Psalms 51:1-4, And What it Means to All People. I want to confess all of my transgressions, iniquity, and sins.  I want to inform all of you that I have been clean and sober for 32 years now.  I will admit that I am still a work in progress.  I am learning how to become a very honest person.  I know that I should be putting all of my trust in God more than man himself.  I remember on Sunday November 25, 1985 at 1;45PM.  I got stabbed with a hook knife by my stepfather.  How it happened, I was at my Mother’s House spending time with my family members, and I stayed for a few hours, and I observed watching my stepfather and brother playing dice.  They were shooting dice, and my brother and stepfather got into a fist fight over a misunderstanding.  Suddenly, my stepfather drew a knife on both of us.  He stabbed me in my forearm, while I tried to protect my brother.  I told the police officer that I would not press charges on my stepfather.  I told the Police that he is too old to be in jail.  I was transported to the hospital for treatment.  I forgave my stepfather for what he did to me.

Further, I want to say that I went through a lot of depression and negative ways of thinking.  I have been suffering from depression for 25 years now.  Since Tuesday July 15, 1997.  I forgive all of the people, who are responsible for using me and beating me up for a total of 27 years.  The people, who I called friends really do not like me as a person still.  I am the type of person, who continue to forgive everyone else for the things that they have done to me.  Currently, my friends do not forgive me for what I have done to them.  I even used to hurt others by what I have said out of my mouth.  I have beaten up a few people myself.  I even cursed at my family members and friends myself.  I want to start a right truth to God and other people. 

Finally, I want to say to God that I am very sorry for hurting other people.  I am very sorry for using vulgarity towards myself, my family members and friends.  I resist the devil, and he fleece from me.  I have my family members, who are introverted and depressed.  I spoke with one of my family members, and she told me to my face that she was an introvert.  I was shocked to hear that my family members and friends are introverted.  That is a choice that a person makes when they are depressed and sad.  I choose Life and Peace.  I ask God why people are whom they are? I want to thank you Lord God for saving me 🙏🙏. I am a follower of Jesus Christ. We all need Jesus Christ 🙏🙏 for your personal relationship with God.

In Conclusion, I want Jesus Christ 🙏🙏🙏. In my Life Right now. I need you in my life. I am a person, who is respectful, helpful, brave, bold, and I am Spiritually Strong. I want to inform all of you that; there are times when I tend to get Spiritually stuck in my life. I need to attend church again. I had eye surgery recently, and I have been seeing clearly. I need to remain faithful to God and Jesus Christ.:Holy Lord, God of power and might, heaven and earth are full of Your glory. Your name shall forever be exalted, and I pray that I can spend all of my days rejoicing in Your glory. Hosanna in the highest! Blessed are all that come in the name of the Lord. Amen.