The Voices are back with a Vengeance!!

Good Afternoon!! I want to inform all of you that my voices are back with a vengeance.  The reason why is because it has a whole lot to with the report that I have sent to my lawyer in Louisville, KY.  The people read the report regarding what actually happened in my legal case.  The voices are trying to provoke me as usual.  I am not acting on it.  The reason why everything I am writing this blog is because there are a lot of people who hear voices worldwide, and there is no known cure for this problem.  It is a chemical imbalance inside of the brain that cause people to do, act, and feel the way they feel. 

Next, I want to inform all of you that I have tried everything possible to try to eliminate these voices.  They are back and the best thing that I know how to do is to write everything that they say.  For instance, my sort of voices usually tell me that I need to clean up my apartment.  They always tell me that I do not look right with a full beard.  I already understand that I do not look right with a full beard.  It is obvious to me that I have been hearing the voices for the past 8 years now. I want to inform all of you that I suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Bipolar 1.  It is apparent that I am dealing with something that is unseen with the naked eye.

Also, I want to inform everyone that my voices are back with a vengeance because I have been telling everyone about them.  I am not worried whatsoever.  I understand that God does not give us a spirit of fear, but of love and of a sound mind.  I know that in my case, I will have to pick up my bootstraps and get a life for myself.  The voices are back with a vengeance because I will admit that I have been telling everyone that I have been hearing them to begin with.  Usually, when a person hear voices other than God, it is a major problem.  From a spiritual perspective, it means that something is wrong. 

Further, I want to tell everyone the truth about the voices that I hear each day.  The voices are men and women conferring with me inside of my head.  I understand that it is a chemical imbalance of my brain.  I want to inform everyone that there are symptoms that are derived from hearing voices.  For example, I have been having problems concentrating and trying to stay focus sometimes.  I have been thinking about what these females/males were saying most of the time.  I will admit that I take medication for my problems, but it is not working.  I am reading the Bible a whole lot more because all of my answers are inside of it.  I realize that God is the only one who can resolve this problem for me.  The only thing that man wants to do is yield is medication.

Moreover, I want to tell everyone that I am feeling perfectly fine.  I might not sleep very much, but there are times when I tend to sleep for 12 hours or more during the day.  I know that my voices can be controlling at times, it is that I have to fight with them tooth and nail each day just to survive.  I have been taking a lot of medication for the past few years.  My psychotropic medications have changed because I have had allergic reactions to the medicine.  For instance, I have experienced swelling of my tongue, hives, rash throughout my body, and muscle stiffness.  The voices tend to be more active at night, just like bedbugs inside of a house.  Honesty is the best policy!!  It is best to tell the truth when it comes to this type of situation.

In Addition, I am always telling the truth when it comes to my problems.  This is because people have a choice to whether they want to become my friend or not.  My voices are aggressive to the point that it makes you cry hearing them.  I know that these voices are called auditory hallucinations.  I know that these problems can be very difficult to treat.  I know that whenever I hear my type of voices, it reminds me of living with my stepfather from 1972 to 1985.  I know for 13 years, he constantly yelled at me all of the time.  He used to beat me up with his fist and anything that he could use to punish me.  The voices tend to torment me with the same scare tactics just like my stepfather.  They tell me that I am not worth a quarter.  The voices tell me that I smell like pure funk.  The voices intimidate me with their words. 

Finally, I want to tell everyone that my voices are back and they never left.  I guess they were giving me a reprieve.  It hurts when a person hear things and they do not know exactly where the sound is coming from.  It is like putting a blind man inside of a dark room and telling him to find his way out.  In my case, I have experienced everything when it comes to these voices.  The female voices were enticing and alluring.  They used to make me laugh while I was sleeping.  I will admit that I used to call these voices by a name that I could only recognize.  I want to inform everyone that I really need all of your prayers, love, and support.  I would like to receive everyone’s prayers because I not only hear voices but I have other medical problems that is making things worse for me.  God Bless You All!!  I love all of you very much.  Thank you for reading my blog.

Faithfully Submitted,

Anthony Hopkins