Psalms 55:22 Give your burdens to the Lord, and he will take care of you.  This means that we must be willing and honest at the same time.  My burdens consist of feeling very deeply depressed because I got fired from my job at UNCC.  As soon as I lost my job, I felt very depressed because of my behavior.  For example, I went home for a while.  I went home to Dayton, Ohio for a total of 3 months.  I have been helping my family members.  My mother was a huge supporter for me.  I know that everytime something happens bad to me, I have a tendency to run away from my problems.  I tend to cry like a little child.  If I am hurt emotionally and mentally, I tend to shut down completely.  I do not like to argue with anyone anymore.

Next, I went home just to redeem myself.  Even though my family members and I are different in style and manner.  I know that I have been suffering from depression for years now.  My mother always been available to talk to me about all of my problems.  I need to pay my debts.  I have to get a job so that I can pay off all of my bills.  I really miss living in Charlotte, NC.  I have been running to the hospital for a while as well.  I am giving God all of my life and time with Him.  I have to get a grip of all of my life right now.  I need to talk to God about all of my behavior and I need to change it for the better.

Finally, I have to worship God in Spirit and Truth.  I have been suffering for the past 25 years now. I am a person, who loves living in my own hometown.  I am able to deliver the message that God told me to write.  Please keep me and my family members in your prayers and thoughts 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