What Does it mean to have an uneasy feeling?

Forgive me, Father, for I am so far from perfect. Like the prodigal son, I have wasted so much of Your knowledge on trivial pursuits, and have often caused pain to others. Lord, I beg that You help me realize when I cause harm to others so that I can quickly apologize for my misdeeds. Help me carefully choose the words that I say so that others will be comforted rather than angered by my speech. Amen.

Good Evening Lord God! I only want to apologize for all of my sins and iniquities. Lord Jesus, it feels as if someone is talking for me. I would like to express myself by using my own words. I understand that there are children, who can relate well with me. I will admit that I have been extremely sad and depressed for the past few weeks now. I feel like my medicine is not working for me. I know that everyone has been praying for me. My sense of uneasiness unknown to me. Please Lord God, watch over me as if I have been lead astray. There are times when I am writing my essays one minute and then the next minute, I am being pushed along by a force that is very hard to describe. Lord God, I love you. Lord God, I need you right now. Lord God, my family members are reluctant to talk to me right now. This is very unusual because I have a lot to say to everyone.

The definition of the Word uneasy means to put or be placed in an unusual state of mind. It also means to be in a serious or daughting mood. The Bible verses that I read each day really uplift me. The Lord has never forsaken those who seek Him. I feel like God message is profound and straight to the point. His message is just for me to hear. God, please forgive me of my sins that I have committed today. I didn’t mean to pilfer some toilet paper from the Wellness Center. I am very sorry for today’s sins and iniquities and transgressions from my past. I am very sorry for doing this in Your sight. Where can I go from Your Spirit? Where can I flee from Your presence? Therefore I have no where to hide. God, You are holding my hand, and You are walking with me. Please forgive me literally forgive me. Please help me Lord Jesus. I need you more than ever before. Please save me Lord Jesus save me from myself. I am not suicidal right now. I need my family members here with me. Please come!