My Personal Journey with Low Testosterone Levels

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On Wednesday January 10, 2024; I went to see the Urologist at 7:00am at Miami Valley South Hospital in Centerville Ohio.  My urine test results were normal.  My PSA levels were 1.38 and my testosterone levels dropped 74 points to 229 this year.  My doctor told me that my testosterone levels last year were 303.  The Urologist told me that I was not eligible for Hormone Replacement Therapy anymore.  This is because the hormone medicine makes me manic in my overall behavior.  Dr. Vandegrift told me that I will be in trouble right now.  I am not eligible for Progestin which is a male and female hormone mixture.  Right Now, I feel very tired physically, mentally, psychologically, and emotionally drained.  

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Next, I have been feeling sluggish and tired physically and mentally.  I am losing my memory as well as muscle mass and strength.  I weigh 292 pounds right now.  I have lost four pounds in two days now.  I will admit that some of these symptoms mimic diabetes.  This is because I have been suffering from Diabetes right now for eight years.  This is not very easy to deal with.  I am a 58 year old man who has a lot of common sense.  My Blood Sugar has been normal at this time.  

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Further, I have been gaining weight during the past eight years now.  I have too much fat around my mid section of my body.  My moods have been mixed as of late.  I do have a lot of physical weaknesses in my body right now.  I have been suffering hair loss during the past 14 years now.  My sex drive is nothing now.  I am in poor health.   I have been clean and sober for 33 years now.  Due to my past, it is now 24 years Sobriety.  I feel emotionally drained.  There are times when I experience brain shrinkage and fog right now.  Perhaps, this is the reason why I am experiencing memory lapses and loss of memory.  I tend to lose concentration and focus at certain times of the year.  I have not had sex since Friday July 2, 2010 at 10:00am.  I have not had any sex since then.

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Moreover, I have been feeling guilty of myself for spending money on things that I do not need.  I am losing my teeth right now.  I have been feeling tired each day of the week.  Every time I take my vitamins, they do not work for me anymore.  My energy comes in spurts.  I can complete a simple tasks and I feel exhausted. My mother told me before she died that I was losing memory and energy as well.  My eyesight is very weak right now.  My overall life and behavior is very slow tremendously because I have too many physical and mental ailments.

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Finally, I am not accepted by my family members and friends because I do not have any energy and money to support myself.  I do have a real low blood count right now.  I am consulting with a Gerontologist on a regular basis.  I am trying very hard to lose weight and gain employment at a place of my choice.  I know that I am very old now.  Women do not talk to me because I have too much grey hair on my head.  I thought an average person consults with a Gerontologist at the age of 65.  I want to inform all of you that my bones hurt very bad.  Please keep me and my family members in your prayers because our own Uncle died last month.

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In Conclusion, I want to inform all of you that my personal Journey has been hindered by a stumbling block.  There are people who have intentions of putting a stumbling block in my life right now.  There are people who have been using my accounts simultaneously with me.  Both of my Phones are cloned, copied, pasted, and illegally transferred to a phone number that I am not familiar with.  My personal accounts have been compromised by Organized Criminals Worldwide right now.  I do not have any energy to complete my daily tasks.  My whole body hurts me on a daily basis.  Therefore, my manhood has been depleted and threatened by people who do not know me. My sense of vitality is depleted.  Thank you for reading my essay and keeping me in your prayers and thoughts.  God Loves You and So Do I.

What is your favorite animal?

What is your favorite animal?

I prefer cats over dogs. I used to have three cats and three dogs when I was living in Charlotte, NC. Currently, I have two cats and one dog in the Dayton, Ohio Area. My cats are Short Hair Tabby Cats. I used to have a Muskrat named Harry when I was a child living with my mother during the 1970s. I won Harry as a prize during a Science Fair at Edison Elementary School in 1974. I had Harry as a pet for Four years. God has blessed me with the ability to take care of animals. I love all kinds of animals. God Bless You All.

Gluttony and The Bible

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Proverbs 23:20 says: Be not winebibbers, among riotous eaters of flesh.  First of All, I want to say that I have been clean and sober for 32 years now.  I used to drink Wild Irish Rose Wine and Night train wine for a total of 18 years.  I really didn’t know that the Bible says that we cannot be among riotous eaters of flesh.  I know that we are not supposed to be gluttonous.  I will admit that I weigh 306 pounds right now.  I have been eating more at night than during the day.  At night, I have been hearing voices for a total of 13 years now.  The voices that I hear are females laughing at me all night long.  There are times when I hear voices of men.  I guess that Valentine Day coming up next month.  This is the reason why I hear voices during this time of year.  I want everyone to please pray for me and my family members.  I love all of my family members very much.  I love them; more than they love me.

