My favorite thing to cook is Chili with beans and spaghetti and meatballs with my chili and for my vegetables are mixed greens and carrots for dinner or lunch. I do have to say my prayers before I eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. I have to thank God for allowing me to read His Word on a daily basis. I have to thank God for His Breath of Life every single day of the week. If it was not for His Breath of Life, my life right now would be non-existent to the world and myself. God Bless All of You Who are reading my essays and praying for me. Thank You Lord Jesus for allowing other people to read my essays and praying for me and my family members. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen and Amen.
My first computer came from Radio Shack back in 1979. It was an analytical machine because after they came out with their analytical machine, Radio Shack came out with their version of a word processor back in 1986. I know because my Aunt bought it for me as a graduation present. Afterwards, Radio Shack came out with their first computer in the year 1991. I was always buying Radio Shack Products for at least 25 years
What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?
The first thing that I am scared to do is perform in front of millions of people worldwide. How to conquer this fear is to practice my craft in front of a small audience. I would like to read my essays in front of millions of people. The second thing that I am very nervous about is picking up a live spider in front of the cameras. How to conquer this thing would not be easy. I would consult with a hematologist or a Zoologist to do this thing in front of millions of people worldwide. The third thing that I would like to do is pick up a live scorpion without getting stung. I would have to consult with a Zoologist or a specialist dealing with scorpions. Lastly, I would like for everyone in my family members and friends to get baptized in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I also would like to have an intervention specialist to help all of us to Repent of our sins iniquities and transgressions. I would like for my Pastor Karl at Fort McKinley United Methodist Church to help us out with our personal problems with each other. I would like to complete this task by the end of this year 2024. Thank you and God Bless All of You 🙏🙏🙏. Please teach me how to communicate with people who are difficult.
Job 33:4 says: The spirit of God hath made me, and the breath of the Almighty hath given me life. It is the spirit of God that breathed His breath inside of my mouth and nostrils, and I became a living soul. I am very content with God, Jesus Christ, mankind, as well as myself. Whenever I read this Bible verse, it gives me life just by reading it. God the Father and His Son Jesus Christ are involved in my life right now. I know that I did not create myself. God knew me from the time that I was inside of my mother’s womb. God formed me and He knew me. God knows my waking up and my living down after a very long day. I have this to say. It is not too late to form a relationship with God.
Next I am a Child of the Most High God. The Almighty is His name. He even knows how long we are going to live on planet earth. Everything that we do is already recorded inside of the Lambs Book of Life. Whenever we leave here, we are going to join Him in heaven. Like they say in Ecclesiastes 12:7 The dust shall return to earth, and the Spirit shall return to God who gave it. This means that we belong to God. Our outer body decays and the new body is formed.
Finally, I want to inform all of you that we belong to God. God’s Spirit lives and dwells inside of all of us. May The Lord God be with you richly. I feel very happy for myself, but I also feel like my outer body is decaying away from me. I belong to God!!
For Where Your Treasure is There Your Heart Will be Also. What does this Bible verse mean? It means that your heart determines where you should go. Where is your treasure is right now? Treasure is like your possessions and or desires that you have for yourself. I know that my mind is on achieving for God. How do you achieve the things for God? The first thing you are supposed to do is share the Gospel of Peace with everyone. No matter how you feel, you are supposed to be pleasing in the eyes of the Lord. Before you talk to another person about God, you are supposed to ask God to change your attitude. What is an attitude? An attitude is a state of mind or a particular feeling. A treasure is a valuable possession. The Bible says that a treasure is desires that someone may have about numerous of things. Treasure is also how we define ourselves while we are in the presence of God. Treasure is how we feel about ourselves. I love the Lord God because I am very happy to be a Child of the Most High God. I tell everyone that I love them for the person that they are. My heart has a lot to do with my feelings on a subject or how I feel about myself.
Next, I feel really good about myself and others. You see, I feel much better now. I have to be honest by saying that I always pray and read the Bible each day. I always tell someone that I love you. I am content with myself and with God. Dear God, when we are struggling with believing you will answer our prayers, help us to remember that you are capable of all things. Help us to place our trust in your promises and to believe that you know what we need and when we need it. Do not allow me to place faith in myself or anyone else but you, O Lord. Jesus, you are all we need. Give us peace knowing you have a plan for our lives. May our belief in you and your endless possibilities draw others to you. In Jesus’ name, amen. God has delivered me of all of my fears. Please allow me to be a vessel of truth for all people.
