What is something you wish you could tell your 20 year old self?  I really would tell my 20 year old self to get some help for my drug addicted self.   Back then, I was accident prone because I had a grand mal seizure, and I almost died because I was intoxicated from drinking alcohol.  I also was recovering from a hand injury one year earlier because I broke my left hand playing basketball intoxicated. During that time, I was attending high school, and I was involved in street gang activities from 1979 to 1990.  However, I graduated from high school 🏫 at the age of 20 years old, and I started working at Skyline Chili Restaurant while attending college in the Dayton Ohio Area.  I actually would tell my 20 year old self to get treated for my substance abuse problems.   God has given me a second chance to accept Him in my life 🙏 ❤️ 🙌.  I know that God has never abandoned me.  God has made it possible for me to graduate from college twice from the University of Toledo.  I will admit that I was making mistakes along the way, but God has picked me up from the ground of despair numerous times.  I also had people praying for me just my academic journey.  Lord God, please teach me how to take care of myself a whole lot better than usual 🙏.  Lord God and Jesus Christ, please show me a better way of living.  I know that I can not do this by myself. I literally pray that you can teach me how to be more civilized than usual.  Lord God and Jesus Christ, I belong to You! Thank you for allowing me to answer this question to the best of my ability.  Thank you for reading my essay 🙏 ❤️.