Psalms 55:22 Give your burdens to the Lord, and he will take care of you.  This means that we must be willing and honest at the same time. I losing my job on April 9, 2009, my burdens consist of feeling very deeply depressed because I got fired from my job at UNCC.  As soon as I lost my job, I felt very depressed because of my behavior.  For example, I went home for a while.  I went home to Dayton, Ohio for a total of 3 months.  I have been helping my family members.  My mother was a huge supporter for me.  I know that everytime something happens bad to me, I have a tendency to run away from my problems.  I tend to cry like a little child.  If I am hurt emotionally and mentally, I tend to shut down completely.  I do not like to argue with anyone anymore.

Next, I went home just to redeem myself.  Even though my family members and I are different in style and manner.  I know that I have been suffering from depression for years now.  My mother always been available to talk to me about all of my problems.  I need to pay my debts.  I have to get a job so that I can pay off all of my bills.  I really miss living in Charlotte, NC.  I have been running to the hospital for a while as well.  I am giving God all of my life and time with Him.  I have to get a grip of all of my life right now.  I need to talk to God about all of my behavior and I need to change it for the better.

Finally, I have to worship God in Spirit and Truth.  I have been suffering for the past 25 years now. I am a person, who loves living in my own hometown.  I am able to deliver the message that God told me to write.  Please keep me and my family members in your prayers and thoughts.