Psalm 33:15 says: He fashioned all of their hearts individually, He understands all of their works.  This means that God made all of us and He fills our hearts with understanding.  The Lord God knows everything that we do in our lives.  He knows our thoughts and feelings.  The Lord God knows what we are capable of doing for ourselves.  The Lord God knows exactly how long we are going to live on Planet Earth.

Next, I want to inform all of you that God looks down from heaven at all of us.  The Lord God directs our lives from the heavenly places.  The Lord God knows what kind of person we are going to become; long before we are born.  The Lord God is always looking at all of us.  The Lord God even knew how long it would take for me to graduate from High School and College.  The Lord God knew how long I am clean and sober.  I have to get clarification from my AA Sponsor on how long I am clean and sober right now.  It seems like my past is coming back to haunt me.  There are a lot of things that only God knows about when it comes to my overall behavior.

Moreover, I want to say that God knows me better than I know myself.  This is the reason why it will take God to solve all of my problems.  I really cannot tell another person what to do unless they are my child.  I really appreciate what God has done for me.  I appreciate His Breath of Life and His understanding.  I know that I have been feeling sluggish and depressed as of late.  I really cannot compare my life to other people.  This is because I have the same problems that other people tend to have.  My life right now is filled with unanswered questions.  I also have Ups and Downs just like everyone else.  Therefore I am only a Work in Progress.  I am also a vapor that only lasts for a little while then it vanishes away.

Finally, I want to inform all of you that I am making progress day by day.  I really feel that God has all of the answers and solutions to all of our problems.  Man cannot change me nor solve all of my problems.  I am only a spirit that is here for a while.  I have God’s Breath of Life right inside of me.  I know that I cannot do anything for myself unless God approves it.  I know that man, woman, and child cannot tell me what to do.  They can advise and consent.  This is the only thing that another person can do for me right now.  All of my personal problems are based on my own attrition.  The word attrition means efforts that are applied towards the advancement of human behavior.  This is also a choice on my part.  Life itself is really what you make of it.