What does it mean to hear voices that tell you that they know you very well?
I have a very important question to ask everyone. How do you really feel right now? Very well I hope. I want to inform all of you that I have been hearing dominating voices that really know me very well. I prefer to write about this because an average doctor does not really believe a patient whenever a patient expresses his or her concerns to a doctor of any kind. I really do not understand why I am hearing voices. I know that I had a stroke and a seizure during the week of November 8, 2008 when I was living in Charlotte, NC. I am trying to figure out whether or not the injuries that I have sustained are causing me to hear voices. Some people call it principalities. Principalities are spirits that are evil and they invade the privacy of humans by dwelling inside of them. It is not very easy to talk about this because I am taking medications such as Zyprexa, Minipress, Trilafon, Tegretol, and Prozac. I want to be perfectly honest; these medications are not working for me right now. Another medication that I am taking is Lithium.
Next, I want to inform everyone that it is not very easy for me to sleep at night as well as have a sense of peace. Some of the things that my voices are telling me are as follows: I am you God. One of the male voices told me that I am you God. This male voice emphasizes this each day of the week. I really do not understand why this demon or live person is telling me that he is God. Do you know what this really means? It means that the Antichrist is present and here among us. As far as Satan is concerned, he is the prince of the power of the world. This is very dangerous!! I know that we have to get serious with our lives right now. It is time to get serious with our spiritual lives.
The voices that I hear keep saying that they are writing for me. It is a complete shame because I did not do anything to anyone but myself. I know that I have been consulting with mediums and psychics on a daily basis. I will admit that I have to clean up my side of the street. It is really hard because I am a very impatient person. I am a procrastinator and a person who is seldom lazy. I will have to admit to admit that I am a hoarder. I have a tendency to collect a lot of stuff. I want to inform all of you that I am a person who is a level 4 mental health patient. I have a question for all of you. If a person is a Level 4 Patient, why do they type for a living? My voices know everyone in my immediate family. My voices know all of my friends and all of my personal habits. These voices keep informing me that they know all about you. They keep telling me that I am a professional liar and I have had a mental disability for many, many, years.
In addition, I want to inform all of you that I have been dealing with this issue for 8 years now. This is not very easy because most people usually commit suicide as a means of seeking relief. I have tried that on February 13, 2010. It did not work because I ended up having a great deal of toxicity inside of my body from taking 1800mg of Phenobarbital. I stayed in the hospital for 5 days. I refuse to kill myself in any state, fashion, or form. Even though I hear voices each day of the week, I am not going to allow some voices to cause me to kill myself. I prefer to die naturally. If God calls me home, then, I understand that. I also want to inform all of you that I really think that I am being cyberbullied or electronically harassed. How is it that demons know more about people than people know about them?
Moreover, I want to inform all of you that I would like everyone in the world to please pray for me. The reason why is because I am trying to really figure out what caused me to hear voices in the first place. It is not easy because I have heard from my own case manager that your own subconscious mind can communicate with you. A lot of people do not believe it. This is something that happens to a lot of people. The voices are telling me that I am a very smart person. They are telling me that I am writing a book. These voices right now are telling me that I am too fat. The voices are telling me that I am wearing clothes that are too small for me. This is the reason why I really think that it is really personal with these voices. The voices are men and women dwelling inside of a house or building away from the United States. I want to inform all of you that I received a phone call from a scammer this morning. This young lady was of African Descent. She was utilizing a Caucasian Female’s profile from Facebook. This woman tried to really trap me up again.
Further, I have received phone calls from Facebook as well as phone calls from cities in the United States that I am not familiar with. I want to inform all of you that this is really personal. Anytime, a mere voice is telling you that they know all of your passwords and usernames on all of your personal email accounts. This is very dangerous. I want to inform all of you that the voices know all of my college professors and the women that I have had sex with all of my life. This is very personal. The voices are people who are trying to play on my intelligence. I really do not understand this at all. I understand that God will punish you for your sins. There is a female voice that is saying Wow inside of my own head. These are loud enough for my own ears to hear it. I am just trying to figure out how this can happen overnight. I will admit that I used to talk back to these voices whenever I heard them. I was only making a complete fool of myself. I want to inform all of you that this is very serious. I did not know that these voices knew that I used to live inside of a crack house in Toledo, Ohio for 3 years. This is the reason why I say that playtime is really over.
Also, I want to inform all of you that the voices are saying to me right now that I have to search the entire planet in order to find the people who really scammed me. This is the reason why I am saying that I might be bullied with the use of technology without my common knowledge. I want to tell each and every person who hears voices to please read the Bible every day because the answers are inside of the Bible. I know that all of these voices want me to do is send them money to locations that are in Africa. These people want me to suffer again. I refuse to suffer at the hands of mere voices. The new term for someone who hears voices is auditory hallucinations. It still does not make any sense. I am supposed to hear God’s voice and the Holy Spirit.
Finally, these voices know me very well. They even know that I have been watching pornography at certain times during my personal life. The voices know all of my intimate details about me. The voices themselves are not the Holy Spirit. If I was hearing from Jesus Christ literally, I would know it. This is because we have His spirit inside of us. When we die, the flesh and bones will return to the earth. Subsequently, the Spirit that God has given us will rise and return to heaven. I want to inform all of you that I am in a battle with Satan at the moment. I will admit that I have been making mistakes. I want to inform all of you that this is a very serious problem. I want you to know that this battle is not mine, but God’s. I want to say that this has been one experience that I do not want anyone else to go through personally. Writing and reading the Bible helps me to cope with hearing voices. I know that people might think that I am losing my mind. I also hear music in order to drown the voices out and keep them from putting thoughts inside of my own head. Please take care of yourselves. I want to wish all of you a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of you. I love all of you. Please stay strong!! Be sober and vigilant because the devil walks around like a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour.