What’s a thing you were completely obsessed with as a kid?

What is a thing you were completely obsessing with as a child 🤔?  Honestly, I really didn’t have anything that I was obsessed with as a child because I was under complete surveillance by my grandparents.  My obsession didn’t occur until I was 21 years old.  I will admit that I became very fond of women.  As soon as I graduated from high school, I started hanging around female prostitutes because the women in my age group were not very interested in me as a person.  I started having sex with women who were much older than me.  This was during a time when I started paying for sex.  During the past 24 years, I was having sex with female prostitutes while I was living in the Dayton and Toledo Ohio Areas.  Although I was working numerous jobs, I already had money to spend on sex because it was included in my monthly budget.  I know that I was living a secular life, and I have adapted to occupying my life by working and attending colleges at the University of Toledo as well as Central State University.  I abstained from drugs and alcohol, and I compensated my physical and mental addiction to sex.  Therefore, I had a sex addiction from 1991 until 2010.  This was during the time that I was attending church every week, and I was having sex with women at least three days per week.  Even though I was attending college and working a college work study job at the University of Toledo William Carlson Library, I still managed to have sex on a regular basis.  I also want to inform all of you that for three consecutive years, I was living inside of a crack house 🏚 🏠 on the northwest side of Toledo, Ohio.  From 1991 until 1994, I started having sex with female prostitutes who were drug addicts and literally depended on Crack Cocaine and money as a fix to purchase drugs for themselves.  The women were coming over to my room for sex for drugs and money 💰. I know that I was wrong for fornicating with these women.  After I had graduated from college, I had to relocate back to my hometown of Dayton, Ohio, for one year.  From June 14, 1996, until June 12 1997, I still was having sex with female prostitutes because women in my age bracelet were not interested in me as a member of the human race.  I guess I had a connection with women who dwelled in the streets because we both had something that we wanted from each other.   I will also admit that I have spent a whole lot of money on sex. While I was living in the Charlotte Mecklenburg Area from June 15 1997 until January 5 2010, I really didn’t have to pay for sec because I was involved in a relationship with a God Fearing Woman for eight years.  However, I used to crash computers by looking at pornography at my place of employment at the University of North Carolina at Charlotte.   My porn addiction caused me to lose my job as well as conversing with female scammers and computer hackers during a three year period.  I will admit that I was searching for love in all of the wrong places.  Therefore, my biggest downfall is affiliating with lewd women as well as spending money on foolish things.  Getting scammed out of $16,977 has completely changed my life and my behavior for the better.   I have learned that I should make better decisions for myself .  It is God and Jesus Christ who are doing for me more than I am doing for myself.  The flash is willing, but the spirit is weak. I am depending on God and Jesus Christ for every single thing that I literally need for my life right now.  Currently, I have been clean and sober from alcohol and other drugs for 36 consecutive years now.  I haven’t had sex with a female prostitute since Friday, July 2 2010.  I am free from bondage.  I am a 60 year old man who has been through a great deal of adversity in my life.  I do not depend on the flesh just to receive a great deal of satisfaction in my life right now.  I also will admit that I had viewed women as a sex object in the past just to receive what I wanted from them.  The women whom I had sex with were emotionally numb.  I was numb myself.  The Lord God and Jesus Christ are with me right now 🙏 🙌.  I had to learn how to have respect for women as a member of the human race.  I know that the things that I have on planet Earth 🌏  I can not take it with me when I am ready to physically and mentally meet both God and Jesus Christ for myself. Thank you for your friendship and prayers because I need them right now and forever 🙏 ❤️ Amen and Amen 🙏 🙌 👏 ❤️