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Next, I want to say that I have changed my lifestyle and the way that I eat food.  I have been skinny all of my life until the year 2000.  I weigh 301 pounds and I was taking a medication called Depakote.  I took that medicine for seizures and Schizophrenia.  I know that I have gained 85 pounds in one year.  I remember weighing 215 pounds when I first started taking this medication.  I lost a total of 110 pounds by swimming and eating more vegetables and fruit.  I had to consult with a psychiatrist on a monthly basis.  I also have to change my way of thinking.  This is because I wasn’t thinking clearly during the past 23 years.  My attitude about life changed for the better right now.  I have low Testosterone Levels right now.  This is the reason why I cannot lose weight like I want to.  My testosterone levels are 303 and that is considered as very low testosterone.  I really need a lot of support and prayers because I need to lose 158 pounds right now.  I have to eat more vegetables and take a laxative on a regular basis.  I need to go swimming at least three times per week.  Swimming is an excellent exercise for the human body.  I have to start moving like my former supervisor told me to do each day.  Even though I used to eat a lot of pizza and I didn’t care about myself.  If I can stop drinking beer and alcohol.  Then, I know that I can do all things through Christ Who Strengthens me.

Finally, I want to say that I have a lot to do within the next few months.  I have to give myself away.  I am ready to serve God.  I am ready to carry the Cross for Jesus Christ.  I am ready to help other people and to be willing and honest with myself and with God.  I have to allow the Holy Spirit to direct me and guide me for the rest of my life.  Thank you Lord for saving me and blessing me with my breath of life.  I need to get back to my normal weight.  Please help me everyone!!  I need all of you to help me.

In what ways do you communicate online?

In what ways do you communicate online?

I try my best to communicate in ways that I am very understood. I love the Lord with all of my might, soul, and strength. The second is just like it. Love your neighbor as yourself. If I am online, I would like for everyone to participate in my personal activities. I am a 58 years old man who Loves God and His Son Jesus Christ. I do not use vulgarity and profanity in any way, shape or form. I am a very honest person. Therefore, if I cannot hide from God. What do I look like hiding from another human being. Some people might not like my style of communication because I can be Fair but blunt. I am a straight to the point person. God wants all of us to Repent of our sins and iniquities and transgressions. Psalm 68:18 says: If a person has iniquity inside of their heart God does not hear. This is the truth. Please be truthful to me and I will do the same thing in return. I am a God Fearing Man who has a lot of common sense. May God continue to bless you and keep you in His Perfect Peace.

A flower inside of the desert

A flower inside of a desert is very rare. A flower period is a plant that grows inside of any climate and inside of any environment. Flowers that are usually inside of a desert that I have seen are sunflowers, cactus, and various grasses. I know because I am allergic to timothy grass. This is grass that is grown in the Western Part of the United States. A sunflower is very beautiful. This is a flower that flourishes inside of conditions that are hot and sticky. This is also a sweet young lady to whom I can call a sunflower. I am the type of person that call women beautiful names such as sunshine, shining star, sunflower, and a shooting star. These names are positive because it enlightens them as well as myself that women are beautiful and unique.

A flower inside of a desert is not a bad thing. At least there is water right under its own roots. A cactus has water inside of it. A cactus has its own water that comes from the ground. Whenever it rains inside of a desert, I can say one thing, at least all of the flowers inside of a desert receives it natural resource. The natural resource that I am talking about is water. Remember water is the element that sustains life. Without water, how would anything that is a living being survive on earth? The sunflowers are very large in size. They remind me of a sunshine that is directly on the ground. However, it is in plant form. I might sound as if I am a botanist. A botanist is a person who studies plants, vegetation, and the environment at large.

Natural Resources are the water, oil, and anything that is derived from the earth itself. Resources tend to vary according to the needs of mankind. Other natural resources such as coal and natural gas are extremely important. A flower can become a resource if a person is desperate and in need of food. Do you know that plants, fruits, and certain vegetables can be eaten at any time? For instance, pokeweed, blackberries, apples, peaches, and certain weeds that is located outdoors. An example of this is ragweed. Ragweed is used as a treatment for constipation. There are other weeds and certain fruits and vegetables that are used to treat certain ailments in the human body.

