First Kings 2:1-4 My Commentary

This is a very serious situation that I am currently going through right now.  I am in the early stages of Dementia right now.

Next, I have needed special services from the State of Ohio Department of Job and Family Services.  I need prayer.

Further, I want to inform all of you that my time on Planet Earth is running out right now.

This is a very serious situation that I am currently dealing with right now.  I have been dealing with Organized Criminals right now.  These are the same group of people, who scammed me out of money.  The police cannot find them.  I am typing this letter in doubled space in order for all of you to read this information.

In Addition, I want to inform all of you that I have noticed some suspicious activities on all of my personal email accounts.

This is not very easy for me to deal with right now.  I have noticed that someone has been using my Social Media Accounts as well as my email during the time I have been online.  I am allowing all of you to know that this is something that is very hard to deal with. 

I want to say this because I am in serious need of prayer.  I also want to inform all of you that I have been taking a bath only once a week.  This is very unusual behavior.  I have been doing this for over three years right now.  I have been crying a whole lot over this entire situation.

Furthermore, I have a motto right now.  I am using a specific Bible Verses that really pertains to my situation.  I really do not think that my individual counseling sessions are not effective.

2^nd Chronicles 20:15 says: For the Battle is Not Yours but God’s.  This is my theme for this year 2024.  I want to let all of you know that I am walking with God right now.  Some of you might not understand what this really means.  I am letting you know that I have given all of my Will over to Jesus Christ right now. 

Some of the people, who I have as adversaries would like for me to kill myself.  I am losing my memory as we speak.  Some of my adversaries are in my own family right now.  My niece wanted to fight me over some comments that I have made at her brother’s funeral last year.

 I am not in the mood to fight any woman with my hands.  A man is not supposed to fist fight with a woman of any type.  I am only 58 years old right now.  This is meaningless to my personal adversaries right now.

 I have to allow a Power that is Greater than Myself to resolve this personal issue with the Organized Criminals right now.  I would like for all of you to use affirmations to help me to cope with this situation better.  It has taken 14 years of being under electronic harassment.  This means that I am hearing voices on a daily basis.

 I have a thorn inside of my flesh according to the Apostle Paul in 2^nd Corinthians 12^th Chapter.  This is very dangerous right now.  I have had a series of bad luck in my personal life.  Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts because all of my Accounts have been hacked, copied, cloned, and illegally transferred to another person’s phone number or office number.  This is a spiritual problem as well as a crime in progress.  Whenever someone has their phone number inside of the Dark Web, it means that other criminals can gain access to your information without you even knowing it.

I am taking 38 pills per day on a daily basis.  I have a total of eight doctors that I have to consult with each month or on a bimonthly basis.  Whenever a person hears voices, it means that you have a chemical imbalance inside of the brain or a head injury of some sort.

Finally, I want to inform all of you to know that I love you very much.  Some of these computer hackers and scammers can talk to you in the same way Satan does to us if we give in to his temptations.

I know that I have come a very long way in my personal life. 

I am listening to Church Sermons on a daily basis.  Please help me to learn how to put things into perspective in my life.  I will admit that I have been visibly shaking and shell shocked right now.  Perhaps this is the reason why I have been somewhat indecisive in my personal life.

 I always make decisions but I tend not to follow through on my daily tasks.  I am more thankful rather than complaining about my problem.  Thank all of you for listening to my personal lament!!

Lord God You are my hope and my salvation. 

You have been there for me more than I have for myself.  You have to be very honest with God.  Thank you for allowing me to keep it real with all of you.