How Come I feel discouraged right now?

        Good Evening Everyone!!  How are you doing this evening?  Fine, I hope.  I want to inform all of you that I feel discouraged right now.  This is simply because I am losing my friends.  Is it the information about my Personal Savior Jesus Christ that I am using too much?  Is it the information that I am putting on my homepages.  My purpose here is to enlighten my audience, and not impress them.

        Next, I want to inform all of you that I am not receiving enough positive feedback from any of my essays that I have typed up lately.  I have a whole lot of followers and readers right now.  It is that I am not receiving any positive feedback from my materials.  I am saying this because I want to ask all of you a question.  What do you think of my writing?  So far on my Mocospace homepage, I have received no comments.  I am also losing my readers on the website, and other websites as well.

        Further, I am asking the Lord to please show me myself right now.  I am asking God to show me what is going on because I feel very unhappy right now.  I know that I am not perfect.  I am saying that I am praying, reading the Bible, and doing everything that is necessary to be a help to others in Christ Jesus.  I would like for everyone to please pray for me because I feel dejected right now.  I really do not know why, but I feel very sad.  I need all of you to please feel free to examine my information all over again.  Please tell me what do you think?  I belong to Jesus Christ!!  I do not have any business feeling socially dejected, and discouraged right now.

        Moreover, I want to say that I am a person, who worries about what others think about me as a person.  I do not have any business allowing people, and their feelings to get the best of me.  I have another question to ask everyone.  Do I really write in the same manner that I speak?  Please let me know exactly what I am doing wrong, so that I can correct all of my mistakes.  I would like for all of you to please tell me what am I doing wrong?  I really want everyone that I know; as well as those that I do not know to please tell me what do I need to do to improve my writing skills?

        In Addition, I want to say to everyone worldwide right now that I am feeling discouraged in my heart of hearts.  I am completely vexed inside of my mind right now.  I do not fear     anyone on earth.  It is that I am feeling sad because I do not have anyone to share with me their personal opinions about my writing.  I do not have anyone who can give me any feedback that I need in order to grow as a member of the human race.  I feel very sad, and depressed because no one is giving me any positive feedback: I would like for someone to be transparent with me as a person.

        Finally, I want to say that; this is my job as a Blogger to write about a specific subject and allow the general public to view it.  I am writing because it helps me to improve my writing skills as well as my communication skills.  I am going to stay encouraged right now.  I am writing essays because it gives me an outlet in my personal life.  I really need everyone to please pray for me because I am allowing the criticisms to get the best of me.  I feel a whole lot better mentally and emotionally because I wrote an essay to cope with a mental illness.  I am taking my medications as prescribed by my doctors.  I feel much better right now.  This is about my personal Savior Jesus Christ.  I promised to stay encouraged by thinking positive thoughts in my life.  Thank You for reading my essay!!

Faithfully Submitted,

Anthony Joseph Hopkins