A flower inside of a desert is really varies according to species and location of the desert itself. If I were at a location in the Sahara, then I would have a really hard time trying to find a natural resource. Natural resources would be very hard to find. I would have to look very hard and for a very long period of time. Let’s also find out what are the types of animals, insects, and reptiles that an average person would find inside of a desert.

 A person would see a coyote, fox, and snakes such as a sidewinder, sand flies, a hare, vultures, eagles, desert rats, scorpions, ground spiders, and many other living creatures. I also would like to add that it is very hot inside of desert regions and they have extremely humid conditions.

My flower inside of a place of this magnitude will stimulate my curiosity. By picking it up or directly looking at it, would allow me to ask specific questions. I would ask what kind of flower is it? How does it look to me? What color is it? How can a flower like this benefit mankind? These are the questions that I would ask if I were to observe a flower that is inside of a desert.
I have a strong desire for things that pertain to the environment as well as an interest in human relationships. The reason why I am a person who has this interest is because as a child, I have always wondered what things are like inside of my surroundings. The definition of the word environment is one own usual surroundings. The definition of matter is anything that takes up space. A human being is a beautiful creation from God. When God created woman he created a good thing. God created a woman to accompany man. Women are very intelligent human beings.

I am happy to have a great deal of respect for women and the issues that they support. Just like Breast Cancer, men can develop breast cancer and they wouldn’t know if you have this dangerous disease. I support all women’s issues no matter what they are. It is the woman who keeps families together. There are more women that are raising children all by themselves a whole lot more than ever before. My mother had taken care of all nine of us all by herself. She has done a magnificent job.

In spite of all of the obstacles that came between me and my siblings, we survived as a family unit. I can call myself a survivor still. I have learned a whole lot from my mother, grandmother, grandfathers, and other elders who have raised me. Just remember we all were ovum that was located inside of the ovaries of our mothers. The father is the one who had utilized his sperm and therefore, an ovum was fertilized and life itself came into existence. This process takes 48 hours. The entire maturation process when it pertains to life itself takes 236 to 270 gestation days. This is nine calendar months. Sometimes this process takes longer for some expecting mothers. This depends on the health of the fetus or embryo itself.

To be honest, any flower that is indigenous to the country itself can be grown inside of the desert. For instance, there are flowers that are from the Orient that are grown inside of deserts in the United States. There are flowers and cactus that are grown inside of residential areas in the Southeastern United States and in the Midwestern part of the United States. There are certain types of poison ivy plants that are grown all over the United States. For instance, there are certain types of poison ivy that has been growing in the Ohio River Valley that comes from Coastal Virginia.

There are also certain types of plants that exists in the Southeastern United States that have been planted in North Carolina, Ohio, Michigan, Indiana, South Carolina, and Missouri. I am referring to the Magnolia Plants. I have also seen plants such as cactus in the Carolinas and in coastal regions along the Southeastern United States. There is type of grass that is here in the United States called Japanese Blood Grass. This type of grass looks like a fern but it causes serious allergy problems. The stems themselves turn red during the fall season. Japanese Blood Grass is common in the Carolinas and in the Ohio River Valley. My favorite flower is called daisies. I also like perennials and annuals as well. It is that I have allergies so I have to be very careful when it comes to dealing with plants and certain foods.

A flower inside of the desert

A flower inside of a desert is very rare. A flower period is a plant that grows inside of any climate and inside of any environment. Flowers that are usually inside of a desert that I have seen are sunflowers, cactus, and various grasses. I know because I am allergic to timothy grass. This is grass that is grown in the Western Part of the United States. A sunflower is very beautiful. This is a flower that flourishes inside of conditions that are hot and sticky. This is also a sweet young lady to whom I can call a sunflower. I am the type of person that call women beautiful names such as sunshine, shining star, sunflower, and a shooting star. These names are positive because it enlightens them as well as myself that women are beautiful and unique.

A flower inside of a desert is not a bad thing. At least there is water right under its own roots. A cactus has water inside of it. A cactus has its own water that comes from the ground. Whenever it rains inside of a desert, I can say one thing, at least all of the flowers inside of a desert receives it natural resource. The natural resource that I am talking about is water. Remember water is the element that sustains life. Without water, how would anything that is a living being survive on earth? The sunflowers are very large in size. They remind me of a sunshine that is directly on the ground. However, it is in plant form. I might sound as if I am a botanist. A botanist is a person who studies plants, vegetation, and the environment at large.

