The Outer Man is perishing but the Inward Man is being renewed day by day. That is if we do not lose heart.  I am at the advance stages of Diabetes right now.  The doctor prescribed me metformin 500mg daily.  I really do not know how long this will last.  I am perishing outwardly to the disease.

Next, I do not have any groups anymore.  The group that I have right now has fully understand all of my heart and soul that I have committed to the group.  This means that I am going to die from Diabetes Full Blown Type 2.  This is serious to me and everyone else who is suffering right now.

Further, I have been suffering from Diabetes and glaucoma.  My memory is leaving me right now.  My family members are in active addiction right now.  I cannot change them.  My whole body hurts very bad.

Moreover, for those people who have decided to leave, they didn’t like me anyway.  Just like the people who live in my apartment building right now.  They didn’t like me in the beginning.  I am being a victim of backbiting and slander as we speak.  These same people who I have giving them money to stay afloat.

In Addition, my own family members are saying that I have been talking to computer hackers and scammers on a daily basis.  I no longer talk to anyone online anymore.  The only thing I do is write my essays and statements.  Whenever I am done with you it’s official.  There is no coming back to you.  I am done with fake and phoney people.  If you love me, you would not stab me in my back.

Also, if I die please keep away from me and my funeral.  I have been keeping it real with all of you.  Even though I have been acting like a dope fiend by only washing my clothes and body when I get ready.  I have been taking a bath each week for a total of 29 years now.  That’s how long I have been messed up in my body and soul right now.

Finally, I have to stay home in Dayton, Ohio until I completely die.  I don’t have any of my bills paid for right now.  My total debt is$150,000 dollars to the University of North Carolina at Charlotte and the North Carolina Department of Revenue.  I love myself.  I have too many health ailments right now.  I’m in the early stages of Alzheimer’s right now.  My own family members do not know it.  I’m in a lot of pain every day of the week.  My bones crack and pop daily.

In Conclusion, I will have to go to the hospital each month for treatment for diabetes and Alzheimer’s right now.  Where is my real support right now?  It never existed in my life right now.  I have been here since 2010 and I am perishing outwardly as we speak.  Paul was right about your Outer Man is perishing but inwardly we are being renewed day by day.  This is a fact of life.  If you really love me, you know where I live at for the past almost 14 years now.  God Bless You 🙏🙏🙏.  Keep Your Head Up.