What does it mean; when the subconscious minds communicates with humans?

This is a very important question that I have been trying to answer myself for the past 8 years.  The subconscious mind stores memories and information about our past.  It is very important to be very careful in everything that we do in our personal lives.  I have been trying to understand this myself.  Ever since November 8, 2009, I have been baffled with the fact that my mind is communicating with me each day of the week.  This is not very easy for me to deal with.  An average person’ mind does not fully develop until age 26.  According to my case manager at Daymont Behavior Healthcare, he stated that if a person hears voices or has auditory hallucinations; their subconscious mind is talking to them.

Next, I am trying to figure out how a person can experience auditory hallucinations through the use of the subconscious mind.  I understand telepathy is when a person can channel their thoughts inside of another person without knowledge.  I also understand hypnosis is when a person controls another person through the use of control methods.  In this case, if a person’s subconscious mind is communicating with them, it would throw everything else off; such as brain activity and everything else when it comes to the human body.

Further, I want to inform everyone that something bad happened to me on October 13, 2009.  This is the day that I was chased around the city of Charlotte, NC by people that I did not know.  I want all of you to know that I have been through a great deal of adversity during the last 2 years in Charlotte, NC.  For instance, I got scammed out of money.  I also was homeless for a period of time as well.  I want all of you to know that I got hurt on November 8, 2008 when I had a stroke.  I was not able to walk on my right side of my body.  I was sleeping on the couch at my apartment; on that particular day.  I woke up and my entire right side of my body was swollen.  My right foot, leg, and brain were completely swollen.  Another thing that happened during that week is that I had a seizure on November 1, 2008.  I had a lot of pain during that week.  I am still trying to figure out how I have managed to hear voices from November 8, 2009.

In addition, I have been puzzled since November 8, 2009.  I really do not understand how a person can just hear voices for over 8 years.  I am still trying to figure out why I am hearing voices.  The voices tell me that I smell like a skunk.  They also say that I have a dirty apartment.  The voices also tell me that I will never have sex anymore.  It is a shame that people who are alive in my mind are causing chaos for me.  I have a close friend who hears voices himself, but he is not able to tell me exactly what his voices tell him.  I understand that I have a chemical imbalance inside of my brain.  These voices are people who are still alive and they have done something bad to me.  The subconscious mind is right inside the back of the brain.  I know that it would take extra effort for a person’s mind to communicate with them.

Also, I want to inform all of you that I am taking all of my medications as prescribed by a psychiatrist and other doctors each day.  I am still trying to figure this out.  If I resolve this problem, I would feel much better inside and out.  I do understand the seizures that I have had during the past few years.  I understand that I was out of medication, and in some cases, I was taking the wrong medication.  There are instances that I really feel that a chemical imbalance inside of my brain that have caused me to suffer seizures and possibly a stroke.  I am doing my very best to resolve this issue before something drastic happens to me.

Moreover, I want everyone to know that whenever a person’s mind talks to them tells me that there is something seriously wrong.  I have never heard voices in my entire life.  I will admit that I have had conversations with God in the past.  This is simply because I had sustained injuries such as getting stabbed by my stepfather on Sunday November 25, 1985.  I got stabbed on my forearm by my stepfather with a hook knife.  I was trying to protect my brother from getting his throat slashed.  However, I got stabbed trying to protect him.  I just know that hearing voices is something that I cannot deny.  I cannot tell a lie about this.  If a person who hears voices denies this, I will just speak for myself personally.  For 8 years now, I have heard voices and conversations inside of my head.

Finally, I want to inform all of you that all of my tests on my brain were normal with the exception of my EEG.  My brain wave test was abnormal.  Dr. Pugar, my Neurologist from 2011-2015 stated that I was under a lot of stress.  I also want everyone to know that I had other problems but it was related to other physical problems.  Dr. Pugar stated that my brain was normal, in spite of having an abnormal EEG Brain Wave Test.  I would like for everyone to please pray for me and my entire family.  I have been clean and sober for 27 years now.  My clean date is Wednesday May 2, 1990.  I want all of you to know that I will consult with my Neurologist on May 1, 2018 and let her perform a series of test to determine what is wrong with my brain.  Thank you very much for reading my blog!!