Psalm 139:7 says: Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your Presence?  I really cannot go anywhere because You made me, clothed me, feed me food whenever I am hungry.  You knew me when I was inside of my mother’s womb.  You named me and you continue to bless me.  If you literally leave my Presence I will perish.  This means that I belong to you.  I am made out of clay and dust.  Psalm 103:14 says: You know my frame and You know that we are dust.  This is the truth because we are only dust, air and clay.  I cannot leave you because it will hinder me in the long run.  I start crying when I write an essay about You Lord Jesus.  I know that you want me to be honest and truthful with you all of the time.

Ñext, there is no place that I can go from You.  Lord Jesus, I will be making a fool out of myself if I try to run away from you.  Psalm 144:4 says Man is like a breath and his days are a shadow.  This is all that I am is a shadow or a vapor.  I might as well get used to Your Presence and Spirit.  I have to wait for you to give me something from heaven.  I am very content with You All of the time.  Lord Jesus I love you too much to let you go from me.

Moreover, I am rendered defenseless against you.. This is the reason why I am saying that it is not my will but Your Will. I am a for that cannot beat You. I am a person who understands what it is like to have a friend in You.  I am powerless against You.  I am powerless over people, places, and things.  I only have power over my own behavior.  If I have kids, I am in charge of my children.  I feel defeated right now.  I have to pray, read my Bible, and attend church on a regular basis.

Therefore I can not win against you even if we are playing chess and checkers, you will beat me really bad.  I am having breathing problems and other health problems that only You know about.  I am having lapses in memory right now.  The doctor already know it.  I am in very poor health right now.
Lord, please keep me in your prayers and thoughts because I have been hearing voices that are not the Holy Spirit.  The voices that I hear each day are women, who are cussing me out in English and Spanish.  I don’t know what to do about it.

I am very tired and sluggish right now.  The female voices are calling me a punk.  Lord why do I hear cusswords in English and Spanish?  Lord Jesus You know how long I am going to live anyway.  Please help me with the voices that I hear each day of the week.  Some people laugh at me because I am hearing voices.  Please help me.