What does it mean to have unknown voices dominating your life?

Hello! How are all of you doing today? Fine, I hope.  My name is Anthony and I am from Dayton, Ohio.  At this particular time, I want to inform all of you that I really do not have any privacy right now.  The reason why is because of the voices that I hear every single day of the week.  For instance, these males and females have been telling the actual truth about me.  For instance, these males and females know that I have a mental illness.  It really does not make any sense to me at all.  I want all of you to please be very careful because this is not the Holy Spirit that is communicating with me.

Next, I want to inform all of you that it has not been very easy to deal with these voices.  Some of these voices have been affecting others as well.  There are at least 1,000,000 people in the State of Ohio who suffer from a mental illness in the state of Ohio.  According to the ADAMAS Board here in Montgomery County in Dayton, Ohio, there are at least 10% of the population in the state of Ohio that suffer from a mental illness.  This is not very easy to deal with.  I want to inform all of you that my voices that I hear on a daily basis are coming from an unknown location.  The whereabouts of the people responsible for communicating to me each day are unknown.

Further, I want to inform all of you that I do not have any sense of privacy, respect, concentration, and direct focus.  My blogs have been published online with many websites.  I want to inform all of you that it is not very easy to deal with people who are constantly berating me each day of the week.  Some of the things that they say are as follows: I smell like an animal.  I need to be outside with my cat Scrappy.  I should be feeding my cat, instead of leaving him outside.  I need to take my cat to the animal hospital and get him treated for rabies.  I want to inform all of you that my cat might be a stray cat at the moment.  At least, I feed him whenever, he comes to the apartment building.  The voices keep saying that I have a very dysfunctional family.  These voices keep emphasizing my family. 

Moreover, I want to inform all of you that these people actually know more about me than I know about myself.  The voices keep saying that they are God.  A male voice keeps saying that he is God.  I want to see this person for myself.  I want to inform all of you that there is a female voice that keeps saying that she is my Goddess.  There is no such thing as a Goddess when it comes to the Trinity.  The trinity consists of God the Father, Jesus Christ the Son, and the Holy Spirit.  A female is not in the Trinity when it comes to religion.  I want to inform all of you that these voices know exactly what I am doing each day of the week.  These voices even know that I am going to the doctor each month.  The voices even know who I am as a person.  They say that I am a very kind person.  The voices even know that I am giving all of my possessions away to the poor.

In Addition, I want to inform all of you that these voices that I hear are very specific.  A lot of people think that I am losing my mind.  This is the actual truth.  This elite group of people know too much about me.  I want to inform all of you that every time I type something online, I have to play music in order to drown them out completely.  A lot of people hear God’s voice.  If I was hearing God’s voice each day of the week, I would not have to write about this topic all of the time.  I want to inform all of you that I am not making any of this up.  I understand that I suffer from schizoid affective disorder and bipolar 1.  It is that these people have been involved in my life for 8 years now.

Also, I want to inform all of you that these voices even know exactly how much medication that I am taking each day.  The voices even know exactly what time I wake up in the morning and go to bed.  These voices are too specific.  I want to inform all of you that it is time for me to get even closer to Jesus Christ right now.  I know that I am a person who has an average IQ.  I am a person that have a lot of common sense.  I am a person who is 52 years old, and an African American Male.  I am a person who graduated from the University of Toledo in 1993 and 1995 respectively.  I am a person who loves nature.  I am a person who have been living around the country for the past 30 years.  The voices know so much about me that I really do not have to talk anymore.  I will have to allow God to resolve this for Himself. 

In Summary, I want to inform all of you that I am having trouble hearing voices each day of the week.  I really does not make any sense to deal with an elite group of people who know so much about you.  I want to inform all of you that I will never give up like I did when I was living in Charlotte, NC.  I was hearing voices so bad that I was forced to go back into the hospital on December 15, 2009.  These voices ordered me to leave my residence.  This is because I did not know where they were coming from.  I want to inform all of you that these voices do not bother me as much as they used to.  I want to inform all of you that whenever a person hear voices, they tend to jump to conclusions.  In my case, I am too specific.  I am writing a book of the truth regarding these voices because it is a battle of the mind.  The voices had me going over other people’s houses and I did not understand why. 

Finally, I want to inform all of you that if a person hear voices, it is best to write them down on a notebook or a journal.  I have been writing about these voices for over 7 years now.  It is not very easy to talk about this mess.  One thing that I can say is that I have a lot of experience when it comes to dealing with the unknown.  I have a lot of experience when it comes to dealing with unknown voices.  The voices love music.  They prefer music that is from New York.  They prefer rap music over any other kind of music.  I hear them right now, while I am typing and listening to music.  This is very serious to me as well as millions of people who are living worldwide.  I would prefer to address this issue by writing about it rather than sulking, or returning to my own vomit.  Please keep me in your prayers.  I love all of you very much.