I am learning a whole lot about human behavior and how it affects me and everyone else.  I have been Court Ordered to see a therapist and a psychiatrist on a regular basis.  This is because I am responsible for making a mound out of a molehill.  I only want Jesus Christ to hear my prayers and cries for help.  Isaiah 59:2 says that our sins iniquities and transgressions have separated me from God.  I have to realize that I was a fool, but now, I am wise.

In Addition, I have been emotionally charged as of late.  However, during the past 14 years, I had to evaluate my personal progress and my life up to this point right now.  I am a grateful recovering alcoholic.  I am establishing some form of transparency in my life right now.  Where I am right now, I have to be by myself with Jesus Christ just to get a fresh start in my life.  Honestly, I feel redeemed by God Himself.  Lord Jesus, please break my chains of bondage right now.  I am ready to be free to help You and serve You.

Finally, I want to say that I am feeling better today.  I have to take a self inventory of myself so that I can be of Service to Jesus Christ.  I have to evaluate my personal progress on a daily basis.  Thank You Jesus Christ for hearing my prayer and cries for help.  Please allow me to help others who are in my situation.  It is time to get serious about my life with Jesus Christ.  Every time I read The Bible, it opens up my eyes to see everything that is right in front of me.