Hello! My name is Anthony Hopkins and I am from Dayton, Ohio. I am writing a special blog concerning what it means to be tormented inside of your mind. First, I would like to inform all of you that I have been hearing voices since Thursday November 8, 2009. I was hospitalized at Broughton Hospital in Morganton, NC. During that time, I was in the hospital for unspecified reasons. The primary reason why I was there is because I was hearing voices and I had people after me. The reason why is because I got scammed out of $16,977 dollars by quite a few men and women, to whom I thought were from the Accra, Ghana area. I would like to inform all of you that there are women’s profiles that are used by the suspects themselves to lure people into sending them money.
Second, I would like to inform all of you that I have been taking medication to prevent auditory hallucinations. For instance, Zyprexa is an anti-psychotic medication that is used to prevent me from hearing voices. Another medication that I take at the moment is Trilafon. I have been taking Minipress for PTSD. I take Prozac as well as Tegretol. Otherwise, I am doing okay at the moment. Let’s get to the lesson. The very first person who had a distressing spirit was King Saul. He used to be king of Israel and Judah. In 1st Samuel 16:14 says now, the Spirit of the Lord had departed from Saul and an evil spirit from the Lord tormented him. The reason why the Spirit of the Lord departed from Saul is simply because of disobedience. King Saul did not kill all of the Amalekites as well as King Agag.
Third, I want to inform all of you that I have been clean and sober for 27 years as of May 2, 1990. I want all of you to know that my reason for hearing voices is similar to King Saul because of disobedience. In Romans 1:28 says Furthermore, just as they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, so God gave them over to a depraved mind, so that they do what ought to be done. If a person does not obey God’s Word, He will deal with you very quickly, by giving you to Satan himself. He would let you do whatever you want to because of sin. I hear voices because of disobedience to God and I was placing too much emphasis on the world. I will admit that I have a mental illness called Schizoid Affective Disorder and Bipolar 1. Also, I suffer from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. I am a person that suffers from glaucoma and acid reflux disease. I also have ulcers and other health problems. I am people who have been hearing voices because of trauma in my personal life. I also have flashbacks as well as other issues that pertain to my childhood.
Fourth, I have been under a lot of stress lately because the people who scammed me out of money have not been captured. They are using an alias as well as committing crimes on a daily basis. I am not at the liberty of mentioning their names right now because my case is still pending right now. However, I have to maintain my faith in God. 2nd Timothy 1:7 says For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but give us power, love, and self-discipline. I am not supposed to walk around feeling afraid because I know that God is still with me. 2nd Timothy 1:9 says He has saved us and called us to a holy life-not because of anything we have done, but because of his own purpose and grace.

 
Fifth, I want to inform all of you that my voices that I hear each day of the week are not the Holy Spirit. This is a very distressing spirit. It is not very easy dealing with these voices because it always makes me sleepy and tired all of the time. I would like for all of you to please pray for me. The voices that I hear do not recite Bible verses, or comfort me whenever I am depressed. I want to inform all of you that my type of voices bothers me each and every single day. There is no break in between sentences. The voices are very happy whenever I am online. The voices get a joy each day that I am at Church and at the Library. These voices used to cuss me out each day of the week. This is the reason why I am saying that it is a demonic spirit that I am dealing with. I want to let you know that it is not very easy because demonic spirits are falling angels. Falling angels are angels that are affiliated with Satan.

The Bible states that when God removed Satan from heaven, Satan is responsible for taking 1/3 of the angels with him. One Third is 33%. The remaining 2/3 remained in heaven. I have noticed that my friends that I know personally hear voices, but they are not able to tell me what they are saying each day.Sixth, I want to inform all of you that my voices usually talk for me. I do not say anything whenever I am at home because the voices are always saying WOW!! The voices are so loud at times that they usually say that I need to have sex with a woman. The voices that I hear say that I am mentally ill.
The voices put me down by saying that I suffer from an erectile dysfunction. The voices say that I would only last 5 minutes with a woman during sex. The voices that I hear each day say to me that I am lazy, tired, fat, clumsy, and not gifted!! If a person hears this all of the time, he or she will end up believing it. The voices that I hear each day say to me that I need an older woman. How do these voices know what I need? Do these voices know me better than God? This is a very good question.
Seventh, I want to inform all of you that if demonic spirits know me more than God, then we have a very serious problem. This is very serious because this means that God is not with you. Jeremiah 1:5 says before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations. This means that God knew me long before demonic spirits and Satan himself. The voices usually say I am talking to you!! The voices that I hear tell me that I have a whole lot of personal problems. The voices tell me that I will not get a woman, have children, and I sleep on the floor. The voices tell me that I finally got a television. The voices say that my apartment is dusty and that I am a very lazy person. I did not know that demonic spirits know people just as good as God? This is a very strange to me because I did not know that demonic spirits have that much power. I have God as my personal savior and that is final. I believe in God and His Son Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ died for all of my sins, and He had risen from the dead. He is sitting at the right hand of God in Heaven.

 
Finally, Jesus Christ is my personal savior. I want all of you to know that Jesus Christ is King of all Kings and Lord of all Lords. I want all of you to know that I hear voices each day of the week. These voices are negative. I have to change my way of thinking each time I hear a negative voice inside of my mind. I want to inform all of you that I do hear things that others do not hear. I am not making this up. This is very serious to me and everyone who hear voices or having auditory hallucinations. A person can take medication for this problem, but medication is not the cure. Please keep me in your prayers. I love all of you very much. Please pay attention to what you hear!! 1 John 4:1 says Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. Please read 1st John 4:2-6. This is very serious!!