Finally, I want to say Thank You for understanding me for the person that I am. I thank you Lord for allowing me to share Your Good News with everyone. Please keep me inside of Your Precious Hands. Lord God, I am ready to serve you. Lord God, I am willing to share Your Precious Word with everyone. I Love Your Creation. Please allow me to be a Leader for you. To know you is to know about You. Thank You for reading my essay.
If I won the lottery, I would pay my tithes and offerings to Fort McKinley United Methodist Church in Dayton, Ohio. I also would pay off my student loans from William and Fudge Collection Agency of $18,000 dollars in student loan debt. I also would pay off my other student loan debt of $12,000 to the Transworld Solutions Agency. I would give my family members and friends some money and give the Dayton, Ohio Public School System a check for $3,000,000 dollars to the Alumni Association at Paul Laurence Dunbar High School in Dayton, Ohio. I also would give a total of $8,000,000 million dollars to the University of Toledo in Toledo, Ohio. I also would give UNC-Charlotte a total of $1,000,000 million dollars to pay my school fees and tuition from the year 2003. I also would take me a vacation and travel anywhere nationwide inside of the Continental United States of America. I would give some money to a Charity of my choice and help build a all boys and girls schools in the Dayton, Ohio and Toledo, Ohio as well as Charlotte, NC. I would also pay for my funeral expenses and burial site for myself and others who live with me inside of my household. I would also purchase a building for the homeless people in Dayton Ohio.
Proverbs 21:13 says: Those who shut their ears to the cries of the poor, will himself cry and not be heard. This is a true statement because I have been in this situation before myself. I ignored the cries of the poor myself and when I was in that situation myself God did not hear me. When I was living in Charlotte, NC: I helped people who were just as poor as I was. One Day, on October 5, 2009 I was unjustly evicted out of my apartment because of a misunderstanding with the Landlord. The Landlord blessed me with a place to live, and I got into an argument with my Landlord and he evicted me. This is also during the same day I had a seizure twice in one week. The second time I had a seizure was on October 9, 2009 at Central Piedmont Community College and I was transported to Presbyterian Hospital in Charlotte, NC. I have learned a valuable lesson on that day alone because I was homeless for two weeks. I paid my rent and I still got evicted out of my apartment by the Police.
Next, I went to the hospital and stayed for eight weeks in Broughton State Psychiatric Hospital in Morganton, NC from October 13, 2009 to December 5, 2009. I was not able to move physically because I was messed up from taking Haldol and Ativan shots for aggressive behavior. On the week of my release from the hospital, I went back in the hospital one week later for aggressive behavior. The State of North Carolina Probated me for my behavior. I went home afterwards back to Dayton, Ohio on January 5, 2010. As soon as I arrived in Dayton, Ohio it was a snow storm. I got off the bus and caught a cab to my sister’s house. I stayed with her for only one month. My sister saved my life because I tried to kill myself with pills. I was hearing voices from November 5, 2009 to the present day. I have been hearing voices for 14 years now.
Further, I want to inform all of you that my sister and mother died during the same month back in the year 2017. My sister died on Friday June 2, 2017 and my mother died on Thursday July 20, 2017. This was during the time that I was working at Walgreens pharmacy on Salem Avenue and Philadelphia Drive in Dayton, Ohio. I was having seizures during that year. I was also suffering from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Clinical Depression.
Moreover, I want you to know that I have been diagnosed with Alzheimer’s and Andropause right now. I still suffer from Type 2 Diabetes Full Blown. I have to be very careful because I am losing my memory each day of the week. I told everyone that I have the diseases and I am still taking it easy right now. I have not been to Church within the past few weeks now. There is a juvenile delinquent shooting a gun outside of the building right now. You have a lot of children living here at Wentworth Hi Rise Apartments located at 2765 Wentworth Avenue Dayton, Ohio 45406. This side of town is considered as Harrison Township in Dayton, Ohio. These children do not have any where to play outside of the building. The Juvenile Delinquent children hang out inside of the staff parking lot. The parents of these Juvenile Delinquent children should be locked up for allowing a child to shoot a real gun.
Finally, I want all of you to know that this place is not conducive towards the needs of anyone. Children become criminals and are locked up for the rest of their own life. I know all about being a Juvenile Delinquent myself. I was a Juvenile Delinquent for a total of 5 years. I started smoking marijuana and cigarettes as well as drinking alcohol on a daily basis. I have been clean and sober for 33 years now. My AA Sponsor told me today that I didn’t relapsed since I didn’t take a guzzle of wine back in the year 2000. I didn’t drink anything since then. I have to be very careful because alcohol is a drug. Thank you for reading my essay.
