How Do You Deal with Difficult People?  The very first thing that I should do is pray for them.  I realize that are many types of difficult people.  I know that I can be very difficult to deal with, but I have sense enough to calm down and relax.  I have been dealing with very difficult people for the past 8 years now.  I have been dealing with people, who use vulgarity and smoke marijuana on a daily basis.  These people live inside of my apartment building in Dayton, Ohio.  I know that I used to smoke marijuana and drink alcohol for 18 years; from 1972 to 1990.  I have been clean and sober for 33 years now.  I realize that I have making things difficult for myself.  This is very serious because you are killing your brain cells inside of your body.  It can also decrease your sperm count in men.  It can affect your ovum count in women.  I really did not know this until I got to High School in 1979.  I realize that I was doing things that did not make sense all of the time.  I really love people.  I love animals as well.  I have been earning bad grades in school.  I also did numerous of things that did not make sense.

I only wanted to be accepted by God and Mankind at the same exact time.  I know that I could not make man accept me, but they didn’t anyway.  So, I had to keep to myself and the friends inside of my classes adored me.  I do remember picking up a very large turtle before class.  All of a sudden, I saw someone getting out of a car, and he asked me whether he could cook the turtle?  So, I gave it to him.  I know that I should not have bothered the turtle.  My disposition at that time was very cheerful.  I did all of my homework at the University Computer Center.  I had so much fun that I began to use the World Wide Web from 1991-Present.  I loved the College Life.

Next, I want to inform all of you that I have made a public spectacle out of myself each day by saying things out of my mouth that hurt other people.  I guess, I was making things bad for myself.  I got into a lot of street fights in Dayton, Ohio.  I also got into fist fights in Grand-Rapids, Michigan for a total of 4 months.  I knew that God was watching me throughout that time.  God is recording everything that we are doing to ourselves and other people.  This is very serious because I was a very difficult person by choice.  During that time, I have lost friends and lost female friends as well.  I did not have any business doing things to hurt my family members and friends.  I want to inform all of you that God has changed my overall behavior since 1990.  During that year of 1990, I relocated to Toledo, Ohio.  I got a job and a place to live.  I was working at a plant located on City Park Avenue in Toledo.  During that time, I had traveled to Dayton and Lima Ohio as well.  I guess during that time, I was dealing with lewd women as well.  I had dealt with lewd women from 6/21/1986 until Friday July 2, 2010.  I was only dealing with women who were drug users and abusers.  I wanted to inform all of you that I did not care about myself.  My grandparents and mother were furious with me. 

They found out that I was spending money on female prostitutes.  I know that my life could have been better.  I was responsible for holding myself back.  I want to inform all of you that I graduated from college at the University of Toledo in Toledo, Ohio.  I earned my Associates Degree on Saturday June 12, 1993.  I graduated with my Bachelors of Arts Degree in Interdisciplinary Studies and Social Work on Saturday June 17, 1995.  For 3 years, I lived inside of a Crack House on 126 Rosalind Place off Cherry Street in Toledo, Ohio.

Further, I used to conduct myself like a person who was from the streets of Dayton, Ohio.  I really wanted other people to like me and accept me for who I am as a Child of the Highest God.  I know that I used vulgarity during class in college and high school as well.  I made a lot of mistakes during that time.  I want to inform everyone that I loved women.  I loved myself as well.  It is that I knew that college life was difficult for me.  I had to change my overall behavior in order to get accepted by other people.

 Moreover, I want to inform all of you that I asked God for a favor.  I asked God, could He Make Sure that I graduated from college?  God really listened to me.  I did graduate from college and relocated to Charlotte, NC.  I will admit that I was homeless by choice.  I was homeless in Charlotte, NC for 8 straight months.  I moved to Charlotte, NC on Sunday June, 15, 1997.  I lived at the Men’s Uptown Shelter for 8 straight months from June 17, 1997 to February 17, 1998.  I had to deal with a whole lot of personalities that were weigh worse off than me.  I dealt with it until January 5, 2010.  I lived in Charlotte, NC for 12 years.  I know that my past was not pleasant.  I had decided to accept my whereabouts and get strong!! 

Finally, I realized that my life was changing for the better.  I attended church on a regular basis.  I prayed to God for a Church Home that would be feasible for me.  Although I live inside of an environment that is not conducive towards my personal needs in Dayton, Ohio.  From January 6, 2010 until right now, I have been living in the Dayton, Ohio Area.  I live in the Northwest Side of Dayton, Ohio near Salem Avenue in Dayton, Ohio.  I have been living inside of my Apartment Complex Called Wentworth Hi Rise Apartments since January 5, 2011.  The neighborhood itself has changed tremendously since 2010.

In Conclusion, I have been going back and forth to the Library in the Dayton, Ohio Area.  I am at the Library at the moment.  I have been clean and sober since Wednesday May 2, 1990 to the Present.  I attend my meetings online because I am not physically able to attend meetings because I have too many physical and mental problems.  I have been chilling out as of late.  I suffer from Diabetes right now. 

My doctor prescribed me metformin 500mg per day before breakfast.  I have been taking metformin for over a week right now.  I will officially take metformin with my meals.  I know that having a lot of physical ailments had caused me to slow down completely.  Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts.  God Bless You