Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.

Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.

Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.   On June 10, 1986, I was very embarrassed and out of place because I was the oldest student to graduate from Paul Laurence Dunbar High School.  Honestly, I really felt ashamed before I was a 20 year old man, still in high school & when I graduated from high school, I was going on 21 years old.  I will admit that I have made a lot of mistakes because I was truant from high school for a total of three years.   I was enrolled at Job Corps in Grand Rapids Michigan in 1983.  I only stayed in Job Corps for only four months.   On October 21, 1983, I want to inform all of you that my Grandfather died during the same day that I was discharged from Grand Rapids Michigan Job Corps Center.   I was crying because my grandfather was only 61 years old when he died of a massive heart attack.   My grandmother attended the funeral in Las Vegas Nevada.   My mother attended her father’s funeral as well.   I had to stay at my grandmothers house.   Therefore, I was very sad and depressed because I was not able to go to Las Vegas to my grandfathers funeral.  Another time I really felt out of place is when I went to New York City on November 10, 1994 because I was inside of my friends mother’s house.   I ended up staying 5 days in New York City.  I was driving inside of one of the largest cities in the United States.   I had to drive all the way to Toledo, Ohio.   It was a 670 mile drive from New York City to the State of Ohio.   As soon as I arrived home in Toledo OH: I had to go to work and school as well.   This was the time when I was getting ready to graduate from the University of Toledo within the next few months.   I went to the State of Tennessee to a city called Chattanooga to a funeral because my friends sister died at the age of 45 years old.   I went to the funeral wearing a pair of shorts and a very large T shirt on August of 1995.  I want to inform all of you that I have been living inside of Wentworth HI Rise of for going on 14 years now.   I traveled to Charlotte NC all by myself on June 14, 1997.  I was living inside of a Men’s Shelter on 1210 North Tryon Street Charlotte NC 28206 from June 17, 1997.  I stayed there for a total of 8 months.   I also remember when I was in Jail on Friday June 21, 1985 and I was released on Monday June 24, 1985 and I really felt out of place because I committed a crime called Petty Theft with one of my relatives.   I want to say that I definitely felt out of place because I was inside of a Psychiatric Hospital located on 501 Billingsley Road Charlotte NC 28211.  It was called Area Mental Health Hospital inside of the city limits of Charlotte NC in a neighborhood called Grier Heights.   On Monday November 2, 2009, I was hospitalized again inside of the Broughton State Psychiatric Hospital in Morgantown, NC for two months because at that time, someone was shooting at me with a SemiAutomatic Gun on Tuesday October 13, 2009 at the Charlotte Transportation Center at 9:00pm.   This was also a time when I was followed by a car load of people.  This was exactly the time when I got scammed out of a total of $18,550 dollars in Western Union Funds by some people that I did not know.   It turns out that one of the people who scammed me was living in Fort Mill, SC.  This is where one of the suspects is living at right now.   I felt out of place because I was wearing some Hospital Scrubs.  The reason why is because someone had stolen my clothes from the hospital.  I want to inform all of you that whenever I am hospitalized at Miami Valley Hospital in Dayton Ohio they usually take my clothes and destroy them due to a bedbug infestation.   I literally felt out of place because I was transported to Summit Behavioral Hospital in Cincinnati Ohio because I had committed a very serious crime on December 1, 2011 until February 2, 2012.  On Tuesday March 22, 2012, I had to appear in Court on that day for my previous offenses.   I felt out of place on that day because the kind of Court that I had to appear in Mental Health Court in front of Judge White.  I was sentenced to Community Control for three years.  As far as felling out of place is connected, I was also homeless in my own hometown of Dayton Ohio for almost a year.  I was homeless and living with my relatives for a short period of time back in the year of 2010.  I felt out of place during the time that I was a Plantiff in a Wire Fraud Case back in the year 2010 against the people, who scammed me out of money.   Everything that I have mentioned is the truth because I experienced these things.   God Bless All of You! Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏!  Please have a great day.

Your life without a computer: what does it look like?

Your life without a computer: what does it look like?

Your life without a computer: what does it look like?  First of all, I want to inform all of you that I have been going to the Library near my apartment building just to use the computer.   However, I have been using my phone just to obtain information that I actually need.  I have a phone with unlimited services.  Second, I would like to mention something that is off the record: I want to inform all of you that I am in need of all of your prayers because I have been scammed by someone who lives in another country.   I will admit that I was only trying to obtain information about myself.   Third, I want to answer the question at hand right now: My life without the use of a computer has been very tedious in nature.   I have been able to acquire a lot of information from the Google Website.  Even though, I might not have a computer, but I have managed to enjoy researching on my phone.  I am very happy to receive a computer from the Greater Dayton Premier Management Company.   I tried to receive internet services through Spectrum Cable, but I was not able to receive internet services because I was not able to get services because the technician was not able to connect the cable wires to the basement that is inside of my apartment.  Fourth, I want to inform everyone that I am not able to be online all night long anymore because I have a seizure disorder since July 25, 1982.  I remember 14 years ago, I had two seizures within a few days of each other in Dayton, Ohio.   Further, I want to inform everyone that I had a seizure at Central Piedmont Community College on October 5, 2009.  I was using the computer for an extended period of time and suddenly, I had a seizure at 5:45pm.  My seizure lasted for 15 minutes.   I was transported immediately to Presbyterian Hospital in Charlotte, NC.   I was discharged from the hospital a few hours later.  I did not have another seizure until Sunday January 24, 2010 at the Wright Stop Plaza on a bus.  As far as my life without a computer is concerned, due to a medical condition, I am not able to possess a computer of my own.   Finally, I want to apologize for going off on a tangent today.  Please continue to keep me and my entire family members in your prayers because I am only trying to become honest and truthful about my situation, and answering the question.  God Bless You All 🙏.  Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏 🙌.  

