Ephesians 4:29, And What It Means to All People!!

Good Day Everyone!! I selected this Bible verse because I am having some problems dealing with people from my past.

The Bible verse says: Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

I want to apologize to all of my neighbors by saying that I am very sorry for using vulgarity, while I was sleeping last night. I will admit that I have said some things that I should have allowed a pastor, therapist, or a social worker deal with this

matter. I am very sorry for cussing last night. I have been through a whole lot in my life. I am very, very sorry for a lot of things. I really need all of your prayers.
Further, I am also grieving over observing my relatives’ funerals over the past 28 years. I really do not like going to funerals because it actually hurt me very bad. I know that we are supposed to endure the things that we are supposed to deal with. I know that I guess I am kind of weak because I do not deal with stress very well.

Moreover, I want to inform all of you that I am actually having a very hard time dealing with stress. I have an appointment next month to see a psychiatrist because I am having a very hard time dealing with my past events.
In Addition, I want to inform all of you that it is going to take God to work things out. I guess I am a person who do not deal with stress very well. I really need all of your prayers, love, and thoughts. I am having problems dealing with my vision. I have to allow God to deal with this problem.
Finally, I want to say that I am very sorry for using vulgarity while I was sleeping. I have a lot of issues emotionally and mentally for God to work things out for me personally. I have to allow everyone to help me cope with this problem from my past.