The Sinner’s Prayer and What it means to me!!

        This is an essay about the Sinner’s Prayer and what does it means to me personally.  First, I want to say that I am a Born Again Christian.  I am a 4 year old Christian.  I am a person who has a lot of intuition.  I also have spiritual discernment.  What does this means to me? I would like to say that I am asking God to forgive me of all of my sins.

  I confess with my mouth and believe in my heart that Jesus Christ is the Son of God.  He died for my sins at calvery.  I ask Him to enter my heart right now.  I confess and forsake all of my sins.  I do not go back to doing the same things that I have done in the past.  I ask Jesus Christ to become my Personal Savior.  I am a brand new person. 

        Next, I want to say that I am a new creature right now.  The old things are passed away, behold, all things are become new.  This is 2^nd Corinthians 5:17.  I want to inform all of you that I feel good about being a brand new creation in Christ Jesus.  Also, I want to say that I have given up drinking alcohol and smoking marijuana 29 years ago.  I have given up chasing after lewd women 9 years ago.

 I have stopped looking at porn as well.  I got baptized on February 15, 2015.  I have managed to stay out of trouble for the past several years now.  I have to take medication for schizoid affective disorder and bipolar 1.  I have not been in trouble since November 28, 2011.  I have not used any vulgarity in over 6 weeks now.  I have asked Jesus to remove my desire to use vulgarity and look at porn as well.  I have changed for the better.  I know that I have a lot of work to do, especially when it comes to maintaining good behavior. 

Second, I pray for everyone every single day of the week.  I have asked Jesus Christ to please give me a new heart and remove my heart of stone.  I have asked my personal Savior Jesus Christ to cleanse me from all filthiness. 

        Third, I want to say that I have a brand new heart.  I have asked Jesus to follow me for the rest of my life.  I read the Holy Bible every single day of the week.  I help others on a daily basis.  There are some people who actually think that I am living the life of a sinner.  I am not living trifle.  I have changed for the better.  I have been attending all of my AA Meetings on a regular basis as well.  The AA Meetings keep me on the straight and narrow.  I am also a member of an AA Group of people who are not able to make meetings due to health problems.  I share and express my strength and hope with everyone who is online at the time.

        Fourth, I want to say that I have been a member of Alcoholics Anonymous for the past 29 years.  I am the type of person who tells the truth about myself.  I share my experience, strength, and hope on a daily basis with everyone who need help.  I also share the Gospel of Peace with everyone as well.  I am placing emphasis on the Sinner’s Prayer because this is where it all start.  It starts with a confession and admission of sins. 

        Moreover, I want to say that I confess of all of my sins on a daily basis.  I also work the 12 Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous on a daily basis.  I have to write everything down on paper every single day of the week.  I also make amends with everyone who I have hurt during the day.  I try my best to never go to bed angry.  I want to say that I love everyone.  I want to say that my life has changed since I have confessed all of my sins to Jesus Christ.  The Sinner’s Prayer allows me to talk to Jesus Christ in private.  I also say my prayers every single day as well. 

Finally, the Sinner’s Prayer allows me to have an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ.  It allows me to express all of my concerns and cares to Jesus Christ.  I feel a lot better when I am able to read His word and allow Him to talk to me.  The words that I read that are inside of the Bible helps me to stay calm and relaxed.  I will admit that I hear voices that are not the Holy Spirit as well.  These voices derived from a source that is unknown to me.  I just know that I have been hearing voices that are not the Holy Spirit for almost 10 years now.  I will admit that God also gives us instructions, even while we are sleeping.

This is what the Sinner’s Prayer means to me as a person.  It gives me an opportunity to run to the Lord instead of dwelling inside of the world that is filled with sin.  I am able to talk with the Lord every time I feel like it.  The Sinner’s Prayer helps me to improve my relationship with Jesus Christ.