What skill would you like to learn?

What skill would you like to learn?

What skill would you like to learn?  I would like to learn several things.   First, I would like to learn American Sign Language.   The reason why is because I would like to enhance the skills that I already possess.  Although I had a minor in American Sign Language when I was attending The University of Toledo in Toledo, Ohio from April 1, 1991 through June 14, 1996.  I will admit that I had to spend two years taking classes in American Sign Language, I managed to use Sign Language at certain times in my life.   Second, I would like to learn how to understand Computer Science & CyberSecurity because it is a Job that I would like to consider in the near future.  This field has a pay rate of $60,000 dollars per year starting off in a entry level salary.   I also would like to improve my Microsoft Word & Excel skills as well.  Third, I want to learn how to improve my Math skills; so that I can be able to understand how to enhance my problem solving skills when it comes to mathematics.  Therefore I am considering going back to school just to earn a GED within the next few months.   Whenever it comes to educational, I want to improve my memory & academic skills right now.  I am a person, who always want to improve my reading & writing skills.  Fourth, I want to continue to read the Bible each day & night.   I want to comprehend everything that pertains to the Holy Bible & improve in understanding all 66 Books in the Bible.  I am also considering enrolling in a Seminary School in the future & share my information with other Believers of Jesus Christ.  I want to write my own autobiography regarding my life at its entirety.   Fifth, I want to obtain a job working inside of a Library in the Dayton Ohio Area.  The reason why is because I have to pay my student loan debts of $30,000 dollars to the William & Fudge Collection Agency because it is affecting my credit file. I have poor credit due to my student loan debts.   I also want to pay my debts to the University of North Carolina at Charlotte as well as to Mission Reedy Creek Apartments in Charlotte NC.   What Kind of skills that I would like to learn?  I want to learn how to hear the voice of God.  I want to learn how to obtain Spiritual Discernment, Wisdom, Knowledge, &Understanding when it comes to God & Jesus Christ. Sixth, I want to learn how to listen better.  I need to improve in my communication skills; so that, I can speak to each person that I am in contact with each day.  I need to consider enrolling in Speech Therapy.  The reason why is because I have a speech problem that needs to be resolved immediately.  Seventh & Finally, I want to learn how to make complete amends with my family members because I have been at odds with my siblings since 1970.  I am a person, who forgives others very quickly because God says that we all need to learn how to forgive each person that we have offended; so that God wants us to love each other & live peaceful with each other forever.   These are the things that I really want to learn more about Jesus Christ and our purpose in life.   Thank you for reading my essay & God Bless All of You.   Please have a nice day!

What details of your life could you pay more attention to?

What details of your life could you pay more attention to?

What details of your life could you pay more attention to?  Frankly, I would like to pay attention to more about my apartment as well as myself.   I would like to say thank you Lord Jesus for allowing me wake up this morning to breathe His Precious Breath of Life and to use my Five Senses and to move my arms and legs.  Lord Jesus, please forgive me of all of my sins, transgressions, and Iniquities.  I really need to start paying more attention to my Personal Problems and to take better care of myself.  I need to spend more of my time with Jesus Christ by reading the Word of God.   I need to start attending Bible Study each week and start networking with other Believers of Jesus Christ.  I would like to spend more time with my family members and friends.   I need to start attending my Aa and NA Meetings on a regular basis; rather than participating online.  Lord Jesus, please, teach me how to become a mature adult man.   I also need to make amends with my family members and people, who I have problems with for a number of years now.  I already have forgiven myself and other people so far.  I just need to spend time making amends with my family members, who live in other states in the United States.  What details that I have to pay more attention to is decreasing the amount of medications that I am currently taking each day.  I need to reduce my medicine from 23 pills in the morning to 5 pills each day.   I am taking a total of 33 pills each day right now.   I need to pay more attention to my diabetes problems as well as my brain & spine related issues.   Therefore, I just need to take better care of myself; rather than neglecting myself.  I also need to practice a lot more on my sign language skills.  One thing that I can say is that I have improved in my academic skills.   I thank God for improve in my math skills.  Practice is very important to me.   I have considered attention Seminary School.  I need to improve in my overall health and behavior.   I really need to improve in learning how to understand human behavior.   Good Morning Everyone 🙏 God Bless All of You & may the Lord God continue to bless you.   Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏.  Please pray for me and my entire family members.  Please have a nice day!

What is your #1 priority tomorrow?

What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?