Natural Resources are the water, oil, and anything that is derived from the earth itself. Resources tend to vary according to the needs of mankind. Other natural resources such as coal and natural gas are extremely important. A flower can become a resource if a person is desperate and in need of food. Do you know that plants, fruits, and certain vegetables can be eaten at any time? For instance, pokeweed, blackberries, apples, peaches, and certain weeds that is located outdoors. An example of this is ragweed. Ragweed is used as a treatment for constipation. There are other weeds and certain fruits and vegetables that are used to treat certain ailments in the human body.

A flower inside of a desert is really varies according to species and location of the desert itself. If I were at a location in the Sahara, then I would have a really hard time trying to find a natural resource. Natural resources would be very hard to find. I would have to look very hard and for a very long period of time. Let’s also find out what are the types of animals, insects, and reptiles that an average person would find inside of a desert.

 A person would see a coyote, fox, and snakes such as a sidewinder, sand flies, a hare, vultures, eagles, desert rats, scorpions, ground spiders, and many other living creatures. I also would like to add that it is very hot inside of desert regions and they have extremely humid conditions.

My flower inside of a place of this magnitude will stimulate my curiosity. By picking it up or directly looking at it, would allow me to ask specific questions. I would ask what kind of flower is it? How does it look to me? What color is it? How can a flower like this benefit mankind? These are the questions that I would ask if I were to observe a flower that is inside of a desert.
I have a strong desire for things that pertain to the environment as well as an interest in human relationships. The reason why I am a person who has this interest is because as a child, I have always wondered what things are like inside of my surroundings. The definition of the word environment is one own usual surroundings. The definition of matter is anything that takes up space. A human being is a beautiful creation from God. When God created woman he created a good thing. God created a woman to accompany man. Women are very intelligent human beings.

I am happy to have a great deal of respect for women and the issues that they support. Just like Breast Cancer, men can develop breast cancer and they wouldn’t know if you have this dangerous disease. I support all women’s issues no matter what they are. It is the woman who keeps families together. There are more women that are raising children all by themselves a whole lot more than ever before. My mother had taken care of all nine of us all by herself. She has done a magnificent job.

In spite of all of the obstacles that came between me and my siblings, we survived as a family unit. I can call myself a survivor still. I have learned a whole lot from my mother, grandmother, grandfathers, and other elders who have raised me. Just remember we all were ovum that was located inside of the ovaries of our mothers. The father is the one who had utilized his sperm and therefore, an ovum was fertilized and life itself came into existence. This process takes 48 hours. The entire maturation process when it pertains to life itself takes 236 to 270 gestation days. This is nine calendar months. Sometimes this process takes longer for some expecting mothers. This depends on the health of the fetus or embryo itself.

To be honest, any flower that is indigenous to the country itself can be grown inside of the desert. For instance, there are flowers that are from the Orient that are grown inside of deserts in the United States. There are flowers and cactus that are grown inside of residential areas in the Southeastern United States and in the Midwestern part of the United States. There are certain types of poison ivy plants that are grown all over the United States. For instance, there are certain types of poison ivy that has been growing in the Ohio River Valley that comes from Coastal Virginia.

There are also certain types of plants that exists in the Southeastern United States that have been planted in North Carolina, Ohio, Michigan, Indiana, South Carolina, and Missouri. I am referring to the Magnolia Plants. I have also seen plants such as cactus in the Carolinas and in coastal regions along the Southeastern United States. There is type of grass that is here in the United States called Japanese Blood Grass. This type of grass looks like a fern but it causes serious allergy problems. The stems themselves turn red during the fall season. Japanese Blood Grass is common in the Carolinas and in the Ohio River Valley. My favorite flower is called daisies. I also like perennials and annuals as well. It is that I have allergies so I have to be very careful when it comes to dealing with plants and certain foods.

Deuteronomy 1 Commentary

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The Lord God will fight for you.  The Lord God does not like partiality in judgement.  The Lord God continue to bless all of you.  The Lord God is always a Great God.  The Lord God will fight for you until you die.  I will admit that the Lord God has fought my enemies for me.  This is because I knew that I was out numbered before.  In my case, I was not prepared to fight.  Therefore, I have allowed God to help me defeat my adversaries.  At first, I had overlooked my own family members.  Matthew 10:36 says: That a man’s enemies will be those of his own household.  I have allowed God to help me with all of my battles.  There are times when I was able to come to terms with my adversaries.  

