This is The Saddest Year for Me!!

I would like to say that this is the saddest month of the year for me.  The reason why is simply because my bank account is messed up.  I have to start all over again.  This is simply because my life insurance policies have not been paid in over three months.

Next, I want to mention that I will have to pay all of my accounts without a bank account.  I know that ever since my rent went up this year, it messed me up completely.  I only wish that I would have all of my insurance policies paid in full.  I know that ever since I started receiving disability early in life.

Moreover, I know that my life has been turned upside down.  I have lost confidence in myself at this particular time.  It is not that I have lost all confidence in myself.  I have two nephews that are doing time behind bars right now.  I know that I did not have anything to do with them being in prison.

In Addition, I want to inform all of you that I need all of your prayers.  I am not used to being broke and disgusted.  Frankly, I have been messed up since my great grandmother died 29 years ago.  I have to maintain my faith in God.  It is time for me to go back to work!!  I have been working for a period of time in my life.

Further, I want to inform all of you that I need a job.  I need a full-time job, so that I can pay my student loans.  I owe a total of $29,230 dollars in interest on my student loans.  To start things out, I owe private student loans from the University of North Carolina at Charlotte.  I have Jamison Loans.  These are private loans that must be paid back.

Finally, I want to inform all of you that ever since my rent went up this year; I have been having financial problems.  I started off by obtaining a total of 8 insurance policies.  I know that it is quite excessive.  I have to pay my life insurance policies before they go lapsed. 

As far as my family members are concerned, everyone is having it hard right now.  I guess I need to work full time for the next 8 to 15 years; just to pay off my debts.  If I can work full time and earn a total of $3,000 dollars per month, I can pay all of my student loans.  I need to pay these bills.  Please keep me and my family members in your prayers.  I wish that I can play the Ohio Lottery for at least a few months.  If I win, I will pay all of my loans and other debts.  Please keep your fingers crossed for me.  I have to pay for all of my debts before I pass away.  I love all of you.  Please take good care of yourselves.  Thank you for reading my essay.

Faithfully Submitted,

Anthony Hopkins