What is your #1 priority tomorrow?  My #1 priority is to give God more of my time.  I really need to Thank Him for allowing me to wake up in my right frame of mind, & to Thank God for allowing me to live & see today and yesterday.   I need to thank God for allowing me to breathe His Precious Breath of Life each day.  I need to thank God for using my Five Senses and to be able to move my arms and legs.   I need to thank God for having a place to live.   I thank God for blessing me with the things that I have earned in my life.  I thank God for all of my family members and friends.   I thank God for blessing my family members with the jobs that they have in their life.   I thank God for showing me how to read & write just like everyone else.   Officially, my #1 priority is to continue to serve God and Mankind with the essentials that they really need to maintain in life.   Another priority of mine is to bring someone to church.   I also would like to become a better person.  I need to fulfill the Great Commission that is in Matthew 28:18-20 each day of my life.  My #1 priority is to be available for God, Jesus Christ, other people & to become honest and truthful with God Himself and everyone else.   I really need to start doing something for myself.  I am literally grateful just to live & see another day.  I need to cherish each living day and accept it.  I am very grateful for being myself. I thank God for accepting me as I am.   I need to thank God for being My God and Friend.

What is the trait you value most about yourself?

What’s the trait you value most about yourself?

What is the trait you value most about yourself?   I value my intelligence and wisdom because I am a very great writer.   As far as myself is concerned, I am a person, who is very humble and helpful.  My personal traits are as follows:  I am very Gifted, kind, respectful, and polite.  I am a person who also values my spirituality and my academic success from the University of Toledo in Toledo, Ohio.   I earned a total of 235 academic credits and I am a great typist.   I am a person, who forgives others and I respect other people.   I am a person who is very understanding and trustworthy when it comes to people.   I have learned a whole lot about being honest and truthful because I used to be a person who used to be a deceiver and one point in my life.   The reason why I have changed is because I have experience a great deal of losses in my personal life.  I have lost my caretakers during the past 30 years now.  As soon as I lost my relatives, I lost a sense of myself.  My real personal traits are my personal values and beliefs when it comes to God and Jesus Christ.   I used to be a person who used to resent people who used to attack me and physically and mentally abused me throughout my personal life.   I had to learn how to forgive other people and my enemies as well.   It had taken 12 years to forgive my female companion from my past.   I learned how to become honest with myself and other people because I went through a lot of stress in my life.   I really need a lot of prayer because I suffered from a great deal of illnesses for the past 30 years.   I used to run away from my personal problems.   Currently, I have learned how to face my fears and get to really know myself as a person.  God & Jesus Christ are in my life right now 🙏.   I am still learning how to deal with constructive criticism.  My life has changed a lot because I do not drink alcohol or smoke marijuana anymore.   I have been clean and sober for 34 years now.  Therefore, I am very proud of myself.  God Bless You 🙏 🙌 ❤️.  I have been doing my homework every single day of the week because it is therapeutic to me.  Please keep me and my entire family members in your prayers and thoughts 🙏.  Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏.

What aspects of your cultural heritage are you most proud of or interested in?

What aspects of your cultural heritage are you most proud of or interested in?

What aspects of your cultural heritage are you most proud of or interested in?  My personal relationship with God is what I am interested in at this time.   However, I am very interested in knowing all about my entire family members.   The question that I have to ask is who is my biological father?   My family is having a family reunion next week.  I only wish that I can go directly to Las Vegas, Nevada with my own family members.  I only wish that I can pay all of my bills, and then take a vacation with my family members without any disputes.  I am very grateful to be a Child of the Most High God.   I need to improve in my relationship with God.   I consider Jesus Christ as my biological father because I really do not know exactly who he is personally.   Therefore, I have to literally move on with my life right now.   I am a 59 year old man, who have a lot of issues to resolve; as well as other unresolved Issues That I need to settle before I pass away.  I guess I have to accept my own biological family members. Lord Jesus, please, enable me to get to know you better 🙏.   Lord Jesus, please allow me to become a successful man and pay off all of my debts that I owe to William & Fudge Collection Agency in the total of $ 30,000 dollars in student loan debts.   I also have to pay $8,500 dollars in back taxes to another State.   Lord Jesus, please, enable me to pay all of my debts and to the people, who I owe money to. God Bless All of You!  I need to know about my biological father right now.   Lord Jesus, please, help me to find my father!  God Loves Me!  Only God can Judge Me!  God is merciful and gracious & slow to get angry.  Lord God, please, enable me to literally acquire Spiritual Discernment, wisdom, knowledge, and understanding 🙏 🙌 👏.  I need to learn how to be very honest and truthful with God, Jesus Christ, other people, and myself.   Thank you for reading my essay today 🙏.

What brands do you associate with?

What brands do you associate with?

What brands do you associate with?   I associate with God & Jesus Christ 🙏.   As far as my favorite brands are concerned, I eat Jimmy Dean Products.   I eat snacks from Welchs.   Otherwise, I do not listen to secular music anymore because Jesus Christ is taking care of me.   Most of the brands that I assume with are store brands products because they are cheaper than named brands products.   I use the New Kings James Version of the Bible.   God Bless All of You!