What is something you do completely differently from how you were raised?  Well, I am more aware of the things that surround me right now.  To put things into perspective, I know that I do not have a spirit of fear because God and Jesus Christ are with me every step of the way.   2nd Timothy 1:7 says For God has not given us a spirit of fear but of love and of power and of a sound mind.  I truly believe this because I used to have a profound of fear of Man growing up because my environment was not conducive towards my needs.  Meaning that I was surrounded by large amounts of stress during the time that I was growing up in the inner city of Dayton Ohio.   However I know that my parents stated mentioned Bible verses that reflected the times. My parents used the Bible as a means to protect our family.  At least i knew that God and Jesus Christ were always with me.   I knew that some of my friends were both positive and negative simultaneously.  Still they protected me because I really didn’t like fighting anyone.   I know that in my current set of circumstances, I know that I had been taken advantage of by people who had pretended to have good intentions but eventually they had let me down.  I will admit that I only wanted to establish a human relationship with a member of the opposite sex.  I know that money was involved because I had became a victim of a pyramid scheme.  Therefore inspired of my personal losses; God is still with me.  I am very happy to recommit my life back to Jesus Christ 🙏.  Ephesians 6:12 says: For we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers against the rulers of the darkness of this age as well as the spiritual host of wickedness in the heavenly places.  I will admit that the people who had scammed me out of money didn’t believe in God.  Right now I pray Amen whole lot and meditate on a daily basis 🙏.   I know that things right now are a whole lot better than they were in the past.  Lord Jesus please continue to reassure me whenever trouble times appear in my life.  I just know that all of my personal belongings as well as my accounts have been infiltrated by an elite group of computer hackers and scammed from my past and present who are still indirectly involved in my life.  This is true because there are more victims of wire fraud worldwide 🌐 👏.   At least I am the only victim of these individual elite group of computer hackers and scammed worldwide.   At this time, I am in constant need of your prayers.  I will also admit that I am currently suffering from Schizoaffective Disorder right now.   My current medications cannot help me nor cure my specific problem.  Medication is a waste of time.   I am only relying on God and Jesus Christ to cure me of this problem. Thank you for allowing me to answer this question to the best of my ability.   Thank you God and Jesus Christ for keeping it real with me all 61 years of my existence. In Jesus name Amen and Amen 🙌 🙏 ❤️ 👏