How are you feeling right now? I am still exhausted and tired right now.   I was hospitalized on Sunday morning because of an injury to my kidneys.   I will admit that I was drinking a lot of coffee during the past few months.   I also will admit to eating too many processed foods.   I know that my Creatinine levels were very high this month alone.   I realized that Creatinine pertains to body waste.  I really didn’t know about it when I was discharged from the hospital on Monday evening of this week.   I also have low Testosterone Levels and it really makes me very tired all of the time.  I know that my coffee drinking days are over.  I am very grateful to be alive each day.   I noticed that my clothes and body smelled like saliva and urine that came from my apartment vents system.   To be honest with all of you, I have been going through this problem since last year on April of 2023.  I know that I was not bothering anyone.   It’s just that I have enemies inside of the wrong places.   As I am writing this essay, I am being sprinkled with urine and saliva that is coming from my ventilation system.   God is really on my side right now.   I like for my apartment to be extremely cool inside of it.  I have reported this matter to the Maintenance Department at Wentworth HI Rise Apartments and the Greater Dayton Premier Management located in Dayton, Ohio.   Otherwise, I am still here on Planet Earth for a specified reason.   I am very happy to be at home resting and enjoying myself.  I am feeling much better now than a few days ago.  I have been clean and sober for 34 years, 3 months, and 27 days now.   I really know that I am going through withdrawals from coffee and taking my medication Ativan.   I told the Psychiatrist to take me off of the medicine itself.  I really appreciate Jesus Christ’s Love that He has for me right now.  Thank you for reading my essay and praying for me during my time of need.  I need to eat more fruits and vegetables in my diet. Finally, I want to inform all of you that I really love you very much.  I have to consult with my Property Manager about this problem with my Heating and Air Conditioner System.   I have to talk with him about my water problem.