Psalm 31:24 says : Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the Lord.  This is talking about David, who went from Shepherd to King of Israel.  David was after God’s Own Heart. When David was anointed King of Israel.  However, God removed His Spirit from Saul, who used to be King of Israel.  As soon as David became King, David ran from Saul for 9 years.  David did not want to kill Saul.  He was only defending himself.  However, God helped David get over his depression and become King of Israel.  I guess David feared both God and Saul.  David is solely responsible for killing his giant in his life.  David prayed to God, and He listened to his prayers.  God did favored him over everyone else.

Next, I want to inform all of you that I have felt depressed just like King David.  I even tried to kill myself because I was hearing voices that were not God.  On Friday February 13, 2010, I was responsible for taking all of my medicine just to stop the voices in my life.  My sister called the police on me.  What she had done was saving my life in the process.  I am very proud of her for doing the right thing.  At that time, I almost died.  I could not stop the voices that were inside of my head.  Right now, the voices do not bother me that much anymore.

David had God guiding him every step of the way.  I do believe in God just like David 🙏🙏🙏.  There are times when I thought that God was not listening to me.  Perhaps, this is the reason why I almost died.  This is because God was not listening to me in the same way He listened to other people.  I really do need some courage on my life.  God always listen to me and everyone else.  I know that my sins have seperated me from God.  I have learned a whole lot during the past 13 years now.  I am very happy for God being involved in my life like He is right now.

Further, I want to inform all of you that I am not perfect.  I am still a dinner who is in need of God’s grace and mercy.  I have God doing for me more than I am able to do for myself.  David was very courageous.  Although he made a mistake by having an innocent man killed during a battle. God did not like what he had done wrong in the sight of God.  God feels the same way about me.  He gets disappointed when I sin in His sight.  We all have our personal problems to deal with.  

God has been good to me.  He has been good to David.  I know that I am made from the dust of the ground.  God has breathed His breath of Life and I became a living soul.  God has been good to all of us.  There are times when I feel as if I am in this world all by myself.  I have let Him down numerous of times. I have sinned against God when it comes to my money.  I know that I am not alone in the world.  There are times when I feel this way.  I am very sorry for the unmanageability in my life.  At least I am man enough to say that I cannot do this alone.  I still have giants to deal with in my life.  David felt as if no one was not able to relate well with him.

Finally, I have to resolve all of my active issues that are in my life right now.  David was able to resolve all of his own personal problems.  I am very happy that God is on my side.  He has never left me nor forsake me in any way.  With man it is impossible but with God all things are possible.