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Finally, I know that God is watching over me and everyone else.  The Lord God will go before you and He will fight before you.  I am very happy that God is with me.  I am feeling much better than usual.  Lord God, please give me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change.  Please give me the courage to change the things that I can and give me the wisdom to know the difference.  Just for today.

Think back on your most memorable road trip.

Think back on your most memorable road trip.

I drove from Toledo, Ohio to Brooklyn NY. It was a 670 miles from each other. It took me 15 hours on the road driving to Interstate 80 and 90 headed there before 12:00am the next day. I didn’t know that Philadelphia Pa was only 110 miles from New York City. Anyway I have not been to New York City since 1994.

Exodus 14:14 Commentary

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Exodus 14:14 says: The Lord will fight for you,  and you shall hold your peace.  This means that God will fight all of your battles for you.  You do not have to get dirty from fighting.  God w God will take care of it.  You see one thing, God is in control of the situation.  God knows the things that you need long before you ask Him.  God knows the thoughts of man that they are futile.  The Lord God is Your Mediator between God and Man.

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Next, God told other people that the battle is not yours but God’s.  God will solve all of your problems.  I remember when I told God that I am not able to pay my student loan debt of $ 26,000 dollars in student loans from the University of North Carolina at Charlotte.  I told Him that I graduated from college already.  Therefore, I am not able to go back to work unless I get a desk job.  I know that I have more debts than usual.  I have to pay my credit card debt as well as medical bills from the hospital.

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Further, I am only a human being.  I have a lot of faults on my belt.  I am a person who has a lot of common sense.  I was told by a God Fearing Woman that I was indecisive.  I took it as an insult to my character.  If I am indecisive, God didn’t tell me to my face that I was that way.  Do you know that people can say things about you that are not true.  I know that I have a problem completing my tasks.  However,   it doesn’t mean that I am indecisive.  This is something that I will have to work on with God Himself and not man.  Man doesn’t tell me what I should and should not do.  I have to ask God whether or not I have this as a problem.

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Moreover, I have to consult with God and Jesus Christ for myself.  I have to resolve all of my issues before I leave the earth.  I really do not want my family members and friends paying off my debts for me.  Lord Jesus, I would like to have all of my debts paid off before I die.  I really appreciate my family members and friends for being available for consultation.  My Therapist stated to me that he can consult with me for a total of 15 minutes.  I have a lot of homework to complete by the end of next week.  I have to do homework for Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.  This is a thinking strategy to solving problems in a professional manner.

Finally, I want all of you to please keep me in your prayers and thoughts because I have a tendency to make a mound out of a molehill.  It is good to tell the truth about everything that is going on with me.  I do not like telling lies.  It only makes things worse for both parties.  I really like to use my mind for more than a hatrack.  Truthfully, I have been through a lot of adversity in the past 14 years now.  This is the reason why I am allowing God to fight and solve all of my problems.  It is best for me to allow a Power that is Greater than myself to restore me to sanity.  I am powerless over alcohol and my life is unmanageable.  I have come to believe in a Power that is turning my will and life over to the Care of God.  I have to make a searching and moral inventory of myself.  I admit to God and Myself and another human being, the exact nature of my wrongs.  I ask Him to remove all of my defects of character.  I humbly ask Him to remove all of my shortcomings.  I have to make amends to whomever possible and apologize for all of my actions.  Make direct amends when it is necessary to prevent injury or harm to another person.  Continue to take a personal inventory, whenever we are wrong, promptly admitted it.  I must make amends when it is necessary, by doing so would prevent injury to those who we are dealing with.  This means that I am allowing God to help me with all of my personal problems.  Lord Jesus I surrender to You and only You that I am surrendering to.  Thank You Lord Jesus for hearing my prayer and voice.  In Jesus Name I Pray Amen.

What Does the Bible says about Obesity?

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What does the Bible says about obesity?  I am a person who does not like to eat as a means of comfort.  I will admit to taking 28 prescription medications per day.  The medication that is causing me some problems is Zyprexa because it is an anti psychotic medication.  I take this medication because I hear voices that other people don’t hear.  I see things that other people do not see.  Therefore, I am having visual and auditory hallucinations.  The medication increases my appetite.  I have gained a total of 38 pounds within a three month period.  I will admit that I eat more at night than during the day.  The voices are more active at night than during the day.  I can control what goes inside of my mouth.  I will admit that I suffer from low testosterone levels.  My sluggishness is causing me to sleep a lot. I sleep over 12 hours per day.  It is better to take the medicine rather than hearing voices all night long.  This is the reason why I have everyone that I know to please pray for me.  I take 14 pills in the morning and another 14 pills at night.

