1^st Timothy 5:8 And What It Means to All People?

                   By Anthony Joseph Hopkins

         Good Day Everyone!! I want to inform all of you that I am blessed and highly favored by the Lord.  How are all of you doing today?  Fine, I hope.  I want to say that I am writing this essay because I really need prayer in this area.  First, I would like to say that for the past 4 years, I have neglected my household.

 I will admit that I have been paying bills for things that I do not need.  I want to say that I have been paying an excessive amount of money on a Cricket Wireless Phone Bill.  I have been paying $115.00 per month for three phone lines.  I also have to pay my student loans of $50.00 per month for three months from the University of North Carolina at Charlotte.  I have lawyers that I am paying each month for legal services.  My rent right now is $273.00 per month for Public Housing in Dayton, Ohio.  I also pay other bills and offerings to my Church.

Second, I want to say that as soon as I read this Bible verse, I started crying because I have been neglecting myself physically and financially.  I want to say that I need another Smartphone and I have to pay at least another $125.00 for a phone.  I have been hurting mentally because I have been hearing voices as well.  When it comes to this Bible verse, it has woke me up spiritually because I have been evaluating my life over the past month right now.  I will also admit that I have been feeling like an unbeliever because I have neglected myself and my entire household.

Third, I have been getting sifted like wheat by Satan and his demons.  This has completely altered my way of thinking.  I am very sorry for telling everyone this information, but it is the truth.  I have been relying on Meals on Wheels food each week instead of purchasing actual food for my own refrigerator.  I know that I am very wrong for mentioning all of this because I can barely take care of myself.  I receive monthly benefits from the Government because I suffer from Grand Mal Seizures and I also suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder.  I also have other health problems that I have right now.  I am taking 23 prescription medications each day.  Therefore, I need all of your prayers because I suffer from Glaucoma and Cataracts. 

Fourth, I will admit that I have been hindered by Satan because I have been oppressed and depressed.  I know that I have to get a job right now.  However, I have been going to the hospital each month for therapy and for psychiatric consultations.  My household bills are $880.00 each month.  I also have to pay $186.00 dollars per month for life insurance as well.  I want to also say that I need Pastoral Counseling right now.  I also have to pay for storage of all of my possessions that are located in Charlotte, NC.  I have cried and felt depressed for the past few months.  I need all of your prayers and understanding because I have been beating myself up emotionally over this Bible verse.  Reality is sinking in right now.  I repent of all of my sins.  Please forgive me of my sins.

          I am very sorry for neglecting my household and for robbing God in all Tithes and Offerings.  I realize that the money that I earn does not belong to me.  It belongs to God.  Everything belongs to God!!