My most ideal day starts at 7:00am each day of the week. I start my day off by saying my prayers. I thank God for allowing me to be added to His wake up list. I want to thank God for allowing me to breathe His Breath of Life every day of the week. I also read a chapter in Proverbs and Psalms. I also read the Gospels in Matthew, Luke, Mark and John. Around 10:00am, I fix breakfast and lunch at the same time. I pray for my food, take a shower and then look at the calendar to find out what I need to do for the day. I go to the library at 1:00pm to 5:00pm. I see my therapist at 5:30pm until 6:15pm. I go back to the library from 6:30pm until 9:00pm. I go home and read the Bible for at least one hour and I go to bed around 11:00pm each night. I say my prayers and go to bed around 11:30pm. I usually attend counseling sessions with my Pastor Karl on Tuesday morning and attending the NA Meeting and go to the library afterwards. I usually eat dinner at the library and I go home at 9pm. Wednesday through Sunday I go to the doctor or library afterwards. I go to bed around 11 pm.

I tend to reflect on the people who have died and passed on during the past 30 years now. Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts because I lost my Uncle Johnnie and Cousin Johnathan and Roland my nephew died last year.

To answer this question, I have been through a great deal of adversity since last year 2023. For Instance, my nephew died on JANUARY 26, 2023 AND MY COUSIN DIED ON APRIL 26, 2023. MY UNCLE DIED ON DECEMBER 28, 2023 IN CHICAGO IL. JUST THINKING ABOUT IT makes me cry A lot. My sister died on Friday June 2, 2017 and mother died on Thursday JULY 20, 2017. I THINK ABOUT IT ALL OF THE TIME. PLEASE KEEP ME AND MY FAMILY MEMBERS IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS BECAUSE IT IS VERY HARD LIVING WITHOUT MY FAMILY MEMBERS. I KNOW THAT I WILL SEE THEM AGAIN IN HEAVEN. GOD BLESS YOU AND GOD KEEP YOU IN HEAVENLY PEACE.

There are some things on my to do list that never gets done are cleaning the stove, refrigerator, and getting internet for my Chromebook. There are other things that includes; replacement for the vinition blinds for the living room and bedroom. I also need to throw away old mail from my apartment. I have to stop waiting until the following month just to wash my clothes. I have to pay for my medicine from last month. I have to stop going to bed late and get back on a routine bed schedule. I have to purchase Spectrum Internet for my apartment.

My favorite thing to cook is Chili with beans and spaghetti and meatballs with my chili and for my vegetables are mixed greens and carrots for dinner or lunch. I do have to say my prayers before I eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. I have to thank God for allowing me to read His Word on a daily basis. I have to thank God for His Breath of Life every single day of the week. If it was not for His Breath of Life, my life right now would be non-existent to the world and myself. God Bless All of You Who are reading my essays and praying for me. Thank You Lord Jesus for allowing other people to read my essays and praying for me and my family members. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen and Amen.

My first computer came from Radio Shack back in 1979. It was an analytical machine because after they came out with their analytical machine, Radio Shack came out with their version of a word processor back in 1986. I know because my Aunt bought it for me as a graduation present. Afterwards, Radio Shack came out with their first computer in the year 1991. I was always buying Radio Shack Products for at least 25 years