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I want to inform all of you that I am not giving to an appetite.  I do not put a knife on my throat every single day of the week.  My problem is medicine and nothing else.  If I feel like eating then I will eat.  Eating foods are not my motivation to become an obese man.  I have been hearing voices for 13 years now.  I have been clean and sober for 32 years now.  I have been suffering from Schizoid Affective Disorder for 27 years now.  I also suffer from Schizophrenia for 26 years now.  I have been hospitalized with a mental illness for 27 years now.  This is the reason why I am telling everyone to please pray for me.  Like they say prayer changes things.  Although I am still hearing voices, but it is not as bad as it used to be.  Thank you for keeping it real with me.  I want to say God Bless You All!!  I love you for you.  Please continue to pray for my family members and friends.  

Joshua 1:6-9 Commentary

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Joshua 1:6-9 Commentary is a promise that God made to Joshua who replaced Moses to lead the Israelites to the PromiseLand.  God was excited for Joshua because he was very positive about leading the People to the Land of Milk and Honey.  Joshua also lead the Israelites into Jericho and they were responsible for tearing down the walls of Jericho.  This means that God has His Man, who has common sense and knowledge of the Lord God continue to bless him and those who were with him.

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Next, I want to say that this is different because a person who is responsible for removing the plank from the eyes of his own brother falsely. He must remove the beam that is inside of my own eyes and then he would be able to remove the speck from your brother’s eyes.  Please remember to never judge one another because in the same matter that you judge it will come back on you.  This is the reason why you have to treat each other with respect and dignity.  Life itself is really what you make of it.  It can be positive or negative.

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Moreover, I want to inform all of you that everything that is inside of the Bible is accurate and true.  Whenever I read Joshua 1:5-9 it really helps me to stay focused and keep my mind on Jesus Christ and God.  Jesus Christ is the Son of the Living God.  Anywhere I go on Planet Earth, I am supposed to remember this statement that is made inside of the Bible.  Trust in the Lord with all thy heart, and lean not onto thine own understanding .  In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He will lead your path straight.  God, You have forgiven me of all of my sins, iniquities, and transgressions.  I truly appreciate you for the person that You really are to me.

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This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth.  Lord God, I thank you for allowing me to remember the Words from The Book of The Living God.  Be strong and very courageous.  Be not afraid, neither be dismayed, for the Lord, your God is with you wherever you go.  The Lord God will never leave you nor forsake you.  Have I not commanded you be strong and very courageous.  God is watching over me and everyone else on Planet Earth right now.  The Lord God is watching from Heaven to see which one will serve Him immediately and take charge of things.

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Isaiah 45:2

I will go before thee and make your crooked paths straight.  God is with you and He will keep you in His Perfect Peace.  I know that God intends to lead us to His Divine Plan.  Your life is going to be a living testimony that when you put your trust in God He will make all things new.  God is a Good God.  God has been in the blessing business since the beginning of time.  God is Awesome!  God is blessing me with all of the things that I need to survive here on Planet Earth.  For God has not given us a Spirit of Fear, but of love and power and of a sound mind.

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Finally, I really understand God’s Word.  God is so good to me that I am willing to do whatever it takes to save as many people as I possibly can.  If the Lord’s Will, I will be able to save a lot of people.  I am not going to give up my quest for success in God’s Kingdom. I am writing this information because God has plans for me today and tomorrow in the future.  Please keep me and my family members and friends in your prayers and thoughts because we are dealing with the fiery darts from the wicked one.  I am more optimistic about my future right now.  I will not allow anyone else to take away what God has promised me.  Love is the key to the Kingdom.  Lord Jesus, I love you very much.  I adore you and I will lift You Up in my Prayers.  Lord God, I belong to You right now.  Please teach me how to Live for You!!  Please keep me in Your Sight and Your Help at all times.  I can’t do anything without You.  Please save me Lord God!!  Please confirm my existence with You.  It says in Romans 10:14 Whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.  Thank you for calling me and saving me from myself.  I know that suicide is not the answer to my problems.  Lord Jesus, I am very sorry if I feel very sad about my Uncle Johnnie Lee Hopkins.  Please keep me and my family members uplifted in Your Prayers.  Lord please save me and my family members and friends. I love you and I need You in my Life right now.  In Jesus Name I Pray! Amen and Amen!